Chapter 46

The Ambiguity Of Selfishness
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Warnings: blood and violence

 

 

A series of thuds startled Minseok awake. His body ached from kneeling against the cave floor, and his aura at once burned and crushed him, draining his strength. Strong light streamed into the cave, so it was probably daytime now. It was still dark the first time he had woken up, so Minseok had watched through gray colors how Hayong would use her knife to cut and chip his aura away piece by piece. Each stab felt like a steel beam ramming through his chest, and every slash bled his strength as if she had slit opened his skin to leave his flesh and veins bare to the world.

He had passed out for maybe the third or thirteenth time when he felt the presence of Tongza and someone else, someone neither angelic nor demonic. Forcing his eyes open, Minseok squinted towards the newcomers. Even before his eyes unblurred, he smelled blood and panic.

“M-Minseok hyung?”

He knew that voice. They had met and ate together, and he heard the shy laughter and saw the little glimmers of interest that Luhan had stared at for the whole dinner.

“Sehun?” He asked, his voice raspy and gritty, probably from screaming.

“Yeah, it’s me, Minseok hyung.”

He felt hands on his shoulders, helping him sit up, cave jabbing into his knees. The hands on his shoulders trembled.

“Sehun, are you hurt?”

“N-No. Luhan, Tao, and Kai protected me.”

“Tongza! You’re bleeding in your aura too! What happened?”

“Pests, but I handled them. I brought the true neutral. Are you ready?”

Minseok shook his head to clear it and looked up. Tongza was limping, and pieces of his aura were also floating away, although not as much as Minseok. Red also smeared across his robes. Hayong shifted, and Minseok saw her put away her aura knife, reaching for Sehun. He jerked forward in vain, but a voice boomed from outside, halting everyone.

“Tongza, you traitor!”

 The ground shook, and Minseok hunched his body over Sehun as much as he could as the roof of the cave cracked and flung away. Wincing at the light, he saw an angel, the same one who also had her angel pulled from the mission—Commander Haaka?—flying above them, power quivering in the air. She dived towards them, snatched Tongza from where he stood, and threw him out to mountain clearing outside the cave. Then on the side, a head poked out of the walls. And Minseok knew that sandy brown and thought he was hallucinating.

“Luhan?”

The professor dashed in, but instead of heading towards Minseok, he sprinted in and swung a kick straight into Hayong’s middle, making her stagger back. She had been trying to grab Sehun in their confusion, and that realization surged a wave of strength in Minseok. Tongza was kept busy, and he was the only with aura to contend with Hayong’s weapons. However his human friends got here, he needed to protect them.

Gathering power, he froze the rock encasing his legs and shattered them, ripped free from the ropes. He groaned at the burn in his chest but shouldered through and pushed Sehun towards Luhan. Hayong rolled up then, a knife appearing in her hand. Her lips stretched back inhumanely, and her grin matched the deranged glint in her eyes.

She struck first, and Minseok blocked her hand, only for her to make a slice towards his other side. He blocked; she swiped. He aimed his kicks and punches, and she slipped out of the way. 

All the movements lit a chain of pain through him, and when his movements lost their vitality and became too sluggish, Hayong caught him. She grabbed his neck and slammed him into the ground, digging her nails into his throat. Raising her knife, she carved it down from his collarbone to his hipbone, and he couldn’t even gasp as a thick strip of his soul peeled away. His struggles grew weaker as pain and cold numbed his senses. Darkness raced in, and he wondered last minute if the scent of static in the air came from the last embers of his consciousness.

Something fizzed in the air, and suddenly the pressure lifted from his throat. Minseok gasped and coughed, turning over and gagging into the rocky floor. His ears ringing, his vision too bright to comprehend the dots, Minseok could barely make out two figures clashing in the cliff above, but he knew this aura—the sharp junctions of sparks with the flexible bands in between.

He rubbed his eyes, groaning at the grating energies within him, but he caught sight of Hayong and the other, and hope swelled in him when he recognized Chen’s leather jacket and his graceful movements. Relief distracted him so much that he heard Chen call out to him too late. Hayong dove forward, and he saw a blur.

Wind rushed him, and the scream echoed from behind. Whipping around, Minseok watched in horror as Hayong’s hand sank into Luhan’s chest, Sehun having been pushed out of the way.

