Natasha's POV

In her dreams.

I’m surrounded by tall grass. The sky was blue and I could see a big tree not far from where I was standing. I looked around, I was alone wearing the dress I wore for my piano recital. That’s strange..

I look ahead, next to the big tree was a grand piano. I looked even closer, a beautiful woman was busy playing it, full of passion and emotion.

Mom..?

Knowing that my mom was in front of me, my frown became a smile.

Mommy?!

I immediately ran towards my mom who is still busy playing the piano. I can hug her again, I thought to myself with a smile. Tears started to fall from my eyes.

Oh no..

The more I run, the farther she became. I stretched out my hand, hoping I would hold my mom’s hand again. Suddenly, the blue sky I knew became gray and cloudy. My mom started to disappear.

Don’t go..

I didn’t know what to do. I lost my chance, I’ll never know when will I see my mom again. I started to curl up into a ball and close my eyes. My ears were wide open, I could hear a calm voice calling my name.

Natasha, Natasha, Natasha.

I woke up. The first thing I saw was Sungmin, who is busy looking at me with confusion. “Good Morning” he said softly to me. He knows I get really cranky in the morning and I absolutely hate loud noises when I wake up.

I know I should say something to him, but I just stood there. My hair is in a mess, I have bad breath and my eyes were red. I kept thinking about the dream I had. Without thinking I quickly hugged Sungmin tightly, I rest my head on his shoulders and began to cry. He didn’t do anything, all he did was hugged me and sway me back and forth like a baby who is scared. He his hand on my hair and began to make shhh noises to calm me down. I didn’t know that could worked on me, but it did.

I just realize how stupid I was, I unwrapped my hands around him and said sorry. I quickly wiped my tears away and be strong. You can do this.

He began to look into my eyes. He's eyes got watery but he kept smiling. We then started to exchange gazes. Before I could cry even more, he started to do aegyo. He’s aegyo was too cute I began to gave out a small laugh. My pout began to turned into a big smile, you could see my smile lines began to appear, my face began to light up. Thank you Sungmin. “See! That! I wanna see more of that and less of a pout, okay?” he said to me, pointing at me smiling. I nodded and he helped me get up. Gosh my back hurts, the floor wasn’t very kind to me. I stretched myself, grabbed my toiletries and head outside. For me, the first thing I do when I wake up is go shower. I’ve done that since I was young, so its kinda of a habit for me.

When I head out, I put on a hoddie that Sungmin gave me. Most of the guys have already taken a shower and are now busy waiting for breakfast. Poor Ryeowook, the things he does for he’s Hyungs. I should help him after I take a shower. I looked around, I could see my girlfriends busy talking in a circle. Marissa looked at me and gave me a signal to come over to them.

“They you are!” Marissa said to me while holding her towel. “We’re going to shower now” Rachel said while pointing to a small river not far from where we were standing. “Is it safe?” I questioned her. “I guess” she said, he voice wasn’t too sure but we had no choice. I nodded and we head our was towards the river.

We arrived at the river. The river wasn’t too big. It was shallow and clear. You could see small fishes swimming. I couldn’t help but to ask them a question, “Are they frogs here?” Marissa immediately laughed. She knows how I despise frogs. They are slimy and I hate it when they jump towards you. “I hope not” I continue, no one answered me so the question is still hanging. While I was busy trying to sort out my hair care products, Marissa shouted “Frogs! Frogs!” while looking down where I was standing. My reaction was shouting at the top of my lungs and jumping like someone who has a sugar rush. Everyone was laughing at me, I was confused. “They are no frogs, silly!” she said to me while laughing. STUPPID! I feel like strangling her. I ran towards her and gave her a light punch on the arm. Okay maybe not light because her hand started to become red.

After showering, we were wearing our clothes. We packed out stuff and headed back to camp. While heading back to camp, I could hear noises coming from the woods. Strange. The bushed started to rattle. We started to form a circle somehow to protect ourselves. “What the hell was that?” I say sounding scared. “WHATS THAT!” Marissa shouted pointing towards the bushes. “I’m too young to die!” Idura said with a dramatic voice.

While we were trying to defend ourselves we could hear the beginning of Miinah.

dandandandandandan...

What the hell?

Suddenly, we could see 10 men appear wearing mask and dancing to Miinah. At first we were scared but then It got silly and couldn’t help but to laugh. “Donghae?” Rachel said to the guy who is wearing a mask like fish. The guy too out his mask and quickly gave Rachel a hug. “Surpise” he said with a smile while looking down at her. So handsome that man..”Sungmin?” I said to a guy who is wearing a pink mask. He took it out and smiled.

