The morning after

In your eyes

------------------------ 6weeks after-----------------------------------

 

Dugudugudud….Dugududugdug…

 

Loud thuds were coming off from Seungyeon’s door which alarmed her deeply. She hurriedly took the mop at the side of her door and checked her cctv screen carefully on who was causing this ruckus late at night. A trickle of cold sweat from her forehead was now coming down on her face as her suspicions of incoming danger was confirmed. A large hooded man was within the cameras view and he was with another man wearing a black cap who was aggressively pounding the door. Ottoke she thought, Seungyeon could feel panic washing over her, who should she call for help?! She was busy trying to hold her phone from her shaking hand while desperately trying to think of someone to dial over the phone and ask for help. 

 

She suddenly heard a familiar voice that somehow helped ease things down.

Seungyeonaaaaah open up, Seungyeonaaaaaaaaaah please help us out!

 

It was….

 

Seungyeonssi thank you for helping me out and sorry to disturb you at this hour but he really insisted on coming here. He isn't like this you know. But with the alcohol seeping in and with his athletic strength combined I cannot help but succumb to what he wants in fear that Ill be his judo dummy in his intoxicated state. I really didn't expect that we would end up here though and cause such a scene…Bianne Seungyeonssi…

 

His manager.

 

He was busy apologising for him while Seungyeon could only nod her head in dismay after seeing him like this, She was in the kitchen preparing a wash basin to cool him down. He was so red and flushed from the alcohol that she couldn't help but be worried for him, clearly he tried to drown his sorrows away, more than he could possibly handle.

 

This ahjussi really...

 

Amidst the chaos a ping from the managers phone snapped them back to the situation that was looming over them.

 

He looked down on his phone and he couldnt help but curse from what he had just read.

 

Crap! Dispatch is on its way he said, the company is advising that he should stay where he is right now for a stakeout until this dies down apparently someone tipped them off that he was out tonight and was a little bit off the rails than he used to be. Aiiiiish Jonghyunsssi you really are something, ottoke I have to go home and check on my mom though and lugging him around would definitely slow me down and allow that little error in time for those pesky journalists to take pictures. Ottokeeeeee….

The panic in the voice of Jonghyuns manager was undeniable and seungyeon couldnt help but sympathize with his current state.

 

Seungyeonaaaaaaah… Jonghyun was in an odd state of disorientation and trance while trying to call out for her. He was now leaning back against her sofa slightly more oriented than when he came in earlier…. Seungyeonaaaaaaaaaah….

 

Yaaaaah Lee Jonghyun! Get yourself in the shower and sort things out! His managers booming voice filled the room,he clearly was so stressed over the situation that he was pacing back and forth in Seungyeons living room. Chinchaaaaa I must be going craaaazy, why why does this have to happen, yaaaah Im going to lose my job for sure.

Seungyeon calmed him down and tried to talk some sense to him. They both then decided that the best plan probably would be that Jonghyun would stay in her apartment for the night and would unfortunately be his stakeout place and that managernim should go back to get him once rumours and him being a hot topic would die down.

 

Silence wrapped the room once managernim left her place. They were both sitting on her sofa, a couple of spaces apart. His head down and her head facing straight on towards the wall.

 

Bianne about your door Seungyeonsshi... Bianne about this whole thing and mess that I got you into. I cant seem to do things right anymore. Jonghyun gloomily said.

Seungyeon slowly faced him and calmy addressed the situation at hand.

 

Arasso! We cant do anything about that anymore, just get a good nights sleep and hopefully you'll be out of here by tomorrow and a scandal wouldn't break loose.

Her voice had an unexpected edge to it, Jonghyun could only bow his head down for disappointing her yet again. Seeing this Seungyeon felt bad and tried to appease him by saying

forget about tonight, tomorrows a new day lets hope that it would be a good one. And Oppa? if you want you can use the ipod and the dock to help you sleep better because for sure you'll be grinding your teeth tonight.

 

Deh kahmsamnida seungyeonah sleep well. She called me oppa again after the longest time. Jonghyun couldn't help but fall asleep that night with a fluttering feeling that maybe tomorrow would indeed be a good and new day.

 

Jonghyun found himself awake at 4 am extremely thirsty and hungover, he went over to the kitchen and poured himself a glass of water and borrowed a couple of aspirins from seungyeons medicine cabinet.

 

He was about to finish washing up when he heard her

“Aniiiii, Anniiiiiii, this isn't right, Ommmmaaaaaa, Apppaaaaa,, Yaaaaaah, Somebody help me, help, heeeeeeelp!”

