I Want To Talk To You
FEAR[Flashback]
"You don't smile much, do you?" You asked, mindlessly sketching in your sketchbook as I finished off the last few paragraphs for our project.
I shrugged, "There's not much to smile about."
"Sure there is," you said with a nod, "everything's worth smiling about."
I didn't answer for a moment, staring blankly down at my fingers.
"Yeah, whatever." [End of Flashback]
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"Hey, Jiyong, what'd you get for question four?" Bom whispered, leaning closer to me from where she sat.
She smelled like vanilla; vanilla with accents of strong cinnamon. I didn't look up, shrugging.
"What about question five?" she asked persistently.
I shrugged again.
"Question six?"
I huffed in annoyance, sparing a glance at her worksheet to find it completely filled in.
"You already know all of the answers so why are you bothering me?" I spat out accusingly.
"Because," she said with a small sigh before leaning back into her seat, "I want to talk to you."
"Why?" I asked with a raised eyebrow, "Why would anyone want to talk to me? I'm boring. I'm screwed up. I'm not worth talking to."
"Yes you are," she said with a nod of reassurance, "You're not boring, you're not screwed up, and you're definitely worth talking to."
"How do you know I'm not boring? How do you know I'm worth talking to? How. Do. You. Know. I'm. Not. Screwed. Up?" I asked through
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