Why?

How can I smile again?...

They have arrived at the hospital.Hakyeon quickly run to the emergency room without waiting for s.

“Nuna!!!”Hakyeon calls his sister as soon he saw her.

“Hakyeon!!!”

“How is father?”Hakyeon was still worry about his father.

“I-I don’t know...he is still in the emergency room.Hakyeon-ah,I’m sorry.I was keep this in secret from you after all this time.Please don’t hate me for this reason. It was father’s request to me.”his nuna trying to tell something to Hakyeon.

“What do you mean,nuna?”

“Father...he had heart cancer since last year.It was stage four.I want to tell you about this so that you could spend your time for him but he..he don’t want you to worry about him.I’m sorry,Hakyeon.It was only you who still don’t know about this yet.”his nuna crying when she try to explain.

“W-what?Nuna,please tell me this is a joke.Stop joking around with me!!!”

“It is the true,son.I also want to say sorry.I know we have disappointed you but you have to accept it.Your father will no longer to stay live anymore.”his mother trying to comfort Hakyeon.

“Why?Why?Why!!!Now,I am a rebellious son.I don’t even care about my father.I am selfish.I always think about my future.And until now, I don’t know that my own father was...was sick.”a teardrop falling from Hakyeon’s eyes.

“Hyung,please..don’t talk like that.”Hyuk trying to comfort Hakyeon.

“Hyuk-ah.My father is sick after all this time and I never knew about this before.I didn’t spend my time with him for the last time.Now,he is in critical.I really want to make him happy at least once but now...I’m late.”Hakyeon starts to crying.He want to be strong but he can’t.

After 30 minutes...the doctor finally came out from the room.

“Who is Cha Hak Yeon?”the doctor asked.

“I am Cha Hak Yeon.Why?”

“Your father want to talk with you.He is in a critical now.I am sorry.We can’t save him.He want to see you for the last time.”said the doctor.

Hakyeon knocks the door before he enter.He saw his father was dying on the bed.

“Father...”

“Hak..yeon...my s-son..”his father calling his name with his weak voice.

“Yes.It is me.”Hakyeon hold his father’s hand tightly.

“Hakyeon...I...I want to say...sorry.I keep this...in secret.I want you...I want you to be...happy without worrying...worrying about me.”

“No father.You done nothing wrong to me.It was my fault.I am supposed to care about you.I am supposed to stay with you and spend time with you.But I didn’t.I am a bad son.I am a rebellious son!I always wanted to make you happy at least once but I’m not.”

“No...you’re wrong,son.You are m-my b-beloved son.You always make me happy...I’m glad...I’m glad to have a son..like you...Cha Hak Yeon...Cha Hak Yeon is my favourite son.He always make me smiles.Do you...do you remember?The moment you sing a song for me...during my birthday.You call me a hero.Your hero.I’m happy.My son called me as his hero.It is not only that...remember your first debut?You hugged me tightly and crying.You told me...that...you so happy.I’m happy when you happy...Hakyeon..I w-wish...you can sing that song to me...for the last time...”his father trying his best to keep breathing.

“Yes...I will grant your wish.”

When I am sad,

When I am alone,

You are always here with me...

You always make me happy when I am sad,

You always here when I’m need you...

You are my hero...you are my father...

There is no one in this world can replace you in my heart...

Thank you for being born as my father..

Without you...

I am not who I am now...

You are my hero...you are my father...

I love you,father...

“Thank you,Hak...Yeon...”that is the last word from his father before he could breathe for the last time.

“Thank you,father...”Hakyeon hugged his father tightly as if he don’t want to let go of him.

 

 

 
 

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As for the next chapter,I think I will update it this Friday.I'm still working hard on it here..so I hope that you can wait for it patiently.

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vixxchawir12 #1
Attention please!!!This is Chawir12.Now,I have open a new account that is this account,Vixxchawir12.I'm sorry for this surprise but I need to use this account instead of Chawir12 account because I have lost the account.I will continue to update in this account. You may continue to subscribe it in this account and unsubscribe for the older one.
Asynknsh93 #2
Chapter 27: Im crying at every chapter. And their memories about hakyeon. I know hakyeon will not break his promise. I hope they will get their leader back. Thank you authornim for this stories. And thank you for the update.
hazyras #3
Chapter 25: Nooooo :( I teared so many times after every chapter... its just too sad :( good writing of angst authornim! Can't wait to read the next few chapters :) and take ur time! :D
tutimeow #4
Chapter 26: its okay.. just take your time.. pay your attention for your study and your exam..
vixxcha #5
Chapter 26: dont worry..i'll wait..haha..take care and good luck for your exam ^^ fighting!!
vixxcha #6
Chapter 25: aww..poor hyukie..dont unlock the lock pad..T.T..i believe hakyeon will back to you and to vixx hyuk ah~~ahh, suddenly i miss hakyeon...tq for an update authornim ^^
Ghad20
#7
Hello ... Im anew reader here and i have a feeling that im going to like this :D