** JENNIE’S POV **

 

 

 

“ Lisa! “

 

 

 

She turned around and look at me.

 

 

 

Lisa just leave the clinic without any words from her and it really made me worried at some time that she’s quiet.

 

 

 

Her eyes are so nostalgic and i don’t even know why.

 

 

 

 

“ What’s wrong? “ i asked

 

 

 

 

Inside of there’s really this emotion that keeps on bothering me.

 

 

 

I can’t even differentiate what i felt right.

 

 

 

Am i going to lose her?

 

 

 

Or i’m going to feel the freedom and be with her for too long.

 

 

 

As i stare at her,

 

 

 

All i can see is sadness And worrisome on something.

 

 

 

 

 

“ Souls from above are looking after me already, Jennie “

 

 

 

She gulp and look at the clinic door who is hung open and pointed it.

 

 

 

 

“ That guy.. He’s DEATH. He’s the end of me living in here and he’s here to take my soul already “ Lisa continued as she whimper and her voice is cracking

 

 

 

 

After that all i see was teardrop from her eyes.

 

 

 

“ I’m almost done in here, Jennie “ she whispered

 

 

 

 

How did that happen?

 

 

 

Where not yet starting.

 

 

 

 

“ The key i’ve found... “

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

“ It was you “

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

“ You were my key to my everlasting life up there, Jennie. “ Lisa said as her tears keeps on flowing.

 

 

 

No.

 

 

 

Why would i be the key.

 

 

 

I’m here to help her.

 

 

 

“ I’m afraid.. I’m afraid to die “ she cried as i catch her and hug her 

 

 

 

This is the first time i saw Lisa crying.

 

 

 

Crying so much that she might passed up.

 

 

 

Even i felt the sadness over her.

 

 

 

 

I’m not yet ready too, Lisa.

 

 

 

 

Before..

 

 

 

 

I don’t even care that you exist.

 

 

 

 

But now you’re going to leave me scars once you leave me.

 

 

 

 

 

And i don’t even know how will i handle your absence in me.

 

 

 

You’re the gap in my heart in the future.

 

 

 

I want to face the future with you Lisa.

 

 

 

 

With you by my side.

 

 

 

 

You see how i was in the future and i don’t even why i am lonely.

 

 

 

 

Even though i see lots of people to make it work it out..

 

 

 

 

But then i already knew the answer why.

 

 

 

 

Cause you are the one who is supposed to fill the gap in my heart.

 

 

 

 

You were the person that’s going to make it complete.

 

 

 

 

You were the person who will make me feel the love that i deserve to feel.

 

 

 

 

 

Cause right now.

 

 

 

 

I know you’re the one that my heart is looking for.

 

 

 

 

We both go home and let Lisa stay at my house first.

 

 

 

 

Mom and Dad was there and also worried about Lisa’s health.

 

 

 

 

They don’t even know about the death, but my dad knows a little bit of it according to the other angel’s experience.

 

 

 

 

“ He collect souls here and let them

proceed in the gates of peace “ Dad said

 

 

 

 

“ That’s what i hear too “ 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

“ Is there any way that he can’t get Lisa? “

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Yes.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

It was a selfish question, right?

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

But then i really want Lisa to stay.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

“ I don’t think there is a way for him not to accomplish his mission, Jennie “

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

“ Lisa was not an ordinary angel. I know she was testing by the other angels above if she is really patient enough for the test “ My mom said

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

“ Mom, Dad? “ 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

There’s another selfish plan of mine that i want to do before everything ends.

 

 

 

 

I know we’re still young for these kinds of things but all i want is Lisa to atleast enjoy the life she had today.

 

 

 

 

We never know when will she disappear.

 

 

 

 

Or maybe i can just plan not to let her go.

 

 

 

 

“ Please let me, I know this is crazy but.. “

 

 

 

 

Then they cut me off and ask s

 

 

 

 

 

“ Why are you doing this? I’m confused “ My dad asked

 

 

 

 

Then my mom calmed him down and try to atleast made him understand the purpose of what am i going to do.

 

 

 

 

 

“ Jennie you’re too young for these “ 

 

 

 

 

I know that he really is confused now but my mom is so calmed about it and i don’t know why.

 

 

 

 

 

“ Dad i know what am i doing. I just don’t want to regret not to do this  when Lisa’s not around anymore “ 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

“ How are you going to handle the pain after that? And after she leaves? “ Dad asked

 

 

 

 

It hurts so much with how my dad pointed out the reality after what will happen but i still show him how positive i was to do this.

 

 

 

 

 

“ It will be the best-est moment of my life though i’m going to lose her someday yet that’s worth the plan, dad. Spending that life with her was my dream as i knew her for how many months already and i know how it will turns out because Lisa is too pure and innocent for this but then if i didn’t do this and lose her? I’m going crazy and might drown myself because of regrets “

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

It really saddened me after i hear those conversation withh my parents so i just go back to my room as i look at Lisa who was sleeping peacefully.

 

 

 

 

 

I caressed her face and just watching her sleeping, It satisfy me that she is still breathing right now at the moment cause i can beg lots of times just to see her like this.

 

 

 

 

“ You cried so much “ i whispered

 

 

 

 

How can an innocent angel be threaten like this.

 

 

 

 

Then i heard the door opened and saw my mom.

 

 

 

 

“ Can i? “

 

 

 

 

“ Of course mom “ i smiled

 

 

 

 

Then she entered the room and handed me an envelope.

 

 

 

 

“ What is this? “ i asked

 

 

 

Then i opened it and saw lots of papers and a plane ticket.

 

 

 

 

“ Go “ my mom said and smiled

 

 

 

 

I frowned.

 

 

 

 

“ Mom. How about dad? “ i asked

 

 

 

 

She shook her head and smiled.

 

 

 

 

“ I knew what will happen, Jennie. So i just want to let you know that whenever Lisa is with you, I’m going to support you “ 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

“ Is Lisa going to leave us, mom? “ i asked

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

She sighed.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

“ I’m not in the place to tell you this cause probably angels from above are watching but i want to tell you that i want you both to enjoy the rest of the time you have and i’ll be happy to see you both happy “ 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

“ Go, i’ll take care of everything “

 

 

** END OF JENNIE’S POV **