Bad things

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 “So, you like rap?” Namjoon asked, and Jinsol fixed her school bag as she sat down next to him. She made herself comfortable and then she faced him.

“Not really” Jinsol took a sip of her drink. Namjoon thought it was crazy that she only had a smoothie for breakfast when she was actually great at cooking. “It was Youngjae who forced me to go” she explained.

 “So you didn’t like it?” he tried not to sound like he cared too much, even though he was actually curious about her answer.

She gasped in surprise and shook her head immediately.

“I never said that!” Namjoon smirked, pleased with her answer. “It was actually super cool. Like, the way you said it all, and you moved around stage, and all those feelings in your words….” she was talking and talking, moving one hand in the air as she spoke, saying every single word with excitement and something that sounded like pride.

Namjoon couldn’t hide his surprise, and she stopped talking in such a loud voice.

“It was cool” she gave him a thumbs up.

Namjoon took out his mp3 and he put it in her hands before he helped her with the headphones. She blinked, obviously confused.

He didn’t say anything else. He just tucked behind her ear a strand of hair that was messy because of the headphones. “Yoongi asked me to show you this. He needs an opinion” Namjoon explained. She nodded slowly, trying to process the proximity between them. He didn’t seem to notice, but it was kind of bothering her.

“I don’t know about rap though” she confessed.

“That’s the point” he chuckled at her naivety, but she didn’t listen, because she was already immersed in their music.

She was so concentrated on listening, that she kept moving her lips, and she occasionally followed the rhythm of the melody with her head. It was fascinating how she was so focused on something as simple as listening to a song. She was probably the kind to give it all no matter what.

 

The tomorrow we’ve been waiting for becomes the name of yesterday at some point, tomorrow becomes today, today becomes yesterday, tomorrow becomes yesterday and is behind me.

Life isn’t about living along but living through; as you live through, you’ll disappear someday, if you keep spacing out, you’ll be swept away, if you ain’t no got the guts, trust.

It’ll all become yesterday anyway so what’s the use? I wanted to become happy and strong but why am I getting weaker? Where am I going? I’m going here and there but I always come back here. Yeah, I’ll probably flow somewhere, is there an end to this maze?

 

When the song was over, she gave the headphones back to Namjoon. She wanted to ask something, but hesitated a few times.

“What is it?” he questioned.

She stayed silent before she managed to speak.

“He really wrote this?” she looked amazed, to say the least. And she was. The lyrics were still echoing in her mind, once and twice, and all over again. She wondered how, someone who’s actually so young, could be capable of giving advices through his music like that. She found it admirable.

“We both did. What do you think?”  

“You too?” she ignored his question, surprised by the fact that he also wrote that song.

He smirked in sarcasm. He was kind of offended.

“Yeah, me too. “

She didn’t say anything for a while, instead, she distracted herself with her skirt. Jinsol was never the kind to feel jealous or envious, even though she never thought of herself as someone talented. But until now, she had never met someone who could do something as impressive as composing a meaningful song.

Sure, a lot of people were good at writing books, or playing an instrument and stuff like that, but she had never been that close to someone that talented. It was always

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MINSUGA2 #1
Its been years since i read this story and i got into ffs because of this. I cried whole night after reading it. It was an emotional roller-coaster. A/n, you and your writing are amazing. Every character has been portrayed so beautifully. It is one of the best story on aff. A/n, fighting!
ceciwis2 #2
Chapter 7: I just started reading this and I really love it so far
MINSUGA2 #3
Chapter 28: I am so happy that I found this story.. It is so well written and I cried so much but still felt happy. A/N THANK YOU for writing this ...
cloudsFLY09 #4
Chapter 28: hi! I love every single things of this story. you killed it *mic drop effect* . i'll be your fan from now! fighting!!!
Mei_Amethyst
#5
Chapter 27: I really loved the story Author-chan..!! Your writing skills are amazing the story captivated me. I'm a silent reader so that's why I commented on the last chapter hehe..This story was so touching and you described each BTS member so accurately. I hardly find stories like these which describe them so accurately. Congrats on writing such an awesome story~ I ended up finish the whole story in one day. Yes, I'm not exaggerating, it was THAT awesome..!! You have a new follower and subscriber~
mieyhyun
#6
Chapter 28: I need to say that you are really a great author. It's heartbreaking when Tae decided to end his life yet it so heartwarming when the others can move on and still remembering Taehyung as part of their life. anyway, good job author-nim. I should read this earlier...
flawlessey
#7
Chapter 28: It's really different other fics that i've read beforep. The characters as well are interesting. Each of them have their own story and it attracted me to read it and making me understand how they've felt. I love the skill you have in writing. I can say that I love this story so much!! Thank you for writing this fic with your whole heart. I hope you keep coming up with ideas, because they are most definitely a breath of fresh air to me. Keep it up!:)
leearasswi
#8
Annyeong~~~~ I already read this till the end and I loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee it very much!!!!!!! :) and I'm a fan of Oh My Girl too!!!!!! They are surely very cuteeeeeee and hard-working girls!!!! And I was crying like a mad person when I read that V's dead in here! I could say that he's my bias even if I'm not that sure!!!! Thanks for the great story author-nim!!! ❤️
KatYes
#9
Chapter 27: Hola author-nim! It wasn't exactly in one go and I still haven't read the epilogue yet, but I just have to stop here to write down, what I think about it. I'm so, so full of emotions right now, that it's making me crazy, actually! :D So if you want my honest reply? Your story is gold.
Like literally one of the most thoughtful, emotional, well-written and put-together stories out there. I'm totally in love wih the whole I Need U, Run, Butterfly, and-more-awesome-songs-afterwards era. (and there is actually a noisy storyline tucking at the back of my head since fire...). So this one is absolutely perfect! I love the way you made your own story out of the mysteriousness of the MVs. And it still is so unique! Nothing less than a masterpiece, if you ask me. Their actions fit the boys so well, and although you keep it focused on Namjoon and the OC, everyone get's his well deserved spot in the plot. I love the storyline with Jin, you really kept us on the edge there (although I would've wished for a little bit more tension at the end there ;) ). And this chapter just nailed it. Tae is my bias, so I really had a hard time reading those three words, but you put it together so, sooo well, that I just can't do other than give you my huge respect! Way to go! I seriously hope, you write more stories like this one - hell yeah, I can totally understand, why you can't let this story go, because I can't either. I can only recommend this story! It definitely is way underrated out there! ;) So keep the good work up!
Sorry for my rambling, but I still have the feeling I haven't done you good enough for keeping us entertained in such a high-quality way!
See you in the epilogue, then ;)
Besos,
~KY