Goodbyes ~~

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[A/N: *Appa = Father* *Omma = Mother* You probably know that already.]

 

 

--Your POV--

 

I really didn't wanna go closer to Appa. I have a bad feeling about this. On the other hand , Sungmin oppa hurriedly made his way to my father. He greeted him and they both looked so happy to see each other. My father called out my name , seeing how I was just standing there doing nothing , and we all went inside. He told us to go to the living room and we all sat at the couch like we're gonna have a important talk or something. I really don't like this.

 

 

 

 

 

Appa: Sungmin-ah , how could you not tell us you were leaving for Seoul in a couple of days?! Aigoo. We were so surprised when we heard it from your Appa.

Sungmin: Ohh ... I'm sorry uncle. I didn't have the chance to tell you because I got so busy arranging things.

Appa: It's ok. We were just surprised hearing it only now. You're like a sun to us already , and we're really gonna be sad you're leaving. Our baby princess here won't have anyone with her anymore. Gangwon-do will miss you.

Me: Appa , can I just go to my room?

Appa: No. Stay here. Why are you suddenly becoming so rude? Don't you see we're talking here?

Me: Waeyo? Why am I rude? You're not even talking to me so I don't see why I should be here. I'm really hungry.

Appa: If you're hungry then go ask your mom for food. She's in the kitchen.

Me: Ok. Did you eat dinner already?

Appa: No. Not yet.

Me: Then shouldn't we eat dinner first now? All of us?

Appa: I think your mom isn't finished cooking yet so go make a sandwich for yourself first.

Me: Fine ... *stands up and goes to the kitchen*

 

 

 

 

 

I knew i'll get scolded again. Aigoo. My father is really like this. Anyways , I was just thinking of an alibi to get out of there. I'm expecting to hear something I might not like. Still , I went through the frigde and still made a sandwich. I'm really hungry.

 

 

--Sungmin's POV--

 

I watched                      stand up and make her way to the kitchen. I'm not sure what's going on here too. Uncle is kinda acting weird and I felt like she was gonna say something explosive , just when                       started complaning. He called out my name , which made me look back at him. I didn't realize how I stared at                    when she was leaving.

 

 

 

 

 

Your father: I heard before that talent scout met you , he saw you performing at school. I heard you won at the talent show. So , were you able to do that proposal thing at school? To the girl you like?

Sungmin: I was gonna tell her and do the proposal but before I could , she ran out of the theater room. 

Your Appa: Ohh... I'm sorry about that. But who is this girl?

Sungmin: I'm sorry , I can't tell you that uncle.

Your Appa: Sungmin , I meant what I said. You're family here. You're like my son already. If I know something is up , even if it is weird .. I want to know. I want to help you because I care about you like a father. I alao heard from your father that something is bothering you. Do you wanna talk about it with me?

Sungmin: Uncle ... is it really ok?

Your Appa: Of course.

Sungmin: U-uncle ... I'm in love with ....

Your Appa: With?

Sungmin: I'm in love with your daughter.

Your Appa: My daughter?                       ?

Sungmin: *looks down* Y-yes. I .... love her. I love                         , but please don't tell her I told you!

Your Appa: If that's your problem , then it's easy! Your parents and I can easily set a date and--

Sungmin: No! Don't do that uncle! Please!! She'll hate me if she finds out that'll happen because I told you what I felt. I don't want her to be forced to marry me. We're still young. Plus , I can't be with her now that i'm leaving. 

Your Appa: Does she know that you're feeling this way over her?

Sungmin: Yes. But she still hasn't given me an answer. Uncle. I'll try my best for her. After this , i'll come back for her. I'll wait for her to accept my feelings the right way , not by force.

Your Appa: Does she like someone? Does that Choi Siwon still like her?

Sungmin: I'm not sure but I don't think so and yes , Choi Siwon still likes her. We actually almost got into a fight this morning.

Your Appa: Oh. Well , i'm glad that 'almost' is just an 'almost'. You wouldn't want to get in trouble right before you leave. Anyways , why don't you stay here for dinner?

Sungmin: No. It's okay uncle. I'm going home. My mom is preparing dinner for us , she doesn't want me to leave without us having dinner together with the whole family.

Your Appa: Very well then. I hope you still keep in touch with us when you arrive in Seoul.

Sungmin: Ne. I will uncle.

Your Appa: Be careful on your way home.

Sungmin: Thank you uncle. I have to go now.

Your Appa: Aren't you gonna say goodbye to                         ?

Sungmin: It's getting late and I really have to go already. I'll just meet her at school.

Your Appa: Ok then. Be careful and let's see each other soon.