“Luhan!”

Minseok staggered forward and dropped. His limbs had numbed, and only the screeches of the two auras in him registered feeling in his body. But he saw Hayong’s face pale in alarm and pain as she tried to yank her arm back. Pieces of purity grappled at her being, and she jerked and shouted, only for Luhan to grab her shirt, keeping her in place.

“Chen, whatever the you’re doing, do it now!” 

Lightning crackled and flashed, but as Chen dove down, Tongza popped out of the ground. He caught Chen’s fist, locked his arm with his own, swinging him into the gravel. The rock under them elevated into a platform, and Tongza rode the ground out to the clearing, dragging Chen with him.

Cursing, Minseok forced his head up, to move his heavy limbs, and jumped onto Hayong’s back, capturing her in a headlock. He ripped her away from Luhan and rammed her into the nearest wall, just as his friend slumped to the floor.

“Take Lu out of here, Sehun!”

He ground his heel into the back of her ankle, making her cry out, and hauled out the last pieces of aura and froze her limbs to the wall, starting where her elbows touched the rock. Minseok didn’t let go until Hayong had been immobilized. Then he crumbled to the ground. The top-open cave filled with only his gasps and Hayong’s grunts to move. Outside, the terrain crashed, and lightning charged the air. And inside of Minseok, that foreign aura mashed the insides of his head, bludgeoning, turning his vision black.

 

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Sehun shielded Luhan’s head as debris-filled wind blasted them. He quickly gathered the professor in his arms and ran as fast as he could, flinching when something boomed behind him but not daring to look back. Another crash shook the earth, and the ground slipped out from his feet like a pulled rug. He tripped down a steppe, rolling into the grass. Groaning, he crawled to Luhan and cradled his head, checking him over.

He had run far enough for the three supernaturals to appear barely bigger than his thumb. Pillars and boulders and jagged rocks littered the once-clear clearing, and lightning flashed in mid-day, hissing in the air even at his distance. A short sprint away in the other direction was a tree line, and Sehun picked himself and Luhan up to at least make it to the first of the white-barked trees.

Panting, he looked down and didn’t know whether he should be relieved or panicking at the fact that Luhan had a hand pass through him. He had fainted, but there was no wound. No blood, no tear in his shirt—was the injury something that he couldn’t see?

He remembered when Luhan had gone to take a shower that he had asked Tao how guardian angels worked, and the angel showed him the little deer mark that connected Tao to his guardee. Tao had said that in the most extreme cases, Tao would be damaged rather than Luhan. Was this one of those cases? Then was Tao alright? What did that Hayong lady even do?

Sehun looked back and saw rocks flying from one direction to another, dust billowing. His hands tore at the other in anxiety. Minseok hyung was still there. Was he okay? He hadn’t been bleeding from what Sehun remembered, but he looked so weak. He made ice appear out of nowhere, froze and broke the rocks around his body, and ripped out of that rope with his bare hands, so he probably had more power than either he or Luhan did but…

Another crash made him flinch, and he shivered. They were on some mountain it seemed, and the sweat beaded up on his forehead and neck chilled him even worse under the biting wind. The grass at the edge of the tree line had some height though it was yellowing. Looking around, Sehun spotted a cluster of rocks and moved them to there, hoping to block the wind a little. As he tucked Luhan in his lap and rubbed his hands and arms to keep him warm, panic rose in Sehun’s chest.

All those people were protecting him. They were sacrificing themselves while he just stood there, got kidnapped, and ran away like an idiot. He was shaking. Even now after running, his hands trembled, and the harshness of his breathing couldn’t be masked by the blow of the wind. What should he do? Did he wait for the fighting to stop or Luhan to wake up? But Minseok hyung looked to be in terrible condition.

He would win against that Hayong lady, right? She looked deranged with the way she snapped her limbs and attacked Minseok hyung and laughed while she did it. Sehun gripped his hands to keep himself from breaking his skin. Should he stay here? He and Luhan seemed safe here, but worry gnawed at Sehun as Minseok hyung’s image flashed in his mind. Maybe it was stupid considering that demon lady was after his soul but—

Sehun pulled off his sweater and tugged the main body over the professor’s torso, tying the sleeves in a small pillow for his head. He instantly shivered at the mountain chill, but he stood up and ran back towards the cave. As he neared the clearing again, he kept low, stuck to the walls and behind boulders. His heart felt close to beating out of his ribcage, and it nearly did when a rock flew in his direction, and he dove out of its path before it could crush him. Gulping down a mix of terror and relief, Sehun ducked his way to the cave.

