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Taecyeon's POV

I was on my way to work as usual.My workplace is not very far from my house so i usually walk there.  I was turning the corner when someone suddenly crashed into me. The person had a coffee on one of his hand which fell all over my shirt and his from the crash. "i'm sorry i was in a hurry,i didnt see you there,are u okay?" he asked.I looked up ready to yell at whoever it was for being careless only to be surprised seeing my childhood freind nichkhun infront of me.

(Nichkhun,me and...him we were friends during school days.We shared everything together.Nichkhun had to leave for america right after high school which resulted in losing touch with us.)

Looks like he was also surprised as he had his mouth opened while staring at me"Taec?,i cant believe it.it's been so long man!"He said happily while trying to hug me.All i could manage to say was a weak "yeah"."wow, and on the very first week i came back to korea, always wanted to get in touch with you again anyway this is just great,how about we get our shirts somewhat cleaned and get a cup of coffee, sounds good?" "no, i cant..... my job i need to go" talking with him would only lead to all the things i wanted to forget i cant have that.... not now. "oh come on taec just take a leave for today,we used to be best buds ,werent we?". Ofcourse i should have known better than to say no to this man after alot of persuasion i gave up and let him drag me to a coffee shop.

"so how you've been? what are doing now?" . we hardly sat down on our chairs he started to bombard with questions " I've been good" i kept my replay short hopefully khun will understand that i'm not in a mood to talk right now."why are you being so gloomy in the morning? you used to be fun to be around"."you? what about you?" I asked him desperate to change the topic.thankfully he took the bait."Me? i've been good, i'm a photographer now just like ive always wanted. got bored of america so moved back here, wooyoung wanted to come back here anyway". Maybe he saw the confusion in my eyes,so he quickly added with a faint crimson glow on his cheeks " wooyoung is my boyfriend we've been together for 5 years now", "Oh yeah that reminds me HOW IS JUNHO? you guys are still together right?"

There it was the very same thing i was trying to avoid, god why are you so cruel?. Nichkhun looked at me waiting for an answer what am i supposed to do now?. "He's not here anymore" i squeaked out. "why did he leave? what happend?"  "he's dead nichkhun"  khun seems to be surprised of my sudden burst, I need to leave like right now.He suddenly grabed my hand when i tried to get up         " I'm sorry taec,i didnt know...oh  god!..  junho..why?... how?". May be it's because it's been so long ive been living holding everything down to myself.That was just the push needed for me to blurt everything out. I told him everything, how he was my everything,how an incurable disease suddenly stole him from me. My face was covered with tears when i finished i could feel khun hugging me telling me everything would be alright. But let's face it nothing would ever be alright. I felt sorry for khun he shouldnt be burdened with my problems. But i just needed to vent it's been so hard.