 

 

 

 

 

Uncle accompanied me to the door and I bowed infront of him first before I left. I felt a huge relief inside. I don't really have guy friends here , who I could talk about my feelings with. I'm glad I finally got that out of me. I felt like I was going crazy keeping it all to myself inside. I'm just worried. I hope he doesn't tell                         because i'm sure she wouldn't like it.

 

 

--Your POV--

 

I helped my mom cook dinner. I would be a horrible daughter if I just watch her cook while I eat. I also helped her set the table , so after the food is cooked , I put them in the dining room. Omma told me to call Appa and Sungmin oppa but when I got to the living room , only Appa was there. I looked around but ... Sungmin oppa isn't here. Did he leave without saying goodbye?!

 

 

 

 

 

Me: Appa , where's Sungmin oppa?

Appa: He left. He had to go home early because he has dinner appointments with his mom.

Me: Ohh. I see. He didn't even say goodbye. Tsk. Anyways , it's time to eat! I helped omma cook!

Appa: Really? Then let's go and eat! I'm sure dinner will be very good tonight.

 

 

 

 

 

Appa and I made our way to the dining room and got ready to eat. He probably talked about some things with Sungmin oppa while i'm gone so I kept trying to stall him as much as I can , trying to avoid him from talking about things involving their conversations. But as Omma was serving him food , he called my name and kinda sighed a 'Ohh' ... Now i'm really nervous.

 

 

 

 

 

Appa: I heard Sungmin's going to Seoul. Did you know?

Omma: He is?!

Me: Uhh. Yes. I knew. 

Appa: Why didn't you tell us?

Me: I kinda forget. It went pass my head so I wasn't able to tell you.

Omma: Are you ok , sweetie?

Me: I am. I'm just gonna miss him. I was letting pass through my head because I didn't want it to happen anytime soon.

Appa: Do you want to study in Seoul?

Me: It's not necessary. I'm doing fine here. If I go there , I'll have no one with me. Oppa will be too busy training.

Omma: Then , if you're ok here , I don't see us having to be worried about something.

Me: Ne. I'm fine. I'm sure he'll come back anyways.

 

 

 

 

 

Our whole dinner time was quiet afterwards. I washed the dishes after we ate. Studying in Seoul? I can't possibly do that. I'm not that sociable and my only friend here , besides oppa , is Luna. After I finished washing the dishes , I went to the living room and the TV. I'm not usually the type of person who likes watching TV , and my parents don't like me watching anything except educational shows , but I wanted to see what Sungmin's life would be like after his training. I switched to every channel , looking for something i'll get interested in , when I stopped at 1 channel after seeing Donghae. He was being interviewed in a talk show. It was weird , I wanted to switch the channel but I couldn't even move my hand.

 

 

 

 

 

 

MC: I'm really excited for this interview. Tonight , we'll be here with one idol that girls are absolutely going crazy for!

Donghae: Who?

MC: Hmm ... I think this someone is named Lee Donghae , if i'm not mistaken.

Donghae: Ahh ... Lee Donghae? Very handsome!

Everyone: *laughs*

Fans: OPPA! VERY HANDSOME!!!!!!!

MC: Haha. Well , let me properly introduce to you the guy these girls are cheering for! Please welcome , LEE DONGHAE!

Donghae: *bows a little* Annyeong Haseyo. Lee Donghae imnida. It's nice to be here ...

MC: Wow. Your fans here are really energetic.

Donghae: Ne. They're the best and always there to support me.

MC: So Donghae , you've been very busy lately. Promotions here and there and even overseas! How's your life right now? 

Donghae: I feel like i'm on a cloud 9. Getting so much support here and even overseas , it's amazing. It's been hard to get tons of sleep lately , but being with the fans , it made me feel ok.

MC: But how does it feel , that wherever you are , someone is cheering out for you? Just look at all the girls here!

Donghae: It flatters me every time someone is cheering out for me. My fans are the biggest blessings in my life. Not everyone experiences what I get to experience and that itself , it's really something special. It's nice but having lots of people know me , it gets very hard for me to go out on private meetings.

MC: Well , speaking of private meetings ... Everyone is speculating something about your love life. How is it?

Donghae: Right now , it's very hard to talk about that love life or whatever. I'm just happy with what I have right now and i'm still searching for that special someone.

MC: Isn't it Yoona?

Donghae: Well ... We can't say anything about what'll happen in the future but all I can say is , let's wait.

MC: *laughs* Our Donghae is being very secretive right now. 

Donghae: *laughs too* I'm not.

MC: Let me get straight to the point. I want one honest answer. Are you liking someone right now? Are you seeing someone?

Donghae: Maybe! *laughs* I like and see many things like my fans. I like and always see them and their support.

MC: Aigoo. Our Donghae is somehow good at hiding things like these.

 

 

 

 

 

He looks so happy. His smile was really something .... but I shouldn't be watching him anymore. My life has been going off from the rut it was in ever since I knew of his existance. I heard someone going down from upstairs so I quickly switched the channel before my mom saw me. She wouldn't like me watching talk shows so I had to switch it to the news channel.