The Hayong lady was frozen to the wall, growling and struggling when she saw him. He quickly crossed to the other figure on the ground.

“Minseok hyung, wake up!”

He shook his shoulders, patted his cheeks, and as the panic pumped through him, he slapped the man. A groan sounded from him, and Sehun couldn’t believe that worked.

“Minseok hyung, are you okay? Can you hear me?”

“Ugh, Sehun? You need to run…”

“I can’t just leave you. Where are you hurt?”

“Aura. Not physical.”

Minseok hyung groaned again but more in pain, and he curled in on himself, clutching his chest. Sehun cursed. How was he supposed to help when he couldn’t see what was ing wrong?

“Tell me what to do. What do you need?”

The earth shook again, and Sehun covered them at the wave of dust blowing into the once-cave.

“Have to take it out,” Minseok hyung mumbled.

“What?”

“Aura… that’s not mine. Take it out— aura container—”

He started writhing, pain slicking him in sweat and groans. Sehun gripped his hair, internally running through every profanity in his head. What in the grid was an aura container??

Another quake of the earth made him flinch and hold Minseok hyung closer. Wait, the two outside—the lady angel and Chen-shi, they were on their side. Telling Minseok hyung that he would be right back, he sprinted out and searched the skies.

The angels were in the air, slinging rock formation and pillars and bending the earth in ways that Sehun didn’t think were possible, but he needed Chen-shi. Could he fly? Where—

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melodyoficeandfire
#1
Chapter 51: EEEEEEE I LOVE YOU THIS IS THR BEST THING I COULD EVER WANT AND MORE!!!!! (also you made me cry halfway but I forgive you so-)
Xiuchenniee
#2
Chapter 49: ANDDD im finally and sadly done. That was such a roller coaster! The way you described the characters in the beginning I was honestly so confused my little brain was trying so hard to comprehend what was going on, but as the story went on I caught on as well!

Let me start with yixing, considering what’s been happening and how much he was willing to save min and was confident about it (somehow.) the revelation in the end made sense, but the way it happened was brutal. Poor thing did nothing wrong leave baby alone. I loved his friendship and dedication, not to mention his relationship with suho. They were by far and in my opinion the most subtle but obvious couple in the story if that makes sense.

And our little innocent boy kai oh my his first appearance was epic!!! Minseok being so confused and freaking out while he was so so excited! Gosh he’s precious. Not to mention how Minseok accompanied him in babysteps from defining friendship to him to making him stand up for himself all the while being understanding. Minseok really taught everyone around him how to be a better person.

D.O, at first I literally thought he might have a crush on Minseok because of the way he opened up and had a conversation with him so fast despite it being very preposterous for his persona. And to be honest I was so mad at him for hurting Kai, physically and emotionally, but knowing his story! I totally understand his actions. Im glad he learned how to trust again.

Luhan! Poor dude just wanted a friend and got so much trouble along with it. But the way he handled it was so good! I honestly doubt i’d be as calm and understanding as he was for a human. He was adorable I appreciated his kindness towards Minseok. Minseok needed that kind of support. Also glad he found Sehun and took an interest upon him. Being depressed, a loner and suicidal must’ve been so sad! I love how you included so many mental disorders and addressed these problems. Im so thankful for that. The family issues, in different senses, friendship, lies, betrayal, taking advantage and remorse. You’ve done it so well!

Our chen chen! Not gonna lie i loved how cocky he is especially in the beginning though i wished minseok would reply to him most of the time for the insults chen kept giving him. I wonder why chen was so mean to min in the beginning? But I love how the clumsy too sweet for this world Minseok made him utterly confused he started questioning everything around him. He even sought relationship consultation! Which im so so so thankful for, Baekhyun was back in Minseok’s life again and that helped stop beating himself for the past.

