'Restless. You're restless. And I've tried to understand the way you think but I can't. And I've tried to help myself from feeling this way but can't. I don't pay attention to anything but when I see you it's like I can't get my eyes off of you. But I can't make you understand. You just run away, Kim Yebin! And I try to run away with you but it's like you're blind.There's nothing for me to offer you, just my heart but it's not enough'. I opened my mouth, breathed in some air to answer, but he turned and began walking. What is this feeling? I can't breathe. I have to run away. 

Kim Joonmyeon exited the room holding a girl, as she kissed his neck. ‘I’ll se you next week’, she told him kissing him in the lips, and right then he lifted his head and saw me. It’s like time stopped right in that very second, he pushed her aside, she left a small squeak of terror. ‘Yebin’, he gasped. I was mute. I had forgotten how to speak, I had forgotten my own name. ‘I should go now’, the girl said. I held her arm. ‘I’m sorry you had to find out this way that I’m such an idiot. I guess that’s what he told you, because you don’t look like you didn’t know about me’, I said. She lowered his head, shook my arm to let herself go and left. I took a deep breath, took out the keys to his house and dropped them on the floor. ‘I don’t want to know anything about this. I don’t want to hear from you until I feel I’ve healed enough. You have no idea what you just did to me: you think you just had some fun while I was away, and that when I’d be back I would never, ever know. Don’t worry, I’m not telling anyone why we broke up. But this is over’. Joonmyeon walked towards me, and grabbed my shoulder. ‘Yebin please…’, he began. I took his hand and moved it away from me. 

'It's like everything's fine when I get your help, really'. She smiled. Zhang Yixing would have given his entire life to hold her and confess all his feelings for her. 'Why can't you see the way I feel, Kim Yebin?'. 

'I run. I run because I don't want to deal with things right now. Not now, not tomorrow, not ever. I don't know if what I do makes me a coward, you know? I miss my family and the people I left, but I just can't seem to be myself when I'm back home'. Yixing tilted his head, they have been together for a week now, he'd eventually would have to make calls to let his family know he was alright, but there was something that kept him away, away from his usual clumsy self. Some sort of enchantment, some sort of magnetism on her aura... 

'Let's just run away again', he shrugged, grabbing his brown bag, taking out some of the lucky charms his girlfriend had given him. 

'Why do you walk with me, Zhang YIxing? Don't you have things to do here?', I asked him, looking over his shoulder, as he was cheking his weibo account. He turned his head, and his mouth laid close to mine. 'I don't know', he said simply. 'I mean I have things to do, right? But not now'.