Chapter 2

The Ambiguity Of Selfishness
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Minseok’s back was killing him.

Someplace between his shoulder blades, an ache, a soreness, a sharp twinge—every kind of pain imaginable throbbed in that one particular spot.

Didn’t he get frostbite there last night?

If last night’s events even happened.

But when he shuffled and groaned his way to the living room, he saw the little cat still sleeping in the blanket bundle he made for it. So that meant the cold in his back, vomiting in the street, and the bleeding kitty weren’t part of some strange vision or figments of a dream.

Juuuuust great.

Sighing, Minseok moved to take a shower first. He felt icky, and when he looked down, he saw blood staining his shirt from where he had held the cat. He hopped into the shower and made sure to let the warm water run over the sore spot in his back. The pain receded for a little while, long enough for him to get changed and make coffee without wanting to groan every two seconds. As he warmed something to eat—noodles and soup he prepared last weekend—he peered over at his small guest in the living room. He guessed that he would have to take it to the vet soon. Could they look at it while it was unconscious? Or should he wait since the cat seemed to have healed on its own?

Minseok still thought that was weird, by the way.

He remembered that he should change the bandages now since he might not get a chance to later, so he pulled out the first aid and carefully replaced the gauze. The little one kept on sleeping, and now that Minseok’s mind no longer ran in a frenzy, he took a good look at the cat.

Its black fur actually had highlights of gold weaved in like stripes, also coloring the tail tip. He guessed that the cat was male, but he didn’t know the breed from just looking at him. He knew little about pets or how to take care of them. His family had never been a pet family.

Minseok pulled away from the thoughts and went back to preparing his food. He did a quick search for cat food substitutes in a pinch as he ate and subsequently got into reading cat-related facts. In a chance glance at the time, he realized that he was going to be late for work and slurped down the rest of the noodles, chucked the dishware into the sink, and zoomed out the door.

He clocked into work just in time and heaved out a sigh. With his perfect record still intact, Minseok relaxed and headed first to the Lounge to see Yixing. His friend wasn’t there though, and he wondered if something happened again with his other work.

He jumped a bit as his phone blared out its generic ‘snowflake’ ringtone, flashing Yixing’s name.

“Huh, what a coincidence. Hey, Yixing, what’s up?”

“Are you at work right now?”

He drew back at the worry weighing in his voice. The unusual snap of urgency alarmed him.

“Yeah, just clocked in. Why?”

“Where are you?”

“Near the Lounge.”

He heard Yixing swear, and now Minseok shifted on his feet, looking over his shoulder. His gentle friend never swore.

“What’s wrong?”

“Minseok, go to your office and do not leave, okay? I’ll be there as fast as I can.”

Before he had a chance to ask why, he hung up. Minseok looked at his phone in confusion, but if his calm and smiley friend was so jittery, then he had best comply to put him at ease. Starting towards his office, he turned the corner and rammed straight into something. Minseok groaned at the impact and opened his eyes to another surprise, this one imposing and familiar, minus one thing—dark vapor radiated off his body, and Minseok flinched at the pressure that suddenly crushed him.

“Kyungsoo?”

The Disposal Manager stepped back, his hands and stance as if he was about to defend himself, but his eyes had widened in shock. He dropped his hands, and the vapor dissipated in an instant. Had he imagined it? Besides, Minseok was a bit surprised too because he never saw so much of Kyungsoo’s eye whites before.

“Minseok.”

“What’re you doing here?”

He narrowed his eyes at him, and Minseok mentally facepalmed himself.

“Uh, I mean—not that you can’t be here. You have every right to be here like any of the other office workers.” He sighed. “Sorry. I didn’t mean to offend you. I was just surprised to see you.”

Kyungsoo didn’t say anything. Minseok tensed as he saw that Kyungsoo fists were still clenched with his unchanging expression, he couldn’t tell how offended he was. The vapor had disappeared, but the power he felt with it seemed to rumble in the air.

“Minseok, answer me honestly. Did you meet anyone last night?”

That was a bit random but harmless enough.

“No, I didn’t. I picked up a little cat though. Poor thing was injured.”

Kyungsoo’s fists tightened, and he wondered if he said something wrong.

“Minseok!”

Turning around, he practically had to catch Yixing before he sped straight into the wall. His friend broke out of his hold and started patting him all around.

“Are you okay? Are you hurt? What happened?”

“Yixing! Relax. I’m fine. I was just talking to Kyungsoo, one of the disposal managers.”

Yixing blinked, then turned to Kyungsoo, who glanced between them two.

“Hello, Kyungsoo.”

“Yixing.”

The following silence made it hard for Minseok to not-cringe, so he cleared his throat.

“So, Yixing, did you have something you needed from me? You were telling me to get to my office.”

Slowly, as if he was belatedly hearing Minseok’s question, he nodded.

“Then Kyungsoo, did you need anything from me either? Any onsite reports?”

“No.”

“Okay, then, Yixing, come with me, and I guess I’ll see you later, Kyungsoo.”