I ran towards him to give him a hug, a guy in a brown mask started to hug me from the back. I giggled, he’s hug was warm. He was taller than me, so the hug was comfortable. He’s big hands wrapped around me, I smiled. I look up to know who is hugging me. “Leeteuk hyung! Go find someone else!” Sungmin said sounding offended. Leeteuk? The guy took out his mask and looked down at me. He does look like an angel. He let go of me before Sungmin could do his martial arts move on him. He smiled and walked  away. “Why did you guys do this?” I said looking confused. “We wanted to scare you guys” Heechul said “But...It made you guys laugh..So it was a failure” he continued. I gave Sungmin a light punch. “Yeah it was” Marissa said while busy hugging Yesung. “Lets go back..I’m hungry” Ryeowook said while holding Idura’s hand. All of us headed back to camp.

We had a fun day. We played hide and seek in the woods. Which didn’t go too well because we couldn’t find Ryeowook. He’s so tiny, but in the end we did. Thank god, if we didn’t we have to have a rescue party to find him. What else we did today...? OH! We took pictures with Donghae’s polaroid and literally finish his film but he said it was worth it and he could buy another one anyway.

I look into my chanel watch. It was 5:00pm. The sky is starting to become gray, night fall is coming closer. All of us is busy gathering food for tonight since it out last night together. The boy’s job is finding ingredients and firewood and our job is to cook and prepare them. Ryeowook has to stay with us to cook the food. He is the chef after all.

While I was busy cooking the food for tonight’s dinner, Sungmin is busy heading our way carrying heavy fire woods. He smiled at me like a child, I tilt my head and smile at him sweetly. He kept looking at me in amazement and he suddenly fell down. I felt shocked. Is he okay? Then he quickly got up and act like nothing happen and picked up the woods from the ground. Donghae walked towards him and gave him a punch as a joke. Sungmin got up on his feet and continue to smile. I was mesmerize by his angelic smile, I burned my hand from the hot pot. “Ouch!” I shouted but no one heard.

Suddenly, some took my hand, his hand was soft and gentle. I look, it was Sungmin who is busy looking at my hand. “Follow me” he said to me in a serious tone. He brought me to a private place. Surrounded by trees. There was a first aid kit on his lap, he was busy trying to find something in it. Even though my hand still hurts, when I look at him I feel at peace. He quickly took out a bottle of something..I can’t quite figure it out. Its like paste form. “This helps” he said while rubbing the paste on my hand. After that he wrapped my hand with this cloth he took out form the kit. “Much better” he said proudly after he wrapped my hand. “Thank you” I said to him. I looked at my hand, it felt much better then before. He does care about me. While he is busy packing up the kit, I asked him a question. “Sungmin..” I said softly thinking about the question i’m going to ask him. “Yes..?” he said softly still busy packing the kit. “Do you care about me? Why do you care about me so much?” I said to him looking serious. He stopped his actions and turned towards me. He looked into my eyes and said those 3 words I hoped he will say. “Because I love you” he said to me looking serious. “How..? We just met..” I said looking confused. “Lets just say..I met someone 4 years ago and it was love at first sight.” he said.

Without thinking I let my lips lean against his. He accept my kiss and all I could say is that, it was beautiful. His lips was soft, kissable and sweet. I’ve never kissed someone before so I was quite nervous but I didn’t give a damn. I closed my eyes and enjoy it. I wrapped my hands around his head resting it on his shoulders. I didn’t care if my hand was in pain, kissing him was bliss. He wrapped his hands around my waist. This is a dream..

Before we could do it more, it started to drizzle. I pulled back the kiss, still closing my eyes. I was panting and breathing hard. “I think we should go” I said whispering to him. He still wanted to kiss me, he didn’t care if it was drizzling. “We really have to go” I said to him. I was gasping for air, the kiss was intense. He pulled me even closer and started to move his kiss from my lips to my neck. I could feel his hot breath on my neck. I ran my fingers through his soft straight hair. Oh gosh..

We really have to go. I pulled back, my hair was in a mess. I gave him a cheeky smile he gave me a grin. He wanted more but I refuse. “I bet they are wondering where are we” I said while holding his hand. It was still drizzling. He took out his shirt for shelter. His abs..oh my gosh..”What are you looking at?” he said to me, giving me the eyebrow. I was too mesmerize by his abs “Nothing” I said quickly. He gave me a hand and headed back to camp. “That was amazing” I said to him while resting my head on his chest. Which was wet and soft. His abs felt amazing. He looked down at me with a smirk on his face “I really wish we could continue it though” he said with a wink. My heart melted. “You’re not so aegyo after all” I said giving him a light push.