Chapter 5 Confession...?!

What is This Feeling?

 

A/N: Updated in a short amount of time! Sorry it's a little rushed...Been busy playing in the snow~ :) Anyways subscribe, comment, and like, or one of the three is fine! Enjoy! :) BTW Bold=English

 

Tiffany’s POV

Class ended and Taeyeon dragged me out of class, leaving Jessica and the others. Before we left through the door, he turned and told Jessica, “We’re gonna be back! Don’t worry!”

“Yeah, yeah. I’ll wait for you guys. Hurry back before class starts!” She yelled back at us.

“We got plenty of time! Hehe! Be back in a bit!” He replied back and took my hand this time and dragged me along with him. I was too shocked to even say anything or do anything! Everything was one step ahead of me. It’s just going too fast!

I looked down at our intertwined hands…his hand fit into mine perfectly. It was as if our hands were meant to be together. His touch was giving me the same warm feeling I felt when he embraced me. It was the warmth that I was craving for, the same warmth that I missed so dearly. The heat spread all around my body as if an electrical current was running through me. I felt this sudden heat creep up to my face. My heart was beating even faster. Is it his fault that I’m feeling this…? The feeling of this warmth. The faster beating of my heart. The joy I feel when I’m with him. Why…? Of all people, why me? Why am I experiencing this…?

“Miyoung-ah!” All of my thoughts were interrupted when Taeyeon yelled out my name. I quickly snapped out of my state and looked up to him. I hadn’t realized that I was still as red as before and I was too embarrassed to face him. I looked away from him trying to hide my face…I don’t understand…

“Miyoung…” He quietly said and slowly let go of my hand. “…Sorry that I dragged you out here…I wanted to…talk to you…about something that’s been occupying my mind…” I can feel him staring at me, as if he wants to make direct eye contact to make sure that I’m listening to him. I slowly turned my head towards his direction…and slowly looked up to meet his dark brown eyes. His face seemed to relax a bit and he made a small smile to show his sincerity. We shared a moment of staring into each other’s eyes not minding anything. My mind was going blank. Everything seemed to still and as though time has stopped.

“Miyoung…” I heard him say again, this time in a softer tone. “There’s something that’s been bothering me ever since this morning…I couldn’t get it out of my mind…” I was anticipating what he was about to say. We were still staring into each other’s eyes. He looked troubled. He looked like he was trying to find the right words. What does he want to discuss about that makes him this concerned…?

“…Are you and Yuri…close? I mean…like are you in a relationship with anyone…? Err…I mean…It’s hard to find the right words…I don’t even know why I keep thinking about this…” I was at a loss of words…We broke our eye contact and I looked down towards my feet. He looked at another way and silence took over. Why is he asking me that kind of question? Does he think that Yuri and I are dating? There are just too many questions that are unanswered…

“………”

“…Sorry…I probably shouldn’t have asked…” He quietly said with a tone of sadness. Silence has taken over again.

“…No.” I finally answered his question.

“…What?” He seemed surprised.

“…Yuri and I aren’t dating. We’ve been best friends since middle school.” I clarified.

“Oh…is that so…? Well I’m glad.” He said much louder and I felt him smiling at me. I looked up to meet his dorky grin and he seemed to be more relaxed. Was that all he was concerned about…? But why?

“…Was that all you wanted to talk about? You seemed really concerned about something this small, why?” I said, curious to know why he was too nervous to ask about something like that. He just wanted to know if I was dating Yuri? Was he perhaps…jealous? No no no…I doubt that…

I stared at him waiting for his reply. His smile slowly faded and his face suddenly turned serious. He slowly walked forward. I was carefully observing what he was doing. He was about a few inches away from me and his arms extended out towards my side. I couldn’t move from my spot, I felt like I was glued to the floor. I felt his strong arms wrap around my waist as he pulled me in for an embrace…My mind was a blur. I couldn’t process what was going on…He was embracing me again. He hugged me a little tighter, bringing our bodies closer until they came into contact. I felt the sensation come back. The same feeling when he hugged me this morning and when we were holding hands. My heart was beating faster and faster.

He leaned his head down towards my shoulder and rested there for a little bit. I felt his soft hair brush against my face and a tingling sensation spread throughout my body. I couldn’t control my actions and I ended up hugging him back and I rested my head against his chest. I didn’t know what I was doing. My emotions seemed to take over my actions. I wanted to feel more of this familiar warmth.

We stood there in our own little world. Everything was in our control. I couldn’t think properly…What was happening to me?

I felt his head shift a little until I could feel his hot breath against my ear. His breath sent shivers down my spine. He leaned in closer and whispered something. My eyes widened at what he said to me.

Miyoung…I think I’ve fallen for you.” He said with a deep, low voice.

He said in English…Wait…Does he think I don’t understand…? Ah! I totally forgot! They don’t think I can understand English…Wait, so he’s confessing to me in English…?

I was left speechless. I really didn’t know what to say or how to respond…We met a week ago and he already confessed to me…? Isn’t this going too fast…? I can’t though! I’ve restricted myself from dating until my schooling is done…But why does he have to say it in English? What was the real meaning behind it?

