Hiro pressed pause again, "Since Jay came back she has been singing more, a lot more. She's also been dancing and playing the piano more than she used to, probably because of you guys. But Jay sang this about a day after Kai told Jay that Chanyeol started dating that Wendy girl."

The others nodded and focused on the screen. Jay started playing sad love songs on her ipod. She sat on the piano bench and belted her heart out. Jay sang hyorin's "I chose to love you." She smiled while singing, remembering how much she loved him. 

The exo boys were stunned, they had never seen Jay sing so passionatly and full of emotion before, when she usually sang it was for fun and she was messing around and dancing like a fool. 

Then Ailee's song "goodbye my love" started playing. She sang with all of her heart, her eyes were closed, feeling the music. The more she sang the more emotional she sounded, less than half way through the song Jay started crying, but continued to sing. After the song ended they could hear Jay's soft sobbing as she got up to turn off the music and silently left the studio, wiping away her tears, the video ending

The boys had solemn looks on their faces

"I knew noona wasn't happy about hearing about Chanyeol hyungs girlfriend, but since she broke up with him I didn't know HOW upset she was. She never told us the reason." Kai said

Hiro sighed, "I'm not gonna lie, it was a pretty tough year for Jay. She was miserable, but she kept pushing on, she wanted to help people. She definitly doesn't regret going, but she says she wished she handled it differently."

the others nodded sadly, "what do you mean handled it differently?" DO asked

Hiro sighed again, "Jay said she would tell you guys, but I guess I will." Then he proceeded to tell the boys who story from the beginning

They were shocked, "why didn't she tell us!" Sehun yelled, he was mad.

Hiro shrugged, "She thought it'd be a cleaner break than suffering long distance, and then breaking up after a stupid fight or something.  You know how she is, she doens't like to be a burden.Which reminds me, I need to show you this video"He scrolled through the videos to one of the last videos filmed and pressed play.

In the video Jay sighed and sat down at the piano, opening the lid. She slowly started playing the song "impossible year" (by panic! at the disco) she sang while she played piano with her eyes closed. She again, sang her song out, the lyric completely describing how she felt for the last year. When the