Yerin
Umji's question really left me in daze. I can't concentrate on what we are watching. I don't even care, my mind is blank right now except for a certain girl invading my thoughts. I took a glance at her and automatically smiled when I saw her expression. She looks so relax at the moment smiling from time to time. ""Whah? Wae?" Then I heard a loud voice said. What are they talking about? "You know it's kind of chilly today and we are watching a movie so spicy noodles is a perfect dish right?" Replied a cute voice belonging to our maknae. Who can say no to that? She wants Eunha's spicy noodles. I thought understanding the situation. Well, it's not a bad idea. I'm craving for something spicy today. Then I heard Eunha agreeing but there are no ingredients left. "Then make Yerin unnie and SinB unnie buy some." What? "Why us?/No way!" I questioned hearing SinB's refusal too. Of all people why her? It's not that I don't want to be with her, it's just that Umji sii knows our situation. Something's really going on with that pretty head of hers. We really don't want to go but when we heard the leader's tone, we obliged defeatedly.

Walking to the convenience store with an uncomfortable silence is not really my forte. But here I am looking everywhere but her. "Uhm unnie?" She then said getting my attention, so I have no choice but to look at her. "Hmm?" I hummed in response letting her know that I heard her. But she just looked down unsure how to continue so I asked her again. "What is it SinB sii?" "Uhmm, about what happened that night," She paused now looking at me with a flushed face. I know where this is going. "can we pretend that it didn't happen?" She continued confirming my thought. I know she would say that and I'm prepared for that, but I didn't know it would hurt this much. I realized something after Umji's question left when we had our talk in the waiting room. I didn't want to accept it at first but my heart won against my mind. I want to be the reason behind her smiles and laughs. I want to be the one who will comfort and hug her when she's sad. I want to be the one wiping her tears when she cries. Not from sadness but from happiness. I want to be the only one who can kiss her. I realised that I want her in my life. Not just a friend or a