Memory(Hongbin)

How can I smile again?...

After he ends the call,he runs quickly to the place where Hyuk is.Finally,he arrives at the place and he tried to find where Hyuk is.He walks near to the shady tree as he saw a man that looks familiar to him. He is getting closer to that man.He heard the cries.He expects that man is Hyuk.

“Hyuk?”Hongbin calls.

That man slowly turns his head up and try to find where the voice come from.As he saw Hongbin’s face,his eyes open widely.

“Hyuk!”Hongbin calls again and this time he lets Hyuk in his hug.

“Hyung...”Hyuk cried.

“Ssh...ssh...it’s okay.It’s okay.I’m here.”Hongbin said and try to soothes him.

Hyuk cries as much he wants to in Hongbin hugs.He let out everything he keeps after all this time.Hongbin pats Hyuk’s head gently.What can he do is to let Hyuk be calm first. After 10 minutes,Hyuk finally has done crying.

“Hyuk-ah,can you please tell me what’s wrong?What is actually happen?”Hongbin asked.

“This.”Hyuk shows him the key.

“A key?What do you mean by this key?”Hongbin frowns as he is confused with the answers.

“2 years ago, it was just me and Hakyeon-hyung in the dorm that time meanwhile you guys were having your own schedules.We decided to go out for sightseeing together.We went to this place and to the lock trees. This key belongs to our lock pad.The lock pad is our promise.A promise that we will always be brothers forever and to stick together no matter what happen. Hakyeon-hyung said,if any of both of us has broken the promise, which mean is I have to unlock the pad.”Hyuk chokes to his words.

“I'm afraid,hyung.I'm afraid that if he is going to broke the promise.I was so afraid and worry.The lock pad contained a lot of our sweet memories in it.How can I accept the fact that he is going to leave us? He means a lot to me and it wasn’t easy for me to accept the reality that we are getting closer to be separated after a long time we have been together in this group.” Hyuk continues to talk.

“Hyuk-ah, I understand that feeling very well.I also feel the same as you feel now.I know it does pain a lot if he is really going to leave us but I believed.I believed that he will never leave us. He is a person that always keep his promise.He will never leave us.I trust him.Although he has been through to a lot of hardship,he is still strong enough to face it.I know that he had enough of all of this pain but he is just need time to be strong again.Time. That is the only thing he needs now.So,we have to give him times.”Hongbin said.

“What if he really is?”Hyuk asked.

“No,Hyuk. He will never do that.You do know that he loves us so much.I know that it is also difficult for him to decide.To leave the person that he loves the most for his own good is not easy. I believe that he will think carefully before he decides.Now,can you do the same like I did?To believe in him. Believe that he will never break his promise to us.”Hongbin asked.

“I will try,hyung.”Hyuk nods and said.

“Good.Come let’s go home now.I bet that our hyungs are worried about us.” Hongbin gives his hands to Hyuk to helps him to stands.

 

 

In the middle of the night,Hongbin could not sleep because he keeps thinking of what just happen that afternoon. He went to the kitchen for a drink.After he finished the drink,he walks to Hakyeon’s room.He opens the door and his eyes were focusing at the bed.He walks slowly and sits on the bed. He remembered the incident that just happens that afternoon.He sighs.

“Hyung,I do believe in you but I don’t know why.Why I always feel uneasy when I think about you,hyung?”Hongbin said to himself alone.

*Flashback*

A month before their first showcase,Hongbin was wandering alone.He was so tired and he had enough of his life as an idol. Hongbin was alone on the top floor of his company building.He cried alone.No one is with him that time.

“Why?Why?Why!!!”Hongbin shouted.

“I can’t go on anymore.”Hongbin said and continues to cry.

“Why must you give up?” suddenly a voice shocked him.

“Who is that?” Hongbin asks and turns back.He saw Hakyeon.

“It is me.”Hakyeon said and walks to Hongbin.

He pulls him into his hugs. Hongbin surprised to the sudden action but at the same time, he feels comfortable. Hongbin cried in his hugs.He really needs someone to stay with him.

“It’s okay,Hongbinnie.I’m here for you.I know it is hard.I understand that.Just let out everything you keeps in your heart to me.I will listen to it.”Hakyeon said and rubs Hongbin’s back.

“Hyung,can you help me?Can you tell me how to be strong in this matter?”Hongbin asked.

“You already are.You just need time,Hongbin.You don’t have to force yourself too much.About the practice, you don’t have to worry about that because you have improved a lot.Now,you just need to rest.You were just stress, Hongbin.It is nothing big at all.Please do not quit just because of that reason.Do you know why I said this to you? It is because I have already keep my eyes on you for a long time.I saw that you have improved a lot so why must you give up if you have shows the best to us,to our company and our fans.Please don’t waste your talents just like that.Next time,if you feel so hard or what,just find me and talk to me.I will always here for you.I will listen to your story.I am here was not just as a leader but also a brother.As your brother.Remember that.”Hakyeon said.

“Thank you,hyung.I know that I was wrong.Thank you for reminded me.You are the best hyung ever.” Hongbin said and smiled widely.Hongbin embraces him.

*End of flashback*

Hongbin cried.He cried because he feels useless.Why he feels useless?It is because Hakyeon was always with him when he is sad,stress or angry and yet he never did that to Hakyeon.

‘Hyung,I wish that I will do the same to you like you always did to me.’

 

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A/N:Hi...sorry for the late update.I'm really really sorry for that.This week is a very busy week to me.I hope this chapter is fine to you.Leave a comment if you don't mind to.

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vixxchawir12 #1
Attention please!!!This is Chawir12.Now,I have open a new account that is this account,Vixxchawir12.I'm sorry for this surprise but I need to use this account instead of Chawir12 account because I have lost the account.I will continue to update in this account. You may continue to subscribe it in this account and unsubscribe for the older one.
Asynknsh93 #2
Chapter 27: Im crying at every chapter. And their memories about hakyeon. I know hakyeon will not break his promise. I hope they will get their leader back. Thank you authornim for this stories. And thank you for the update.
hazyras #3
Chapter 25: Nooooo :( I teared so many times after every chapter... its just too sad :( good writing of angst authornim! Can't wait to read the next few chapters :) and take ur time! :D
tutimeow #4
Chapter 26: its okay.. just take your time.. pay your attention for your study and your exam..
vixxcha #5
Chapter 26: dont worry..i'll wait..haha..take care and good luck for your exam ^^ fighting!!
vixxcha #6
Chapter 25: aww..poor hyukie..dont unlock the lock pad..T.T..i believe hakyeon will back to you and to vixx hyuk ah~~ahh, suddenly i miss hakyeon...tq for an update authornim ^^
Ghad20
#7
Hello ... Im anew reader here and i have a feeling that im going to like this :D