I know this isn't an upate but I wanted to take this time in honor of Junu's late father =[
We all know how much Junsu loved his father and I'm sure all of you are just as pained as I am over this loss. 
It hurts to see someone you care about in pain, but it hurts even worse to lose someone you love more than anything.
I find it rather ironic that this fic that I'm writing with Junsu as the lead character is about love and losing love.
It breaks my heart to know that Junsu is actually crying tears in real life right now, and not just in fanfics.
I, personally, have not stopped crying for near the entire night.
That's strange, right?
Not really.
I'm sure I speak for all hottests when I say that I truly wish Junsu good thoughts, even in a difficult time such as this.
I hope that this horrible start to a new year turns into something more beautiful because our panda oppa deserves that.
I know what it's like to not get to say goodbye to someone and I know it hurts, so Junsu....please stay strong.
If you stay strong for your hottests, then we can stay strong with you.

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