Chapter Thirty-three:

The Dual Nature of Light
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“How was it?” Sungjin asks as I walk into his music lab. It’s the end of the first week of the new semester, and he’s already been drowning in work all week.

“It was not as bad as I thought it would be.” And that is not a lie. I’ve just had my first session with Dr. Choi’s this fine sunny day. I just got off radio with Jae two hours ago, and Sungjin and I had breakfast before he went with me to the counsellor’s office. Because that’s our thing now. We have an established routine.

Sungjin is sitting on the swivel chair looking warm and toasty. “That’s good to hear. Come here.”

I glance at the door just in case, but I don’t actually know how much I care about being caught right now. I fall into Sungjin’s lap and give him a quick kiss. “Can I nap here before my class starts?”

“Why do you keep taking morning classes after radio?” he asks, scrunching his nose and wrapping his arms around my waist.

“Because I’m most alive after radio.”

“You’re also most alive when you get enough sleep.”

“Hence, the nap.”

“But I can’t nap with you.”

“Don’t be silly, we can nap again.” Naps are amazing. Naps are real world equivalent of a musical rest. Why have I never paid more attention to rests before? Silence is just as important as sound. “Later.”

“Later you’re spinning at Catharsis.”

I laugh. “Oh yeah, that’s tonight. Tonight, when your band is also playing.”

“We’re going to be on the same stage. What a thought, huh.”

What a thought,

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Piiriimiirii #1
Chapter 33: IT WAS AMAZING
I CRIED
I RELATE TO KITTY KAT SO MUCH
I LOVE YOUR WRITING STYLE
IM A MESS
byeollie
#2
Chapter 26: okay its kinda funny but HOW COULD YOUUUUUU?! I was all giddy and happy in previous chapter, even squealing like a retarded whale because it was so heart fluttering and i feel like i was electrocuted at some points because the zoo in my stomach cant calm down but look what you do to me in this chapter. :(

on a serious note, what she's experiencing and feeling are somehow relatable. like how you feel like you're broken beyond any fixings so when someone willingly offer to hold your hand just can't bring yourself to accept them. for you have so many fears. fearing that you will somehow drive them away with your imperfections and flaw. fear that they will feel tired for being beside you. how they will find you annoying the moment they realized how fickle yourself in embracing life. how they might leave you amidst the journey of healing. in the end, it resulted you sending people off from your life. you yourself drive them away by creating gap. because you just can't convince that you can make them stay with you all the way. and that's really sad.
byeollie
#3
Chapter 25: you don't know how heart fluttering it is to read this chapter like the only i can say jsdkjahdkjalkdjlahdlkwjnkedhkjadlkqadk how??? this sungjin really one of the good if not best au sungjin i ever read. i mean might be the best fictional character ever exist too. and i've to say that im truly happy to log on to aff and found this story in updated list. its like one of the best thing happened these months lmao i can't wait to proceed to the next chapter. but now im feeling so fuzzy inside imma read this chapter again!
lyricalwritings
#4
Chapter 25: Hey Alex! Read this a while back and I must say this is one of the very first Sungjin fics I read and I'm so glad you decided to update again! This is well worth the wait :)
anniedrei #5
Chapter 25: Waaaaa. I can't explain why but i feel sungjin's hug too. This chapter feels so real for me.
These two deserve happiness.


Aaaaaand... and .. thank you for the update. This chapter is worth the wait. I'm serious.
anniedrei #6
Chapter 24: I really miss this and Junhyeok coming in to the story again
fluffybison #7
Chapter 24: i don't know when was the last time i read such a great fic... i just couldn't stop reading all of it in one go. i really hope there will be more chapters, you're amazing author-nim!!!
byeollie
#8
Chapter 24: i've been trying not to read this fiction because mainly it isn't complete but you know how life works, one day you wake up, you get day6's comeback and you just need more day6 fix. and i couldn't think anyone else could write about sungjin as beautiful as you so here i am, suffering the aftermath of this decision. :')
pyongpebbles #9
Chapter 24: Thank you for the update!! You make Jae sound just like how he always does when he speaks in English!!!
tough-cookie
#10
Chapter 24: You updated yayayay I missed this so much I'm actually reading this during Surgery class lol. Anyway, I don't have much to comment aside from that you are great (as always, i loved reading One Night Only, too) and that I'm looking forward to what happens at the music festival <3