I was getting dressed for the show as I usually did. I always put my pants on first. I don't know why it was just how I did things. That's I grabbed my shirt out of the closet when he came in. He was already dressed and he just sat on my bed.

"Sorry Kook just can't think straight."

I just stared at him. I was blushing and I felt awkward as hell. For one I had no shirt. Second I wasn't sure what exactly he was doing. 

"Come on in I guess."

I quicky put my shirt and sat next to him. He looked conflicted. I put my arm around him.

"Hyung are you ok?"

He nodded. "Just thinking."

I looked at him. "About what?"

He shook his head. "Not important."

"You can tell me Hyung. I can keep secrets." 
Your keeping a big one I thought to myself.

He looked me. "It's complicated." 

"Just tell me."

He sighed. 
"It's feelings. There's someone that I think I'm falling for. But I don't want to. It's something that would be impossible to happen."

I get a giddy feeling. Then it's gone. He's right. This could never happen. Besides I know he isn't talking about me. How could he? I just look at him.

"Hyung, whatever you feel can go away if you let it. But sometimes it will pop back up."

Tell him you idiot.

"You can't hide it forever."

He smiled. "I knew I could talk to you."

You could do more than talk you know.

God I couldn't stop. 

"An