Guilt

Pareballes
Please Subscribe to read the full chapter
Taehyung didn’t know how, but he ended up walking through the dark streets of Seoul. Their neighborhood wasn’t particularly safe for strangers, but it was just fine if you lived there. He was wearing his thick boots, black wasted jeans and a plain white shirt. The wind was cold, but he didn’t even notice.

He lost himself in his own thoughts, being brought back to reality by an unfamiliar voice.

“Taehyung?” someone taunted him. He flicked his hands out at the mention of his name. “It’s just me, Taehyung” the owner of the voice tried to calm him down, but it didn’t change anything. He didn’t know who was speaking, and he certainly didn’t know the rest of men behind him.

“Who are you?” Taehyung asked, in a very polite tone.

“You really can’t tell?”  

He tilted his head, trying to figure it out, but he couldn’t tell no matter how hard he kept trying.

“Let me introduce myself” the middle-aged male walked one step forward, and unconsciously, Taehyung took one step back. He held his breath when his eyes found a handgun hidden between the man’s pants. “I am the person who gets the illegal pills for your sick brother” he explained. Taehyung gulped loudly, unable to speak.

“Ca-can I…” Taehyung cleared his throat. Maybe the reason why he was given such a deep voice was this moment. “Can I help you?” he finally spoke.

“Yeah, pay me back for the damn pills” Taehyung walked backwards, only to find the wall behind him. “If you don’t” the man smirked and gave Taehyung a pitiful pat on the head. “I’ll make sure your depressive brother ends up killing himself” he grinned, obviously pleased by his power.  

Taehyung knew what he meant. Nobody in Seoul could get those pills. They were illegal in Korea, and the only way to get them was if they were sent from America under a lot of legal procedures that costed way more than what they could afford.  He couldn’t take that risk.

The bunch of men left, but when they were only a few steps away from him, one of them came back and streteched out his hand, offering Taehyung a card. Maybe it was because Taehyung was scared, but he didn't look at him in the eye, and instead, he stared at a little, almost unnoticeable tattoo in shape of a 

“The boss says you can be useful.”

Taehyung wished he had thrown away the card, but instead, he carefully put it inside his pocket.

I might need it later, he thought.

The concept of living without a purpose was something unknown to Taehyung. His last few years had consisted of graduating middle-school and then graduating high-school while being a trainee. He knew he had to choose either school or training as a priority, and he decided to focus on improving his vocals and his dancing more than anything. He didn’t get amazing grades, and his teachers never learned his name, but Jin never complained saying that it was fine as long as he knew what he was pursuing.

And he knew it. He never doubted his one and only passion.

Please Subscribe to read the full chapter

Like this story? Give it an Upvote!
Thank you!
mintsuga93
[160315] I found a pretty good title for a novel but I literally have two unfinished what ;-;

Comments

You must be logged in to comment
MINSUGA2 #1
Its been years since i read this story and i got into ffs because of this. I cried whole night after reading it. It was an emotional roller-coaster. A/n, you and your writing are amazing. Every character has been portrayed so beautifully. It is one of the best story on aff. A/n, fighting!
ceciwis2 #2
Chapter 7: I just started reading this and I really love it so far
MINSUGA2 #3
Chapter 28: I am so happy that I found this story.. It is so well written and I cried so much but still felt happy. A/N THANK YOU for writing this ...
cloudsFLY09 #4
Chapter 28: hi! I love every single things of this story. you killed it *mic drop effect* . i'll be your fan from now! fighting!!!
Mei_Amethyst
#5
Chapter 27: I really loved the story Author-chan..!! Your writing skills are amazing the story captivated me. I'm a silent reader so that's why I commented on the last chapter hehe..This story was so touching and you described each BTS member so accurately. I hardly find stories like these which describe them so accurately. Congrats on writing such an awesome story~ I ended up finish the whole story in one day. Yes, I'm not exaggerating, it was THAT awesome..!! You have a new follower and subscriber~
mieyhyun
#6
Chapter 28: I need to say that you are really a great author. It's heartbreaking when Tae decided to end his life yet it so heartwarming when the others can move on and still remembering Taehyung as part of their life. anyway, good job author-nim. I should read this earlier...
flawlessey
#7
Chapter 28: It's really different other fics that i've read beforep. The characters as well are interesting. Each of them have their own story and it attracted me to read it and making me understand how they've felt. I love the skill you have in writing. I can say that I love this story so much!! Thank you for writing this fic with your whole heart. I hope you keep coming up with ideas, because they are most definitely a breath of fresh air to me. Keep it up!:)
leearasswi
#8
Annyeong~~~~ I already read this till the end and I loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee it very much!!!!!!! :) and I'm a fan of Oh My Girl too!!!!!! They are surely very cuteeeeeee and hard-working girls!!!! And I was crying like a mad person when I read that V's dead in here! I could say that he's my bias even if I'm not that sure!!!! Thanks for the great story author-nim!!! ❤️
KatYes
#9
Chapter 27: Hola author-nim! It wasn't exactly in one go and I still haven't read the epilogue yet, but I just have to stop here to write down, what I think about it. I'm so, so full of emotions right now, that it's making me crazy, actually! :D So if you want my honest reply? Your story is gold.
Like literally one of the most thoughtful, emotional, well-written and put-together stories out there. I'm totally in love wih the whole I Need U, Run, Butterfly, and-more-awesome-songs-afterwards era. (and there is actually a noisy storyline tucking at the back of my head since fire...). So this one is absolutely perfect! I love the way you made your own story out of the mysteriousness of the MVs. And it still is so unique! Nothing less than a masterpiece, if you ask me. Their actions fit the boys so well, and although you keep it focused on Namjoon and the OC, everyone get's his well deserved spot in the plot. I love the storyline with Jin, you really kept us on the edge there (although I would've wished for a little bit more tension at the end there ;) ). And this chapter just nailed it. Tae is my bias, so I really had a hard time reading those three words, but you put it together so, sooo well, that I just can't do other than give you my huge respect! Way to go! I seriously hope, you write more stories like this one - hell yeah, I can totally understand, why you can't let this story go, because I can't either. I can only recommend this story! It definitely is way underrated out there! ;) So keep the good work up!
Sorry for my rambling, but I still have the feeling I haven't done you good enough for keeping us entertained in such a high-quality way!
See you in the epilogue, then ;)
Besos,
~KY