 

 

--Donghae's POV--

 

That interview was too much. I'm really tired. It was hard trying to avoid questions , I might say something I'll regret later. I don't think I said anything regretable anyways. Well , Yoona and the management will probably be mad once they find out I denied the rumors about it. Those rumors were getting our movie good reviews and tons of viewers. But I don't regret saying the truth too. But I wanted to do something else .... I took out my phone and ...should I? Should I call her? Is she ok now? I really couldn't help it and dialed her number. It was really late but I got a fast answer from her.

 

 

 

 

 

Me: Hello?

Hae: Oh god! You're still up.

Me: Yeah .. Just thinking.

Hae: About what?

Me: Lots of things ... What about you? What are you doing?

Hae: I'm at work.

Me: Work? This late? What work is that?

Hae: Uhh ... It's .... Well ...

Me: Well?

Hae: ...............

Me: Hey! Are you still there?

Hae: Uhh ... Yeah.

Me: Is something wrong?

Hae: N-no. I'm ok. I just have to go.

Me: Oh .. Ok. But .... can I ask you something first?

Hae: What is it?

Me: ............. nevermind. Just go. If you're working this late , you probably need to rest. Goodbye.

 

 

 

 

 

 

She hung up. I couldn't tell her anything. That probably frustrated her. She really sounded a bit problematic too. I'm not sure what to tell her. I shouldn't have called. I feel like I made her feel worst. I felt like she wanted to talk about something but couldn't. 

 

--Sungmin's POV--

 

Days passed by so fast. Today , I have to leave and go to Seoul. I'm really nervous. I don't know what my life would be like there. After saying goodbye to my family , I went to                    's house. Her parents had to go to work. I really don't know how I should say goodbye to her. We were just outside , infront of my car , saying our goodbyes to each other. 

 

 

 

 

 

Me: Oppa .. Be careful on your way to Seoul , ok?

Sungmin: I will. You take care of yourself here.

Me: You're gonna stay there for quiet some time. I hope you always keep in touch.

Sungmin: I promise to keep in touch and come back soon.

Me: I know you will. You don't have to promise.

Sungmin: I'll be doing my best over there for you.

Me: You should do it for you. It's your dream.

Sungmin: Until I get back , please think about accepting my love , ok?

Me: *nods* I'll think about it.

Sungmin: *hugs me* I'll still think about you a lot once I get there. Even if we're not next to each other , i'll still love you. I hope you'll realize soon that we can love each other. I'll come back for you. I swear.

 

 

 

 

 

I pulled away from the hug and kissed her forehead before going back to my car. She didn't say anything to me after I hugged her. She was just quiet , even while waving goodbye at me as I drove away from her. I'm not sure if this is the right decision but it's my dream too. I'll come back. I know in the end , it's gonna be us together. I'm sure of it.

 

 

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UPDATE! ^^

Hihihihi. Finally.

Anyways , I have nothing else to say. Haha.

 

Oh! There is something...

If you have a facebook account , can you please like this photo for me?

It really means a lot to me!

 

https://www.facebook.com/photo.php?fbid=3979947293042&set=o.137303712986482&type=1&theater

 

It's my mommy! 

She wants to win the contest in this page so I hope you can help her by simply liking the photo!

Thank you! :)

 

Also , I changed my username to 'dorobbongie' from 'MsShaiKyu'

I hope no one gets confused!

I'll update soon!

Annyeong! :)

 

-dorobbongie :3

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Yuukirin #1
Thank you for the new update! :) I really love Yukirin so thank you for using her photo here :)
Lexington #2
Ah, I'm so loving this story~
Update alright? ^_^
FISHY_015
#3
UPDATE :)
dorobbongie
#4
I'm a total fail =)) Sorry. I have to re-edit chapter 8 first before posting it. Hehe =))
My_Husband_Sungmin #5
Wow !
I really really like your story !
May i ask..
What is th fb ?
I just really really want to read it already >_<
i hope ull answer my question
dk8691 #6
okk, thanks :)
sylovesdoraemon #7
Thanks for the update!! And I love the poster! HAHA, I thought you were going to use Yuko as the girl but you used Yukirin again ;D
dorobbongie
#8
Its not in my personal Facebook account. Its on a fanpage in Facebook. But its kinda gonna be hard for you to read it there since that page is flooded with lots of fanfics and notes by other admins.

If you still want to know , just tell me. But chapter 1-20 *something* still needs to be edited to the format i'm using here. So i'll try to update chapters 1-20 *something* faster to make it easier for you to read those ones and go on with the ones that don't need editing.
My_Husband_Sungmin #9
Oh !
I want to read it already !
What is ur fb account