Monday
6 days before departure...

We were curled up in the sofa this afternoon... In my place.. Watching a movie. I loved the feeling of Mingyu's arms around me. And I never want this to end... If only...
I looked at Mingyu, he was too engrossed in watching the film, his eyes sparkling, his lips curled up into a smile... That smile he always wears when he's with me.
Would it be wrong to say that I don't want to go on this trip anymore? I want him, and only him. But I have to go, I just have to, it's for my own good, for my future, I can't let everyone down...
I can't let him down.
Mingyu knows, I need this. He told me to go... He knows I'll come back. He knows I will...
No matter how hard it would be, no matter what obstacles will face us, I'll never let him go, I'll always love him.
No matter what.
He looked at me, still smiling, and he kissed my forehead. He always makes me feel good, he makes me feel loved, he makes me who I am. He is the reason why I exist... He's my soulmate... He's mine.
"Wonwoo..."
"Yes, baby?"
"Nothing... I just wish we'd always be like this."
I held his hand. "I'll be back soon, I promise."
"Just don't forget, I'm still here okay?"
I chuckled. "Don't worry, Gyu, I'll always remember and love you, every single day."
He smiled.

I know it's short, but I felt like I had to leave it like this, and IDEK why.

Anyways I've been really busy with writing the other chapters, and I did find out that there are only *deep breath* a few chapters left before this fic officially ends. I'm sorry. And thanks for supporting this lovely fic of mine.... I'll just save this for my speech at the end but anyways see you guys on the next chapters... ANNYEONG~~~~