Remember you promised…

Arasso, he replied blandly, Jonghyun was still in a dazed after what happened yesterday, after she left and said goodbye. 

Hyung, lets get through this ok? Jung shin was trying to cheer him up after learning what happened to him and Seungyeon.

They were going on in a few hours and were on their final sound check but Jonghyun was numb with what was happening around him. It was not that he didn't care, he did. So much that his mind and body wasn't processing everything at once. He was in shock, and all of s were preparing for the incoming casualties once he finally understands the gravity of what he lost. When, they could not know, How, they could not imagine.

Kahmsamnida London! You are one awesome crowd! Yonghwa addressed the crowd.

But before we call it a night with our final song, I think would be fitting if we would do one cover from your hometown, ok? Minhyuk said.

All four of them looked at each other and Jonghyun started to play the guitars chords. Surprising the crowd he stopped midway and spoke to them, he was taking his chance maybe she was here and it was worth a shot than nothing at all.

I’m sorry, I miss you, and Ill always be here, waiting.

He started strumming again and began to sing the song that hopefully would touch her heart enough and bring her back to him. 

When the rain is blowing in your face,

And the whole world is on your case,

I could offer you a warm embrace

To make you feel my love.

When the evening shadows and the stars appear,

And there is no one there to dry your tears,

I could hold you for a million years

To make you feel my love.

I know you haven't made your mind up yet,

But I will never do you wrong.

I've known it from the moment that we met,

No doubt in my mind where you belong.

I'd go hungry; I'd go black and blue,

And I'd go crawling down the avenue.

No, there's nothing that I wouldn't do

To make you feel my love.

The storms are raging on the rolling sea

And on the highway of regret.

The winds of change are blowing wild and free,

You ain't seen nothing like me yet.

I could make you happy, make your dreams come true.

Nothing that I wouldn't do.

Go to the ends of the Earth for you,

To make you feel my love

To make you feel my love

Kahmsamida London, Goodnight!

She never showed up.

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Great work Seungyeon! You should really consider pursuing this field, Im pretty sure Korea’s publications would benefit from your talent. 

Thank you Professor, it really means a lot, but you and I both know that it'll be pretty hard on me if I juggle everything all at once, I take my work very seriously and I wouldn't want to compromise either.

Ah yes, but maybe you could try collaborations instead? Or perhaps find an outlet to continue your creative pursuits.

Yes of course professor surely Ill try to find a way, maybe through social media, my sns or a blog maybe.

Your coming back next week right? Best of luck then, give me a ring when you're back here ok?

Seungyeon nodded, it has been 3 weeks and the course has finally come to an end. She has learned so much and London has been so good to her, despite the bumpy start. After finally packing her stuff in her suitcase for Mondays trip back to Seoul she was going to meet up with Hiro tonight for a farewell dinner. Contrary to what everyone around them thought  Hiro and Seungyeon agreed to be friends, nothing more than that. He knew she was healing and he wanted to be there for her.

Ping, ping, ping. Seungyeons phone was beeping non stop after turning her phones wifi back on.

Someone’s being missed a lot back home, Hiro said.

Andweeee oppa, its just my friends Amber and Seulgi they've been asking when would I be back, I think they're organising a Welcome back party/ get together but Im not sure if Im up for it.

Come on Seungyeon you'll be suffering from a severe case of jet lag by then so I suggest a glass of wine and good company would help you get through it. 

Arasso, Ill go then, you've always been a great help oppa, Im sure going to miss London a lot, don't get me wrong I love  Seoul, my family, friends, work, and life is there but…

it was where you had your heart broken too right? Hiro added.

Seungyeon gave a slight nod and smiled shyly. But its all about new beginnings right?

Of course Seungyeon, but a little piece of advice? Don't shut yourself out too much arasso? I know Seoul has taken so much from you but it gave you a lot back too didn't it? Coincidence or not remember we are but our own puppets of our subconscious desires. Maybe you had to go through that because you deserved something more, something bigger. Fighting Seungyeonah. Move forward you now have a clean slate ahead of you.

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Stop it Stop it Stop it! Yonghwa said

You wouldn't get anywhere just by checking her SNS Jonghyun its pointless,it doesn't do any good.

I know but i couldn't help it ok I want to know what she’s thinking, where she is, when she’s coming back.

Well stop on the thoughts then and start on the action, plan,strategize,pave your path back to her. Remember you got into this mess because you got too lazy and complacent.Now is the time to thrive hyung, you have to triple your efforts and exhaust all means possible. Min hyuk remarked, he was always the rational and wise one in the group even for someone so young.

Arasso, thats why Im talking to her Dad tomorrow. Jonghyun told them with a straight face.

You are what? All three of them talked at the same time,you are craaaaaazy! I mean we get it but her appa? Goodluck with that, don't you want to take baby steps first? 

Nope lets rip the bandaid off.

Well best of luck then hyung, this time you might just get your arm ripped too.