It hasn't even been a week since the car crash, and everything feels like it's breaking apart. That incident five days ago brought us down, but we tried to keep our spirits up. Oh Lisa, if only I were as optimistic as you. Everything just felt so lifeless without you here. Her humour, silly quirks and her windshield wiper laugh... were deeply missed. Thinking about them makes me want to laugh. But I don't know... I just feel the same sadness that crept up on me when I left my family to join YG.

Jisoo, Jennie and I were having lunch. Somehow, they came across talking about Lisa. I wish they were talking about another topic other than that. I don't need any more stress on my mind.

"Oh my god, people are spreading rumours again...", Jisoo uttered while scrolling down on her phone. Jennie edged over to see while chewing strawberry-flavored gum. She lifted her eyebrows, "Where da hell did they get the idea that someone was trying to kill her? It was just a malfunction in the car gosh. Just ignore it unnie and eat. Your food is getting cold." I didn't bother to look at them. I just pricked at my curry with my fork like a stubborn kid who won't eat the vegetables. Jennie's already finished eating, and I haven't even started. Jisoo noticed and gave me a beef piece from her bulgogi. "You need energy Chae, don't diet too hard." She joked. "No.. it's not that." I don't want to make them worry, so I told them that I was just not hungry even though I was. It felt unfair that I'm eating when Lisa hasn't even eaten a single thing since the accident. Who am I kidding, she could be having the time of her life in her dreams right now while we're stuck in reality, worrying about her to death.

Jennie blew her bubble until it popped. "Well, it can't be helped if you won't eat. Come on now, don't forget, we have a meeting with YG after this." Jennie reminded me. Damn I nearly forgot about that. Fingers crossed that he hasn't found out yet.

We each forwarded out after we've finished and started to head to the studio where he'll be meeting us. This is the first. We usually meet in our meeting room. I mean, that's what our meeting room is for... lol. We sat down in the rolly chairs with one spot left to fill which was for Lisa. YG hasn't arrived yet. Late as always XD. The atmosphere was cold and disturbing. Jisoo was trying to balance a half-filled water bottle on her head that she found on the table while Jennie made weird noises with her gum. I decided to look away to