It wasn't intentional. It just happened that way. I had started to find his laugh really calming. And sometimes when we would fall asleep together on the couch I would wrap my arms around him. It's not like it had been the first time I had felt this. But it wasn't this powerful either. I knew I had a thing for him when we first met. He was cute and he looked like a model. But I had convinced myself it would never happen and that feeling had gone away. But now that we were spending every day together I couldn't help it. I had that feeling again. And the universe knew it too. 

The first time I really realized that I was falling for him was one night when we were on the tour bus. We had to sleep together. Neither of us minded of course. I remember waking up in tears after a horrible nightmare that had been haunting me lately. He woke up too.

"I'm sorry Hyung. I didn't mean to wake you."

"What's wrong Kookie?"

"Just a dream go back to sleep."

"No. Not until you are ok."

"Hyung."

"I'm serious Jungkook. I don't want you crying." 

He wrapped his arms around me making me cry harder. His comfort was too much for me. 

"You'll be ok Kookie." 

He ran his hand across my back. I sat there in his arms, my head against his shoulder and just cried for a few minutes. When I had calmed down we layed back on the bed. He moved my head to his chest and we just fell asleep. I hated falling for him again. It was so ha