The way Minseok’s past was effectively destroying his self esteem is devastating! He had to go through a lot and frankly i don’t forgive either his parents or his self centered brother. I love the way Xiuchen’s relationship progressed! The confusion, the need to know each other and get closer , the cuddles even before being partners oh my! And the way they got so close i loved everything about thier relationship? I also love how you portrayed the fear in chen. It was heartbreaking but very understandable. Poor thing.

Anyway, I would say a lot about the plot but I think it speaks for itself, don’t you agree? The description, the dialogue, the plot twistsx, the revelation, the build up, the fights. You showcased all that so well. You’re very talented. Thank you so much for this I really wish you don’t stop here these characters are so precious and I support any thing youll add. Don’t let these thoughts in, take them out and show us I too believe a lot of interesting things can happen now between them now that min is a demon.

Thank you again, I cannot thank you enough. I look forward to seeing more work of yours. Always!
Xiuchenniee
#3
Chapter 34: It’s currently 5 am and I’m binge reading this story I seriously cannot let go even though my eyes are begging me to sleep. Not to mention how my fingers are aching for me to say something, I’m holding back my thoughts until the last chapter because i have a lot to say and I want it to be collectively! BUT ! I have to tell you that after reading this chapter im sickeningly happy!! The way im moving around my bed excitedly is so embarrassing hahaha! Oh my this chapter cured my depression
melodyoficeandfire
#4
Chapter 49: It's finally done, omygoodness. I feel all sorts of feelings 🥺🥺🥺 What an incredible journey to experience this story with you~ I definitely enjoyed, and now I will empty that the chapters I look forward to every week will soon come to an end.

Thank you so much for this amazing story ❤️
melodyoficeandfire
#5
Chapter 47: What an emotionally charged update. Each character, whether they be in 'heroes' or 'villains' side are all masterfully layered that you couldn't just pick a side without having to reflect their thoughts, actions, aspirations, grief, dreams, and hopes. It's one of my favourite things about this story (even if I forget some details along the way 😅)

Ah, how bittersweet to feel we're near the ending! I've been following this story for so long, it would feel likd missing an old friend once it's done. What an incredible journey! Be proud of yourself for accomplishing such a feat in between everything in your life! Well done!

In terms of a particular scene...if it's not too much to ask, I just want some additional scenes from mh xiuchen boys getting to know each other and sharing little bits of themselves (please I miss them so much I'm withering ;-;

Happy New Year, kiwi! May 2023 be kinder to you ❤️
Sharo001
725 streak #6
Chapter 46: “Try to survive my wrath.” I am so weak in the knees after reading those words, I can just imagine Suho’s deadly expression. Tongza is going to suffer now, and it is about time he is brought to justice for his evil doings. Also, it is very fitting that Suho will be the one to finally take that bastard down.

I was so proud of Sehun for going back to help Minseok. Hopefully, between the two of them, they can figure out how the container works. I just hope Hayong can’t cause any more trouble. This was such a good chapter.
melodyoficeandfire
#7
Chapter 45: I missed you dear author!! I hope you're also taking breaks in between all the school work + fic writing!

It feels bittersweet to see this fic reach its ending soon aftet reading it every week. What an absolute adventure! I'm so happy to see progress between lu + sehun together with Lay and Commander Suho! I miss my boys :( I hope they get to reunite soon too!

Thanks again for another lovely chapter!
Sharo001
725 streak #8
Chapter 44: Hayong and Tongza’s thinking is completely skewed, there is actually no justification for what they are doing. They are just narcissistic and self-serving. Minseok called it exactly right and apparently, they could not accept a few home truths about themselves. Also, to get off point a bit, it was disgusting how they were talking about controlling another first angel. They have no regard for any sort of life or existence.

I loved the quality time between Baekhyun and Chanyeol, even if it was tinged with sadness and longing. I am also glad that some hope was given to the forlorn Chen. Looking forward to seeing what happens next, thank you for the update.
melodyoficeandfire
#9
Chapter 44: NOOOOO ANOTHER CLIFFHANGER

MY MINSEOK IM GOING TO SCREAM
melodyoficeandfire
#10
Chapter 43: I'm glad Tao wasn't really taken by another set of baddies, how could my frail heart cope if that happened too?! 😭

Interested to see what happens next! My poor Minnie where is he taken??!

Take care as always, thank you for working hard!