He released me from the warm embrace and I was starting to miss the warmth he gave me. I was still shocked of what he said. I had nothing to say. There were no words that were coming out of my mouth. He gave me a wry smile. The bell suddenly rang which caused me to yelp in surprise. He chuckled at me and said, “I didn’t realize we were out for a long time…let’s go, don’t wanna be late for class right?” He motioned at me and I turned back into reality.

“Ah…yeah…Let’s go.” I still had trouble to reply back to him but I managed. He smiled at me and grabbed my hand again. The tingling sensation came back instantly and the beating of my heart got faster again. I could still feel my face is hot. I was too flustered with his sudden confession. I couldn’t stop replaying those words in my head.

But why me…? I can’t help but think why he has fallen for me…There’s really nothing that stands out with me. So what caused him to fall for me? There’s too many questions…just thinking about it gives me a headache…

We ran back to class, hand in hand gaining a few stares from the passing students. I could care less…my mind was too preoccupied with what I just experienced. He was starting to dominate my thoughts again…Taeyeon…

I can’t…my parents would never forgive me. They told me that getting in a relationship would ruin my education. But…is that true…? I can’t help but feel doubtful about what they are saying is true or not…

 

Taeyeon’s POV

Flashback

“Do you like Tiffany?”

Jessica surprised me with this question. Of course she said it so straightforward. Haha. It caught me off guard how she assumed that I liked Tiffany.

“No…” Jessica suspected wrong.

“Oh…is that so? I was pretty sure you do…?” She sounded a little surprised.

I chuckled.

“Mwo?” She said in an annoyed tone.

“I don’t like her…I think I’m in love with her…”

 

I noticed Tiffany whispering to Yuri this morning. They looked like they were dating. Were they? I shouldn’t jump to conclusions but I can’t help but feel jealous…I admit though…It was like love at first sight with her. I wasn’t too sure if I have fallen head over heels for her that instantly but after spending more and more time with her, I feel as though we’ve known each other for years.

Her small nose, her petal colored lips, her delicate chin, most of all her eye smile. The first day we met and made eye contact, I felt as though her eyes were absorbing me in. The way her eyes turn into crescent moons as if her eyes were smiling alone. Her perfect smile showing compliments her eyes. Every single detail of her etched a mental image inside my head. Everything about her seemed flawless.

Besides her appearance, she had a great personality. She was an angel. Very innocent and pure. She seemed to be very studious and serious with her studies. Despite the fact she puts her education first, she’s very amusing to talk to. She seems very timid and nervous whenever she meets new people but that’s what makes her really cute. She seems to have this hard shell that she is putting up—a front where she is pretending to be strong in front of others. She may seem independent and strong-willed, but on the inside she seems like a caged bird with no freedom. I could see it in her eyes that she wants to break out of her cage. I want to be the one who will break that shell. I want her to be more open.

I had to clear this feeling I had. I wanted to know if Tiffany was dating him or not. I want to know more about her. The feeling I had when I grabbed her hand and intertwined them, it was a bold move but I couldn’t control it. It felt as though our hands were made for each other. Her hand perfectly fit into mine and a warm sensation filled my body. I’ve never felt this feeling before. I wanted to drag her out of that place to a better, quieter place where we can share a tender moment together. When we were at the rooftop, my feelings took control of my actions. I embraced her. I had the urge to say my feelings right then and there.

I’ve dated many girls before but I never had this feeling with them except Tiffany. Tiffany gave me this urge to protect her. I felt the need to be by her side, to be with her forever. Whenever I’m with her, I feel I could be myself…When I confessed what I was feeling, I purposely said it in English. I know she would think that we’re going too fast and I would wait for her until she would feel the same way about me. I figured she wouldn’t understand what I meant anyway. I hope one day she will though…it takes a lot of courage for me to confess…

It’s only been a week since we met, but with all that’s happening—with the coincidences of our fate, I have fallen for her. I hope she will realize how I feel about her. I’ve been trying my best to get her attention! But she always seems to be occupied with her thoughts…Maybe she’s been studying too much…I hope she won’t overwork herself. Considering her body I will have to watch over her carefully. She always makes me worry over her.

Sigh…Tiffany. You’ve been in my mind the past week. We just met and I can’t get you out of my mind. Everywhere I go, you’re there. We always meet by chance…Is this fate?

My train of thought was interrupted when I felt a stinging pain in the back of my head. I turned to see Jessica glaring at me with her hand in the air. I glared back at her and said “What?”

“Stop spacing out Tae…you’re over thinking again…” She said with concern in her voice.

“Ah…sorry. Sica, I need to tell you something when we get home.”

“I have an idea what you’re going to tell me…” She sighed.

I gave her smile and she smiled back. I’m glad she understands where I’m coming from. I turned back to the front of the class until Tiffany popped up in my mind the moments I shared with Tiffany replayed in my head vividly…I couldn’t help but glance next to me and I see her engrossed with her notes. She seems to be reviewing…I wonder when she’ll take a break…I sighed and came up with an idea.

