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BACKSPACE** JENNIE’S POV **
Then everybody starts helping me to leave the swimming pool after what happened as they cover me with a towel and told me not to swim anymore.
“ Why is Lisa here? “ i asked
“ Of course she’s our classmate? “ Jisoo answered
What?
“ I mean why is she alive? “ i asked
Then Jisoo frowned.
“ What are you talking about? “
I looked at Lisa who was perfectly fine with her rashguard and walk towards Chaeyoung and Hanbin smoothly.
“ WHY IS LISA ALIVE? “ i asked again
“ Of course she’s alive, idiot. Did you bump your head somewhere in the pool or what “ Jisoo answered
Then we gather around under the tree as we saw them grilling fish and meat.
As we walk, Jisoo suddenly spill something.
“ Jennie, I’ll tell you something “
“ What is it? “
“ I like Chaeyoung “ she smiled brightly as she looked at her.
I frowned.
“ But both of you are couple already “ i answered
“ What? “
“ I said both of you are couple already and have two childrens “
Jisoo then laughed.
“ Are you really okay? “
Why don’t she get what am i saying.
Why does she telling me this?
Dude both of you are married!
And have childrens!
“ Let’s go to the clinic and let’s get you cure cause you’re creeping me out “ Jisoo said
But then i asked her
“ Where are we? “ i asked
“ Jeju “ Jisoo answered
“ What date is it today? “
“ July 21, 2011 “
What?
“ Why are asking these? Are you dumb? “ Jisoo asked
What?
2011?
This is the date where we go out to Jeju and spend summer in here before the class starts again.
And i remembered that this is also the day Jisoo told me she like Chaeyoun and they’ll start flirting each other after this.
Why am i in this era?
Why did i go back in this time?
I saw Lisa,
Who is perfectly fine.
She’s not a ghost.
But a real human who can talk and walk.
She’s still the same
The same Lisa who is shy.
And when we arrived in there, they asked us to eat in the sand while they’re grilling the meat.
“ Y’all need to chill right now and make the most out of our vacation “ Hanbin said
“ We will be having our class after this “ Chaeyoung said
“ Anyways amber’s girlfriend start to bug her to go home since all of us are all graduating, they told us that we’re all prone in accident “ Bobby said
“ I’m so jealous with Lisa cause she’s chilling af “ Amber said
“ Cause i don’t even have someone to scold me like that and i don’t think i’ll have one soon “ Lisa said
This happened already.
Yes they were talking about Lisa’s relationship status and she ended up telling everyone that she never been in a relationship before.
Because she don’t know how to treat someone when she’s into a date.
Then i kinda know how they start teasing me also with Lisa since we’re both single but then i ended up throwing Amber with Onion because that’s nonsense.
All of these happened already.
Why am i replaying this in my life.
Am i a casette tape to replay what happened in my life?
Suddenly, i saw Lisa staring at me and she sighed.
Like she wants to talk to me?
“ Why are you looking at Lisa, Jennie? “ Hanbin asked as she start teasing me again
“ Are you considering Lisa now? “ Amber joined
Then i throw them both another onion that made them laugh harder.
I can see how uncomfortable Lisa now with all those jokes.
“ But Lisa, when will you date someone cause you’re aging and we’re graduating soon. Seems like you don’t have plan to marry someone in the future too “ Amber said
“ Well it’s like i’m going to die sooner or later, i mean i still have lots of time right? “ Lisa smiled
No Lisa.
Wait.
LOVE.
Today is August.
And the accident happened a year after.
She still have a year to work on it.
I was thinking of it all day,
Why am i here?
As we end our day in the beach, we do go to our rooms after then dinner and i can’t even talk no one because of this crazy happening that i just got into.
Then i let myself look at the view of the beach for the 3rd floor while feeling the wind.
“ This is confusing right? “
Then i saw Lisa walking towards me with her glasses on as she stand beside me.
“ Even i “ she added
She leaned on the railings as she look straight and sighed.
“ What’s happening, Lisa? What is this? I mean how did i get here? I am living in the future but then i was bring back in the past “
She frowned.
“ I did see you in your dream “
Then she faced me and gave me a confused face.
“ The five years that i am not existing in this world, i was wandering around and can’t enter in that door which is the way for peace “ she said
Why?
Next year,
She will die in a car accident and i know she know it.
“ Then i don’t know how did you dream about me stuck in that room which is i can’t enter without opening the door of peace “
“ That time was your 5th death anniversary and i just dreamed of you, I don’t know but i thought that we’re not that close but why did i dreamed of you like that. Are you really stuck in there? “ i asked
She nodded.
“ I can’t get in so my soul keeps wandering around “
Does she need my help?
“ Why me? Out of all people? “ I asked
She sighed.
“ I asked that too to myself “
She only have a year to figure out how to get in.
And it should involve me.
But then it such a waste that i am dragged into the past where i need to wait another 5 years to have my life.