With a nod from the disposal manager, Minseok waved and tugged Yixing with him until he had shut the door to his office. As he automatically his computer, he looked at Yixing and startled to see him narrowing his eyes at him too.

“Is something the matter?”

Yixing pressed his lips together and moved right into Minseok’s face.

“Minseok, did Kyungsoo do anything to you?”

“Not at all. If anything, I was the one who did something. I was turning the corner and ran into him.” Minseok rubbed his face. “He must work out. It felt like hitting a brick wall.”

The confusion continued to twist Yixing’s features, and Minseok didn’t like that look on his friend.

“Why’d you ask about Kyungsoo?”

“Because it’s the only solution that would make sense…”

Minseok watched as his eyebrows furrowed as the cosmos lit in his eyes. Leaving him to his thinking, Minseok started on today’s paperwork and clients. Every so often, he glanced over at his friend to find him in the same position. Sometime around lunch, Minseok saved his things and took Yixing by the shoulder. He seemed jostled out of his thoughts, and he wondered just how long his friend could think while standing and not even move.

“Xing, c’mon, it’s lunch time.”

“Already?”

“Yes, and I let you stand there without working, so you better get lunch with me now.”

He dragged him down to the little canteen area on the ground floor. The Cafeteria doubled as the unofficial lounge area for the on-ground workers because it was closer, so a small set up of chairs, water-stocked fridge, and ceiling fans took up a corner of the place. The menu sported about six entrees and various sweets, extras going into a refrigerator, that was free for workers. ADS occasionally acted as host to field trips, and students would hand in vouchers pre-paid by their school.

Minseok got a wrap, while Yixing got soup. They sat and ate in quiet. Minseok rather liked eating lunch with his friend, but the worry in his eyes was also making him worry.

“Yixing, eat and tell me what’s bothering you.”

After a beat, he tucked into his soup. It wasn’t until mid-way that Minseok heard the first words from him since they left his office.

“That’s not possible… is it?”

Raising an eyebrow, he kept eating and nudging his friend to eat, figuring that Yixing would explain his mutterings eventually. He usually did even if he hadn’t known words had slipped out of his mouth earlier.

“Minseok, I cried on you yesterday?”

“Yeah. Uh, don’t worry about it. I had to wash my shirt anyway since I got cat blood on it. At least the shirt was dark colored.”

“Cat blood?”

“Yeah, I found a little kitty that was injured and took him home to help him.”

Yixing’s rounded eyes blinked back to normal size, though the cosmos still swirled in them, before he sighed a little.

“You really would’ve been a great angel.”

Since his words seemed more to himself, Minseok didn’t comment, and they finished up their food. He had Yixing return to his work, reassuring him that he’d be fine when he lingered at the door, and got to work himself.

After Minseok arranged an onsite survey for regular debris pickup with Jeong Jaehyun, he noticed that he got a text.

 

 

From: Prof. Luhan Hello Minseok! Thanks again for getting me out of your workplace! (No offence!) I was wondering if you’d let me treat you as thanks. There’s a great ice cream place near my uni

 

 

Minseok reread the text a couple times, because he couldn’t believe that someone invited him out. Although he was friends with Yixing, they hadn’t really hung out outside of work or not discuss work in a casu

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melodyoficeandfire
#1
Chapter 51: EEEEEEE I LOVE YOU THIS IS THR BEST THING I COULD EVER WANT AND MORE!!!!! (also you made me cry halfway but I forgive you so-)
Xiuchenniee
#2
Chapter 49: ANDDD im finally and sadly done. That was such a roller coaster! The way you described the characters in the beginning I was honestly so confused my little brain was trying so hard to comprehend what was going on, but as the story went on I caught on as well!

Let me start with yixing, considering what’s been happening and how much he was willing to save min and was confident about it (somehow.) the revelation in the end made sense, but the way it happened was brutal. Poor thing did nothing wrong leave baby alone. I loved his friendship and dedication, not to mention his relationship with suho. They were by far and in my opinion the most subtle but obvious couple in the story if that makes sense.

And our little innocent boy kai oh my his first appearance was epic!!! Minseok being so confused and freaking out while he was so so excited! Gosh he’s precious. Not to mention how Minseok accompanied him in babysteps from defining friendship to him to making him stand up for himself all the while being understanding. Minseok really taught everyone around him how to be a better person.

D.O, at first I literally thought he might have a crush on Minseok because of the way he opened up and had a conversation with him so fast despite it being very preposterous for his persona. And to be honest I was so mad at him for hurting Kai, physically and emotionally, but knowing his story! I totally understand his actions. Im glad he learned how to trust again.

Luhan! Poor dude just wanted a friend and got so much trouble along with it. But the way he handled it was so good! I honestly doubt i’d be as calm and understanding as he was for a human. He was adorable I appreciated his kindness towards Minseok. Minseok needed that kind of support. Also glad he found Sehun and took an interest upon him. Being depressed, a loner and suicidal must’ve been so sad! I love how you included so many mental disorders and addressed these problems. Im so thankful for that. The family issues, in different senses, friendship, lies, betrayal, taking advantage and remorse. You’ve done it so well!

