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The Ambiguity Of Selfishness
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The Ambiguity Of Selfishness Q&A!

 

Hiya everyone!

Before the Q&A, I want to say thank you a billion for giving this story a chance. I really like this storyworld, and I think I’ve improved in terms of writing or at least understanding how to characterize my characters and their motivations. So I’m super happy that there were others who were interested in my ideas, especially since I’m pretty sure they’re a bit off-meta.

And a special thank you to melodyoficeandfire and sharo001 for regularly leaving comments as I was releasing this lengthy story over like 1.1 years (omygosh it's been over a year!); reading them gave me much appreciated support x3

 

If you decide to skip the Q&A--TLDR;

Whether you followed along in the releases or stumble upon this story much later, I appreciate your interest and feedback via a message, comment, or upvote!

I'm planning on doing a sort of drabble sequel now that Minseok is a demon! No regular updates, but I have many ideas still for this storyworld hehehhee. Feel free to subscribe ~here~ for, like, a random surprise read every once in a while hehe

 

 

And now the Q&A~

 

1. What were the inspirations for this story?

FINALLY—I can recommend these stories:

Pawssession and Have Your Steak (And Eat It Too) by XiuChen4Ever (ao3)

and

Straight To Hell by Scarlet_Sky (aff)

Because this is where I got my inspiration from!

Originally, I read Have Your Steak, and then Pawssession (gah the feels), and then I wanted to read more demon stories and I found Straight To Hell (so good). Then after I finished those, I laid in bed thinking about them (because I always do) and was like, ‘But WHY do the demons exist? Did they have factions? Or jobs? Why go to the human world (aside from exhortation and entertainment)? Why is there that connection between the two worlds?’

‘Oh! What if they did have jobs and it was like guarding humans from the unseen supernatural threats?!’

And then it kinda spiraled from there (╯▽╰;;)

But yeah, those stories are probably the biggest reason that Chen is a cat (Pawssession – A (demon) kitten was found at the site of Junmyeon’s homicide scene) and why there are marks of demonic power (Straight To Hell – The mark that binds Minji (OC) and Baekhyun is a tattoo and allows Minji to borrow Baekhyun’s light power). A lot of the cat things I incorporated are from research with inspo from Have Your Steak; seeing the zoo cats in Chapter 30 is inspired from that story too (did you guess it?)! But if you read those stories (do it do it do it), you’ll probably see that all our plots are very different hahahhaa

 

 

2. How was TAS originally planned?

LOL

I mean, I did have an idea for it. I wanted something more light-hearted because I invest a lot into my stories and I didn’t want to do that again right after Converse, but yeah… that didn’t happen x’D

It started out as these demons and angels using this environmentalist worker’s house as a meeting point, and the environ worker being like wtf, but then dealing with it and eventually coming to enjoy their company (one’s company a little more than the others).

Like, I wanted it to be a bit of crack comedy, because those are hilarious, but apparently I am incapable of writing short stories (why brain why). But I’m pleased with the final product anyway hehehe

 

 

3. What scene did you imagine first for this story?

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melodyoficeandfire
#1
Chapter 51: EEEEEEE I LOVE YOU THIS IS THR BEST THING I COULD EVER WANT AND MORE!!!!! (also you made me cry halfway but I forgive you so-)
Xiuchenniee
#2
Chapter 49: ANDDD im finally and sadly done. That was such a roller coaster! The way you described the characters in the beginning I was honestly so confused my little brain was trying so hard to comprehend what was going on, but as the story went on I caught on as well!

Let me start with yixing, considering what’s been happening and how much he was willing to save min and was confident about it (somehow.) the revelation in the end made sense, but the way it happened was brutal. Poor thing did nothing wrong leave baby alone. I loved his friendship and dedication, not to mention his relationship with suho. They were by far and in my opinion the most subtle but obvious couple in the story if that makes sense.

And our little innocent boy kai oh my his first appearance was epic!!! Minseok being so confused and freaking out while he was so so excited! Gosh he’s precious. Not to mention how Minseok accompanied him in babysteps from defining friendship to him to making him stand up for himself all the while being understanding. Minseok really taught everyone around him how to be a better person.

D.O, at first I literally thought he might have a crush on Minseok because of the way he opened up and had a conversation with him so fast despite it being very preposterous for his persona. And to be honest I was so mad at him for hurting Kai, physically and emotionally, but knowing his story! I totally understand his actions. Im glad he learned how to trust again.

Luhan! Poor dude just wanted a friend and got so much trouble along with it. But the way he handled it was so good! I honestly doubt i’d be as calm and understanding as he was for a human. He was adorable I appreciated his kindness towards Minseok. Minseok needed that kind of support. Also glad he found Sehun and took an interest upon him. Being depressed, a loner and suicidal must’ve been so sad! I love how you included so many mental disorders and addressed these problems. Im so thankful for that. The family issues, in different senses, friendship, lies, betrayal, taking advantage and remorse. You’ve done it so well!

