Here I am, the one who always want her back to my life, the one who love her more than I love myself but she’s the one who I hate the most, can i?

[Jiyong POV]

You never talked to me before, Dara, but for some unknown reason, you just one day decided to approach me.

I should've been suspicious, this was the first sign that something was wrong. I should've known better than to believe you when you said that you knew I was broken and that you were going to fix me.

I should've known ing better.

But I was naive, and I was lonely, and I didn't know ing better.

So I believed you.

And you betrayed me.

I hate you.

You had said you would fix me.

And you did.

For a little while, I was okay, and I was "fixed".

But then you decided that you didn't like that, that you didn't like me, and I was no longer okay.

I was no longer fixed.

I was broken again, only this time, more than before.

[FLASHBACK]

"You bore me," you said, staring at me with a blank face.

I didn't say anything, only staring down at my shoes, "I know."

"I don't want to do this anymore," you continued.

"I know."

"I don't think I can love you."

I didn't say anything, I didn't want to.

I was broken, I shouldn't have needed to say anything.

But I did.

I did anyways because that's what weak people d