Fourteen

BACKSPACE

** LISA'S POV **

 

 

 

I quickly ran out of the house and go where Jennie is going.

 

 

 

I didn't get a taxi or what cause my heartbeat starts to beat like crazy.

 

 

 


My sweat are cold and palms are sweaty.

 

 

 

" Jennie... "

 

 

 

No..

 

 

 


" You're late already, Lisa " 

 

 

 


you.

 

 

 


Stop talking.

 

 

 


But then no matter what i show Death the strength in me.

 

 

 


When it comes to Jennie.

 

 

 


It'll be over.

 

 

 


" No... " 

 

 

 

 

Everyone was looking at me as i run as fast as i can to reach the street of that supermarket where Jennie is heading to.

 

 

 


My feet feel numb anymore.

 

 

 

But then i still keep on running.

 

 

 


No i'm not giving up.

 

 

 


I was panting so hard.

 

 

 


As tears starts show from my eyes.

 

 

 


Jennie.

 

 

 


I won't let you suffer just because you choose to stay by my side.

 

 

 


Jennie, you were my weakness.

 

 

 


My love.

 

 

 


The one whom i want to spent my life with.

 

 

 


My feet just continued running though i can't feel it anymore.

 

 

 


" That's no use already " 

 

 

 

 

No.

 

 

 

 

Jennie.

 

 

 


Please.

 

 

 


As i had my last step on the street where the car was.

 

 

 

I slowly look at it as my heart beat drops and saw how the car is crumpled.

 

 

 

 

" We don't need to get this far, Lisa "

 

 

 

 

Then i saw Death in front of the car giving me a straight face and shift her attention from the car where Jennie is.

 

 

 


" If you did come with me since the very first start, This didn't happen " 

 

 

 


As he talked.

 

 

 

 

People and Time stops.

 

 

 

 

" Choose, Lisa " he continued.

 

 

 


I closed my fist and can't handle the emotion that i feel right now.

 

 

 


My tears keeps on flowing as i lowered my head and think of what will happen between the two option.

 

 

 

Jennie was inside the Car.

 

 

 


Her face is bleeding and the seat where she is sitting was in a complicated state, She can die due to the major injuries because of it.

 

 

 


I feel powerless right now.

 

 

 

I can't do anything but to choose.

 

 

 

I look at Jennie and it made me more cry harder in silence.

 

 

 

 

I can't bear seeing her dying.

 

 

 


I can't bear seeing her suffering.

 

 

 


" Time is running, Lisa. You don't have that much time already " Death said.

 

 

 

Jennie.

 

 

 


Will you still remember me?

 

 

 

Will our memories stay?

 

 

 

" Take my soul "

 

 

 

 

" Take it already " i said

 

 

 


Jennie.

 

 

 


I'm sorry.

 

 

 


I love you so much.

 

 

 


But i need to do this.

 

 

 

" I'm sorry " Death said.

 

 

 

My tears still keeps on flowing as i thought of life that Jennie will have after this.

 

 

 

Please be strong.

 

 

 

I don't know what to do anymore, Jennie.

 

 

 

But all i know right now is that..

 

 

 


I want you to continue your life without me.

 

 

 

It might be hard..

 

 

 


But it will past soon.

 

 

 


You're a great person, Jennie.

 

 

 

My Friend

 

 

 

 

My Wife.

 

 

 


" Can i ask for a favor? " i asked

 

 

 

Death just nodded and waited for me to talk.

 

 

 

" Can you give me just a little bit of time? "

 

 

 

Death sighed and nodded.

 

 

 

" Please don't make something that will harm the consequences that will happen " 

 

 

 

I shook my head.

 

 

 


" No, i won't "

 

 

 

 

" Then go on, I'm giving you an hour " 

 

 

 


As the time continued, I didn't see the car anymore.

 

 

 

Then i heard a television inside this cafe talking about the accident happen that gain me information where Jennie is.