I took out a piece of notebook paper and wrote: “Wanna have lunch with me? You can invite Sunny and the others. I’d like to get to know them better. :)”

I slipped it under her arm so she can see it. She turned her head towards me and I quickly turned my head towards the front of the class. Through my peripheral vision I can see her make a confused face and she bent down to write her reply.

I felt her pass it back to me and I opened the note. “Sure.” What a very short answer. Haha. She’s probably too focused with the lesson. I didn’t want to bother her any longer so I put away the note. I grinned to myself knowing that today’s lunch will be eventful.

 

Tiffany’s POV

When we returned to class, I silently took my seat and pulled my notes out. I couldn’t focus on the lesson for my mind was going haywire! I was too deep in thought about the confession I just received. His actions and words were replaying in my head. His touch, his hot breath, his stare, his words, I was engulfed by him…

When he passed me the note, it really surprised me. He was back to being his dorky self and he didn’t seem to be in deep thought as me. Did he really think that I didn’t understand him? I read his note and put a quick reply for I was still feeling flustered. I passed it back to him and pretended I was reviewing my notes.

The bell rang and everyone rose to get out of class. Many small chatter and groans spread amongst the students. Taeyeon and Jessica walked towards me and Sunny along with the others as we got ready to grab some lunch. He gave me a smile and I quickly looked away from his gaze. Aigoo…why did I do that? He must think I’m disturbed of him…

When we arrived at the café, Sooyoung grabbed tons of food along with Yoona. Sunny and Seohyun sighed a little ashamed of their boyfriend’s antics.

When Taeyeon got up to get his food, he dragged Jessica along with him. When they were in line, I took this chance to tell Sunny what just happened.

“Sunny! I need to tell you something!”

“Yah…what’s up with you? You sound excited! Haha! Is it about Taeyeon? Cuz you guys ran out of the classroom and left us alone and dumbfounded…” She laughed.

“Hey…you wouldn’t believe this…but…um…he confessed to me…” I said the last part like a whisper.

“WHAT?!” She accidentally yelled out which caused Taeyeon and Jessica and the group to turn their attention to us.

“Yah! Calm down…don’t gather so much attention!” I hissed.

“Sorry…just…so surprising!” She said so surprised. “Well…what did you say?” She raised her eyebrow while smirking.

“…I didn’t say anything…” I said quietly.

“What? Wae?”

“He said it in English because he thinks I don’t understand it…Weird right?” I said shyly.

“In English? Was he intending something…?”

“I don’t know…That’s why I’m so confused…”

Our conversation had to end as Taeyeon and Jessica returned. Sunny quickly shut and turned her attention to Sooyoung who was engorging himself with food. I laughed a little at the sight. Taeyeon suddenly handed me something. “Here, I thought you might like these.” He said with a smile.

I looked down and it was yang geng. This was my favorite snack…I looked back at him and gave him my eye smile. “Thanks Taeyeon, this is my favorite snack~”

He stared at me as if he was in a daze then smiled his dorky grin. “I’m glad.” He replied then went back to eating his meal.

I ate the treat he gave me until I felt a nudge on my leg. I looked to Sunny and I can see her grinning widely. She mouthed an “Aww~” to me and I rolled my eyes.

It was sweet of Taeyeon to get me this. He really shouldn’t have…I have to get my mind off him. He’s been distracting me from my studies…Not good! But I really do enjoy the moments I had with him. And Jessica. I’d like to get closer to them…I should relax and make this a great year…

Taeyeon started talking to Sunny, Sooyoung, Yoona, Yuri, and Seohyun. They all seemed to have a great time. Jessica and I started talking more often as well. We all enjoyed each other’s presence as time was going by. We hadn’t realized that we’ve been talking for hours so we decided to part ways.

After we separated, I arrived home. Since I live by myself I get quite lonesome sometimes…my parents are living in the US so communication is difficult. I lay down on my bed recollecting my thoughts as Taeyeon’s words appeared on my mind again. “Miyoung…I think I’ve fallen for you.” It’s still fresh on my mind! I couldn’t get it off my mind so I decided to take a little nap.

As soon as I was about to drift off to sleep, I felt someone’s arms wrap around my waist…and the warm feeling came back sooner than I expected…



 

A/N: Oh! Kinda short chapter this time...Sorry it was a little rushed! Suffering from frost bite...HAHA. Anyways! Taeyeon confessed! I finally put his POV which was fun to write~ :D What do you think so far huh? >:D

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gabiel #1
Chapter 15: please author-nim continue this story i really like this story of yours update soon
Swaggy_yeon15
#2
Chapter 15: author-nim... u will not update this anymore? T^T I just found it and I like it a lot
taeyeonaniya
#3
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LockLoyalist
#4
Chapter 14: re reading this again :D Hoping for the next update, I'll surely wait.
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xJennyySNSD #6
Chapter 15: Please continue I really like the story so far :)
daddyshark
#7
Aww.. the story was just starting to get better. Well, but they liked each other..so I'm happy. ^^ Good luck on your future works~
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#9
hwaitng author..
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taeng-you #10
is it a prank??