I didn't want the next day to come, I had so many questions for myself and for her. Everything that I see began to remind me of Lisa, and I don't know why. Even just a piece of plain paper reminded me of her. Lisa knows that I'm more conservative than the other girls and that I treasure my space dearly. I just don't understand how things can end up abruptly like this after all we've been through...

"like this son of a b I see here," I said while staring down at a crushed can lying lifelessly on my bedroom floor.

I kicked it because it evoked me of our current situation perfectly... all beaten and crushed and just like the can, it'll be hard to revert back to its original shape. I definitely don't want to lose or deteriorate our friendship any longer. Plus, blinks have been waiting patiently for our comeback. It would be a shame to let them down if something unexpected was to come up regarding the news between Lisa and I. I felt trapped. I needed someone to talk to, and quick before I go crazy.

I walked through the hallway to the practice room again, but not so freely this time as endless thoughts occupied me. Out of nowhere, Jisoo came out from around a corner and scared the living daylight out of me. "Jisoos! I mean Jesus! What are you doing unnie?" I asked while looking around to see if any more was going to pop out.

"Come on! I have something to show you :)" She exclaimed while dragging me outside. I was too grief-stricken to care what was going on. It was still early. The green, lush grass made way for my sneakers as my legs stride past with Jisoo leading the way. The sun was blinding, but the rays soon diminished as I was pulled under a familiar tree. Jisoo gestured to me to stand next to her with a half-smile on her face.

"Remember this?" My droopy eyes began to fill with life, and my former pain removed itself from the beautiful sight that was in front of me. Spring blossoms were falling down so slowly that it looked as if they defied gravity. I held out my hand so that I could have one land on my palm. "It's been so long, we use to come here all the time when we needed each other to talk about bothersome things," I stared down at the pink cherry blossom, "I remember how you were questioning about your future saying that you'll be a garbage man or something. Hilarious." My stare softly focused on Jisoo as she patted the trunk of the Cherry Blossom tree in agreement. I wasn't quite smiling, but the corners of my mouth were tilted as if they meant to. "But why so sudden?" I asked, "Did something happen?". The cherry blossom fell to the grass as I lowered my arm. She turned to look at me. When she blinked, the beauty of her brown eyes was briefly covered by the s