She was crying. Her face covered in sweat, She was devastatingly beautiful and helpless. In  a matter of seconds Jonghyun found himself invading Seungyeons space yet again, he was on her bed desperately trying to wake her up from her nightmare, she was stiff and tense as a rock. Night paralysis and tremors he told himself are the worse.

 

Suddenly She finally opened her eyes and she looked directly at him, they were staring at each other suspended in time for a moment. Her with fear in her eyes and him full of affection and longing to erase that fear away. Overwhelmed with relief from escaping the nightmare that she has been through she impulsively found herself taking a big breath and immediately buried herself in his chest finding solace, hugging him tightly and anchoring herself in the secure reality that he brought.

 

He held the terrified seungyeon tightly saying all over again

its okay im here kinchana Im not going anywhere Ill be here Im here seungyeonaaah. I wont leave you while rubbing circles on her back and slightly patting her head.

He slowly rocked her and sang a song until he felt that her breath slowed down and she was asleep again. He laid her down on her bed, swept off the hair from her face and tucked her in. She was beautiful and he couldnt help but wish that she would be his.

 

Just when he stood up to walk back outside she heard him call out with a strained voice saying

Oppa please don't leave me even just for today....

 

So he cautiously went back and cupped her in his embrace as she slept. As the sun was rising at 6 in the morning and a calm seungyeon slept in his arms he couldn't help but feel and think that he could have had this, more importantly he stills wants this. 

 

Seungyeon was stirring from her sleep she found herself extremely comfortable snuggling against his chest and smelling his scent she snuggled closer. She could feel his warm hand swiping off the hair on her face, just like he used to. Suddenly a warm kiss on her forehead made her heart flutter and find comfort that she was home. She snapped her eyeso open and she immediately saw him, this isn't a dream. When her light brown eyes met his, she couldn't help but melt at the tenderness that it conveyed. But as the suns rays illuminated his face, that reminded her of the memories that they shared and lost. The first morning that they woke up beside each other and all the othe moments that were lost and wasted she couldn't help but be torn and alarmed that such feelings are rushing back in easily and hastily. She pulled back, turned away from him and sat up apologising to him profusedly. What just happened? What is happening she was asking herself.

 

Bianne oppa, I didn't mean too….

 

Seungyeonah…

 

Its ok, I am happy to be here.

 

Hi guys Im sorry if I havent been updating, Ive been quite busy,confused, and uninspired on how should I finish this story.But alas the hiatus has brought forth a new motivation for me to write (and seeing other fanfics too...Ive been hungrily reading them as well^^ so please keep writing). Im glad to tell you that I have finished a rough draft of the last chapter, its just that I couldnt upload it because I havent made the ones leading to it yet.Anyways I really hope that youll like this chapter, leave comments please!

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02Heyjudd #1
Chapter 17: Why making it so heartbreaking ...Not a typical story or fanfic but rather more of a heartbreaking poem...
Writing skills was undeniably good... but the stOryline was just so vague... not established that well... (so many monologues) not really getting the point of why the characters have to be so hard to oneself and to the counterpart... Not really getting the parts of 'monologues' every chapter...
If this is the end... Many thanks for the effort.
But if you stil intend to continue further.... I don't think it would be that remarkable...
evasufian #2
Chapter 17: Dear author. Is this the end of your story? Gosh I adore you story . It's like a reading poetry.
katsukatsu21 #3
hi guys thanks for reading along and sticking with my story! ive been following some of your stories as well keep it up! lets cheer each other on and keep on writing!
suri65 #4
Chapter 17: Dear author welcome back. Happy because you decided to upload your story but unhappy because it is not what i hope for. I really want them to be together . Ayway tq for writting such a good story. You really are a good wrtter a d your story brought tears to my eyes
akosilababo7 #5
Chapter 17: keep it up ms./mr. author.
reinaadviento #6
Chapter 17: Wow this chapter is so emotional and deep... Wow ~~~
poetz31 #7
Authornim... i know you must be busy but i hope you still want to continue this story, i am waiting for your update. I like this story because the feeling is so deep... and i ever had same feeling like seungyeon in here. I want to know how the ending will be between them... ofcourse i always like happy ending but this is your story and i trust your imagination :) whatever it is it will be a good story hehe
evasufian #8
Chapter 16: I bet it's the pilot kekekke, I'm waiting for jonghyun to work hard on getting her back, thanks for the update!!!!!
poetz31 #9
Chapter 16: Okay... so this misterious oppa is clearly has a feeling with seungyeon but are they in relationship or not? Hhhhmmmm who could be the 'oppa'? Maybe Yoo Ah In? Or her pilot friend from chap 1? This is going to be interesting, i want to know how jonghyun try to win her heart again... i hope seungyeon will see his true heart <3