He walked in after a while. We technically didn't have to get ready for another hour. But he was already dressed and ready to go. I smiled thinking about last night.  It was like my entire world was beautiful again. He walked in with a half smile that I wasn't sure how to interpret. He shut the door and then came towards me. I braced myself. I wasn't sure what was going to happen.

"I..I can't Jungkook."

I felt something in me fall. He never called me Jungkook. Not like that anyways. It was always Kookie, Kook, something. Not Jungkook. I looked at him. 

"Can't what Hyung?" I asked honestly afraid.

He looked at me with a look in his eyes I have only seen one other time. And that didn't end well.

"I can't live like this Jungkook. I can't live thinking about you every 20 seconds and wanting to kiss you every time I look at you. This... what we have between us. It can never work. I know what I said last night. Alright I was wrong. I'm sorry for whatever pain I caused you but I just can't live running back to you everynight because I can't sleep without your kiss and because you get constant nightmares. I just can't" 

He turned to leave.

"Kim Taehyung." I demanded. 

He turned back to me. I walked right up to him and put my lips on his. He pushed me away and I tripped and fell into the wall.

"Jungkook." He whispered.

I was crying. "So this is how it's going to be. You told me you loved me Taehyung. Yo