Our chen chen! Not gonna lie i loved how cocky he is especially in the beginning though i wished minseok would reply to him most of the time for the insults chen kept giving him. I wonder why chen was so mean to min in the beginning? But I love how the clumsy too sweet for this world Minseok made him utterly confused he started questioning everything around him. He even sought relationship consultation! Which im so so so thankful for, Baekhyun was back in Minseok’s life again and that helped stop beating himself for the past.

The way Minseok’s past was effectively destroying his self esteem is devastating! He had to go through a lot and frankly i don’t forgive either his parents or his self centered brother. I love the way Xiuchen’s relationship progressed! The confusion, the need to know each other and get closer , the cuddles even before being partners oh my! And the way they got so close i loved everything about thier relationship? I also love how you portrayed the fear in chen. It was heartbreaking but very understandable. Poor thing.

Anyway, I would say a lot about the plot but I think it speaks for itself, don’t you agree? The description, the dialogue, the plot twistsx, the revelation, the build up, the fights. You showcased all that so well. You’re very talented. Thank you so much for this I really wish you don’t stop here these characters are so precious and I support any thing youll add. Don’t let these thoughts in, take them out and show us I too believe a lot of interesting things can happen now between them now that min is a demon.

Thank you again, I cannot thank you enough. I look forward to seeing more work of yours. Always!
Xiuchenniee
#3
Chapter 34: It’s currently 5 am and I’m binge reading this story I seriously cannot let go even though my eyes are begging me to sleep. Not to mention how my fingers are aching for me to say something, I’m holding back my thoughts until the last chapter because i have a lot to say and I want it to be collectively! BUT ! I have to tell you that after reading this chapter im sickeningly happy!! The way im moving around my bed excitedly is so embarrassing hahaha! Oh my this chapter cured my depression
melodyoficeandfire
#4
Chapter 49: It's finally done, omygoodness. I feel all sorts of feelings 🥺🥺🥺 What an incredible journey to experience this story with you~ I definitely enjoyed, and now I will empty that the chapters I look forward to every week will soon come to an end.

Thank you so much for this amazing story ❤️
melodyoficeandfire
#5
Chapter 47: What an emotionally charged update. Each character, whether they be in 'heroes' or 'villains' side are all masterfully layered that you couldn't just pick a side without having to reflect their thoughts, actions, aspirations, grief, dreams, and hopes. It's one of my favourite things about this story (even if I forget some details along the way 😅)

Ah, how bittersweet to feel we're near the ending! I've been following this story for so long, it would feel likd missing an old friend once it's done. What an incredible journey! Be proud of yourself for accomplishing such a feat in between everything in your life! Well done!

In terms of a particular scene...if it's not too much to ask, I just want some additional scenes from mh xiuchen boys getting to know each other and sharing little bits of themselves (please I miss them so much I'm withering ;-;

Happy New Year, kiwi! May 2023 be kinder to you ❤️
Sharo001
725 streak #6
Chapter 46: “Try to survive my wrath.” I am so weak in the knees after reading those words, I can just imagine Suho’s deadly expression. Tongza is going to suffer now, and it is about time he is brought to justice for his evil doings. Also, it is very fitting that Suho will be the one to finally take that bastard down.

I was so proud of Sehun for going back to help Minseok. Hopefully, between the two of them, they can figure out how the container works. I just hope Hayong can’t cause any more trouble. This was such a good chapter.
melodyoficeandfire
#7
Chapter 45: I missed you dear author!! I hope you're also taking breaks in between all the school work + fic writing!

It feels bittersweet to see this fic reach its ending soon aftet reading it every week. What an absolute adventure! I'm so happy to see progress between lu + sehun together with Lay and Commander Suho! I miss my boys :( I hope they get to reunite soon too!

Thanks again for another lovely chapter!
Sharo001
725 streak #8
Chapter 44: Hayong and Tongza’s thinking is completely skewed, there is actually no justification for what they are doing. They are just narcissistic and self-serving. Minseok called it exactly right and apparently, they could not accept a few home truths about themselves. Also, to get off point a bit, it was disgusting how they were talking about controlling another first angel. They have no regard for any sort of life or existence.

I loved the quality time between Baekhyun and Chanyeol, even if it was tinged with sadness and longing. I am also glad that some hope was given to the forlorn Chen. Looking forward to seeing what happens next, thank you for the update.
melodyoficeandfire
#9
Chapter 44: NOOOOO ANOTHER CLIFFHANGER

MY MINSEOK IM GOING TO SCREAM
melodyoficeandfire
#10
Chapter 43: I'm glad Tao wasn't really taken by another set of baddies, how could my frail heart cope if that happened too?! 😭

Interested to see what happens next! My poor Minnie where is he taken??!

Take care as always, thank you for working hard!