Then i realised
I can go home with my mom and dad waiting for me in the house.
My parents died 2 years after Lisa died.
So i’ll see them again?
“ Maybe my soul’s peace depends on you, Jennie “ Lisa said
Huh?
“ No one knows that i will die after a year in here, Only you. “
“ It is in your decision if you will Save my soul or Rewrite the things happened in the future “ Lisa said
Then our eyes met and really dig in how sincere she is right now.
And i can see that she’s been suffering from not getting what she deserve after her death.
“ What will happen if you didn’t enter in the door of peace? “ I asked
She sighed.
“ I’ll forever wander and will not reincarnate. I’ll be a soul forever and can turn into a bad one because i’ll suffer and get depressed til i can’t handle it and become bad spirit “ Lisa answered
I don’t know what’s lacking in her.
She’s humble
And also kind to everyone.
I don’t think there’s a problem with her for not entering in the door of peace.
“ I was so jealous of everyone “ She said as she face the view of the ocean and smiled.
I look at how the wind let her hair sway naturally as she smiled.
“ Amber and Krystal married in LA and had kids while living a stable life and i can see how they really work it out. Hanbin and Bobby are both successful wearing their tuxedo and attending meeting with many business partners. “ she paused
And i saw how her smile turns into a bright one when she mentioned Jisoo and Chaeyoung.
“ Jisoo and Chaeyoung got married and had 2 kids. They’re actually funny when they argue but after we make up, They’ll turns into a sweet couple again just like other married couple “ Lisa continued
Then she looked at me
“ And you.. “
She paused.
Me?
“ I can see lots of directions and decision that can rewrite your future. But all i can see you being successful on your own and that’s good thing. “
I nodded.
But then..
Rewrite?
“ What should i rewrite? “ i asked
Lisa shrugged
“ You’re given a chance to rewrite your future starting today, Jennie. It is in you if you want your ways to have the life you have in the future “
“ Can i make my parents live with me til the next 5 years? “ i asked
Lisa shook her head.
“ Natural death cannot be undone, Jennie. I’m sorry “
Then what should i rewrite in my future?
While i’m helping Lisa.
I can’t think of anything else.
I’ll still end up alone at te age of 27 after 6 years.
Then something confused me about Lisa’s death.
Can she rewrite hers too?
Can she not die after the time given?
Can she live with us til the next 5 years?
“ Can you rewrite yours too? “ i asked
“ What do you mean? “
“ Can you not die? “
She just giggled.
“ I will die soon, Jennie. I think they just gave me time to find the reason why am i still not behind that door “ She answered
But she told me i can rewrite mine?
Why is it so unfair?
Why can i rewrite mine, while hers are restricted?
We’ll be feeling the pains again when we attend her funeral.
Which is i don’t want to experience again.
“ But we are rewriting yours already, Jennie “
“ Huh? “
“ Your past don’t have this kind of consequences, i never approached you before and i know that everything in your life will change because of me. But i know this will benefit the both of us if ever “ Lisa said
But you’ll still die.
Is that a good thing or not?
I mean i still care about what will the other will feel when the time has come.
“ I don’t even know why did they take me back in this time, all i can think is i’m lacking on something that i need to make “ Lisa said
I frowned.
“ Then what was it? “ i asked
She shrugged.
“ I still need to figure out “
“ I mean you’re quiet, smart, humble though you’re kind of famous.. “ i said
Then she look at me and giggled.
What?
Did i say something wrong?
“ You’re cute “ she said
What?
What did she just said.
Then she tapped my shoulder.
“ But thank you “ she smiled
And when we turned around..
We both saw our friends clapping and smirking.
“ What is this? “ Jisoo said as she pointed us
“ Are you guys secretly seeing each other now without out knowing? “ Hanbin smirked
No.
“ It’s not what you think “ I said
Then they disagree with what am i saying and they keep on teasing us now because they know that we’re not that close.
“ Lisa, explain yourself “ Hanbin said
Then she tapped my shoulder and smiled.
“ We’re just talking “ Lisa said
But they still disagree with what Lisa said.
“ I do believe in what Lisa is saying but can you explain yourself further? “ Chaeyoung said
Lisa removed her glassed as she hand it in her shirt and explained.
“ I was walking around til i saw this area where i can see the good view of the beach and also saw Jennie in here so we talk “
Hanbin just nodded and stopped everyone from teasing us.
Hanbin and Bobby was very close with Lisa and they know that Lisa is not that into romantic relationship and i bet she don’t even know what it feels to be in relationship.
“ I believe in Lisa, now let’s leave them alone “ Hanbin said
And everybody groaned as they walk away and start going to they’re own rooms.
But Hanbin left and joined us.
He was in between of us as he put his arms in our shoulders and we walk in the hallway.
“ I know you and you can’t even kill a fly, both of you are unbelievable if something magic happens between you “ He said
“ That would be a miracle “ Lisa said
“ But both of you look good with each other “
** END OF JENNIE’S POV **
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