After a while I stopped trying so hard to hurt myself or anyone else. And for a while I felt better. I began to release my anger by writing songs, drawing and sometimes just working out. After a while the other members began to get closer to me again. Even Yoongi. 

Taehyung began to get worse. 

I watched him cry several times. He didn't even notice it. But I did. Every tear. He began to slip and I could see it. Then one day I noticed the scars. That's when I realized how much we really needed each other. 

We took a team trip to the ocean. It was beautiful. We rented a beach house for the week and we all went and played around with each other. At night we would have fires and sometimes we would fall asleep right there in front of the fire. I began to find solace in Jimin. He would hold me and make sure I was ok. But really I wanted to make sure that Tae was ok.

One night as the sun was setting we all stood around to watch it over the water. I watched as Joon wrapped his arm around Jin. Jimin, Yoongi and Hobi all linked arms. I stood there alone for a while. I saw Tae standing next to me. I wanted to reach over and just wrap my arms around him and tell him that it would all be ok. But I didn't know if he wanted that or not.

So i just stood there watching the sun set. 

Then I felt it.

His arms wrapped around my waist and his head lied on my shoulder. I leaned into him a bit. He just held on tight.

"It will be ok