Our chen chen! Not gonna lie i loved how cocky he is especially in the beginning though i wished minseok would reply to him most of the time for the insults chen kept giving him. I wonder why chen was so mean to min in the beginning? But I love how the clumsy too sweet for this world Minseok made him utterly confused he started questioning everything around him. He even sought relationship consultation! Which im so so so thankful for, Baekhyun was back in Minseok’s life again and that helped stop beating himself for the past.

The way Minseok’s past was effectively destroying his self esteem is devastating! He had to go through a lot and frankly i don’t forgive either his parents or his self centered brother. I love the way Xiuchen’s relationship progressed! The confusion, the need to know each other and get closer , the cuddles even before being partners oh my! And the way they got so close i loved everything about thier relationship? I also love how you portrayed the fear in chen. It was heartbreaking but very understandable. Poor thing.

Anyway, I would say a lot about the plot but I think it speaks for itself, don’t you agree? The description, the dialogue, the plot twistsx, the revelation, the build up, the fights. You showcased all that so well. You’re very talented. Thank you so much for this I really wish you don’t stop here these characters are so precious and I support any thing youll add. Don’t let these thoughts in, take them out and show us I too believe a lot of interesting things can happen now between them now that min is a demon.

Thank you again, I cannot thank you enough. I look forward to seeing more work of yours. Always!
Xiuchenniee
#3
Chapter 34: It’s currently 5 am and I’m binge reading this story I seriously cannot let go even though my eyes are begging me to sleep. Not to mention how my fingers are aching for me to say something, I’m holding back my thoughts until the last chapter because i have a lot to say and I want it to be collectively! BUT ! I have to tell you that after reading this chapter im sickeningly happy!! The way im moving around my bed excitedly is so embarrassing hahaha! Oh my this chapter cured my depression
melodyoficeandfire
#4
Chapter 49: It's finally done, omygoodness. I feel all sorts of feelings 🥺🥺🥺 What an incredible journey to experience this story with you~ I definitely enjoyed, and now I will empty that the chapters I look forward to every week will soon come to an end.

Thank you so much for this amazing story ❤️
melodyoficeandfire
#5
Chapter 47: What an emotionally charged update. Each character, whether they be in 'heroes' or 'villains' side are all masterfully layered that you couldn't just pick a side without having to reflect their thoughts, actions, aspirations, grief, dreams, and hopes. It's one of my favourite things about this story (even if I forget some details along the way 😅)

Ah, how bittersweet to feel we're near the ending! I've been following this story for so long, it would feel likd missing an old friend once it's done. What an incredible journey! Be proud of yourself for accomplishing such a feat in between everything in your life! Well done!

In terms of a particular scene...if it's not too much to ask, I just want some additional scenes from mh xiuchen boys getting to know each other and sharing little bits of themselves (please I miss them so much I'm withering ;-;

Happy New Year, kiwi! May 2023 be kinder to you ❤️
Sharo001
725 streak #6
Chapter 46: “Try to survive my wrath.” I am so weak in the knees after reading those words, I can just imagine Suho’s deadly expression. Tongza is going to suffer now, and it is about time he is brought to justice for his evil doings. Also, it is very fitting that Suho will be the one to finally take that bastard down.

I was so proud of Sehun for going back to help Minseok. Hopefully, between the two of them, they can figure out how the container works. I just hope Hayong can’t cause any more trouble. This was such a good chapter.
melodyoficeandfire
#7
Chapter 45: I missed you dear author!! I hope you're also taking breaks in between all the school work + fic writing!

It feels bittersweet to see this fic reach its ending soon aftet reading it every week. What an absolute adventure! I'm so happy to see progress between lu + sehun together with Lay and Commander Suho! I miss my boys :( I hope they get to reunite soon too!

Thanks again for another lovely chapter!
Sharo001
725 streak #8
Chapter 44: Hayong and Tongza’s thinking is completely skewed, there is actually no justification for what they are doing. They are just narcissistic and self-serving. Minseok called it exactly right and apparently, they could not accept a few home truths about themselves. Also, to get off point a bit, it was disgusting how they were talking about controlling another first angel. They have no regard for any sort of life or existence.

I loved the quality time between Baekhyun and Chanyeol, even if it was tinged with sadness and longing. I am also glad that some hope was given to the forlorn Chen. Looking forward to seeing what happens next, thank you for the update.
melodyoficeandfire
#9
Chapter 44: NOOOOO ANOTHER CLIFFHANGER

MY MINSEOK IM GOING TO SCREAM
melodyoficeandfire
#10
Chapter 43: I'm glad Tao wasn't really taken by another set of baddies, how could my frail heart cope if that happened too?! 😭

Interested to see what happens next! My poor Minnie where is he taken??!

Take care as always, thank you for working hard!