 

 

 


But then,

 

 

 

I go back to our house.

 

 

 

And i entered our room where we shared so much memories.

 

 

 

" Jennie, i'm afraid to leave you " i whispered

 

 

 


Then i had my tears again and felt the pain again that stings my heart.

 

 

 

The wedding picture.

 

 

 

I sighed and stare at us.

 

 

 

The relationship we build.

 

 

 

I didn't expect that you'll be part of my life.

 

 

 

That you're going to have this big role in my life and in my heart.

 

 

 

I was so grateful, Jennie.

 

 

 

To atleast experienced how to be loved by you.

 

 

 

If life is not being like this to me?

 

 

 

Maybe we work our marriage out til out teeth falls off.

 

 

 

And have many childrens of our own.

 

 

 

I sit down in a chair and table as i get a piece of paper and write.

 

 

 


All i can think is Jennie.

 

 

 

She's vulnerable and fragile.

 

 

 

I hope you find someone who will take care of you better than me.

 

 

 


I hope you still continue life.

 

 

 

You'll do great, Jennie.

 

 

 

I will look after you.

 

 

 

I will still continue loving you whenever i will be.

 

 

 

As i wipe my tears.

 

 

 


I left the paper in the table and leave the house to look after Jennie in the hospital.

 

 

 

As i open the door.

 

 

 

Death was there.

 

 

 

" Please have your last goodbye, Lisa "

 

 


My feet automatically walk on it's own towards Jennie who was lying on her bed.

 

 


Jennie.

 

 

 

I can't ask for more.

 

 

 

But you continuing life and be amazing as you are.

 

 

 

I hold her hand while she was unconscious and i just let my tears flow as i think of us.

 

 

 


" You're amazing, Jennie. You don't know how much i adore you that much " i whispered as i put her hand on my cheeks

 

 

 


I put her hand on my cheeks because i'll miss how she will cup my face and look at me lovingly like there's no tomorrow.

 

 

 

" I'll do this for you, Jennie. I want you to continue everything you left in this world "

 

 

 


Thinking of leaving Jennie makes me sob.

 

 

 

I don't want to cry but..

 

 

 

How can i not stand leaving my wife?

 

 

 

" Lisa " 

 

 

 

Death was calling me already.

 

 

 


Jennie..

 

 


I love you.

 

 

 

I hope you won't forget.

 

 

 

I hope you won't forget all the memories we had.

 

 

 

You were the love of my life.

 

 

 

I hope all the memories restore for you to reminisce.

 

 

 

I stand up and lean my face closer to hers and kiss her for the last time.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

" I love you so much, Jennie. Til we meet again, my wife. "


** END OF LISA'S POV **

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iph1318
#1
Chapter 15: This hurts fck. Awesome bittersweet story author. ?
Jenlisa_yah
#2
Chapter 15: Authorr do you know how broken my heart is right now?!
Jenlisa_yah
#3
Chapter 13: Ahhhh fudgeee noooooo
Jenlisa_yah
#4
Chapter 5: I really love this ff I hope i won't cry at the ending
Jenlisa_yah
#5
Chapter 4: Omygaaaddd dense lisa is just wow hahahahah
JenLislayer
#6
Chapter 15: Fck, my eyes it hurts from crying, I really like this story specially when they met again, Wahh!! Huhuhu, can you continue this? Ill miss this story, thanks for this author TT
baebae22
#7
Chapter 16: T.T
Lisoo30 #8
Chapter 16: Omg the ending.... I am broken ;-;
Georgie00
#9
Chapter 16: So into this story. I just started reading it 3 hours ago and now I'm already done. My heart hurts so much for jenlisa so did my eyes, I literally cried. Thanks for this authornim! Thank you also for doing a sequel :)
Rhodskie0912 #10
Chapter 15: Damn. It's hurt. My eyes are still crying. Thanks for this kind of story authornim. Sometimes, the happy ending will be different from what we used to know and imagine. Thank you so much.