Chapter 10: Loving both sides
Can you?-Na Eun Pov-
I laid on my bed thinking and thinking.
"When Jimin kissed me, do I like him? When Jungkook walked away from me, do I feel sad and lonely because I like him?"
My head aches thinking about who I am liking.
The worst choice I could EVER imagine: asking me to choose one of them.
How could I? I realised I loved both of them, I want both of them.
"." I cursed under my breath.
I ran out of my house to get some fresh air, and some time to think about my feelings.
Jimin's words rang in my head.
"That I couldn't have you all to myself, and only myself."
When I concentrate at one, I lost sight of the other.
Both of them are so precious to me, I don't want to lose them.
I walked towards the park, a place where I can really sit down and think.
There I saw two people at the bench. Jimin and Jungkook talking.
I called out to them, and both of them responded.
Just then, Jungkook stood up and walked towards me, before Jimin did.
Both of them stood in front of me, but I focused at Jungkook.
I saw his hands and I noticed the knuckles were bleeding.
I took his hand with concern, but he pulled back.
"Na Eun ah." He called.
I looked up at him, in his eyes,
Before I heard the thing I never wanted to hear.
"Choose between one of us."
My eyes opened wide and I stood back.
I could feel my hands shaking.
Jungkook placed his hands on my shoulders.
"Answer me please, Na Eun."
I shook my head and looked down.
"I can't."
With that, I ran away, ran away physically, but at the end of the day, I knew I had to give an answer. There is no way out.
-next morning-
I woke up to the sound of the alarm clock.
I went to check my phone.
3 missed calls and 1 message.
I opened it and all of it was from Jimin.
Jimin:
Na Eun ah, you ran away suddenly, I tried to call you but you did not pick it up. Rest well today okay? I'll come and pick you up tomorrow.
I put my phone down and went to wash up and put on my uniform.
I grabbed my bag and left the house, with no appetite of eating breakfast.
I saw Jimin standing outside waiting for me.
He walked towards me with a smile and put his arm around mine.
"Let's go"
I smiled at
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