Yerin

I slumped on my seat unable to do anything to stop her. They are talking about how the show went but my attention’s not on them. Where could she be at this hour? She’s not going to see Jackson right? “Follow her.” Umji-sii spoke all of a sudden. I turned my head to her not understanding what she meant. “Go unnie. You know where she went.” She added giving more information. “What if she’s not there? We haven’t been there these past few days.” I reasoned, not sure if I should follow her. “That’s why she should be there.” Eunha answered for her. I’m really worried about her so I decided to do what they told me and if she’s not there, I’ll do my best to search for her. “You’re right. I should’ve done that earlier. Thank you.” I said getting up. “I’ll be going now.” I added while heading to the door to go out. I’m still not certain how to approach her but I’ll think about it later.

SinB
“I’m going out.” I announced then hurried to the door. It’s not my intention to slam it but I guess my body’s not following me these days. I know I was rude to Joy unnie earlier but I couldn’t help it. I was consumed by my feelings. She said she wanted to congratulate us but why did she only gave the flowers to Yerin unnie? And she personally came to our door? How suspicious. She even kissed her cheeks for Christ sake! Then that unnie, she really looks like she wants it, ugh! I couldn’t take the scene so I slammed the door in front of them. How dare them. But I hated myself for being rude to Yerin unnie when she followed me to the car earlier. I know I hurt her face showed it all. I wanted to hug her that time but I held myself back because I’m still upset. I don’t know why exactly but one thing’s for sure, I’m not mad at her. When I asked what made her think I was thinking of her, I wanted to hear her say something cheesy or just replied like herself so I waited for her to say something but she just opened then closed it again. Seeing hurt in her eyes made me want to take my words back. I wanted to, really. But I know I couldn’t. So I swallowed the lump in my throat and left her like that. I wanted to apologize to her but seeing Joy in front of our dorm really made my blood boil. I’m so upset that I wasn’t thinking clearly so I decided to go out for a walk. I have no destination in mind. I just wanted to get away for a while and get some fresh air. I’m just walking, looking at some random view and shops until my feet brought me to this location. I remember this park. We used to always go here and just play. Yerin unnie found it first then she brought me here when I was sad about how my dance practice went that day. Then the a few days after, we went here with the rest of the group. We like it here since it’s clean and there are only a few people who come here. It’s a typical park where there are slides, swings, etc. but unnie and I discovered this amazing spot in here. I remembered when it was only two of us; we’re just exploring this park when I saw a tree house built not too far from the ground. It’s in kinda secluded part so we thought there are only few people who saw this. We were so excited that time because it’s a first time that we saw one so we entered the premise. We thought it’s so small but when we had a better view of it, it turned out that it can accommodate two people. Ever since then, we came here every time we were having troubles and we wanted to be left alone. Today, I decided to just sit in the swing. I don’t want to remember the fun times we had in there, it will just make me