The bus was waiting for us. I was the first one to arrive. I was cold and I got sick from sleeping outside. I didn't want to talk to anyone.
I got on the bus and sat alone on the first round.
Everyone else came after me.
Jungkook hurried inside and saw me.
-Where were you? He asked me.
-I just went out.
I started coughing.
V was the next to get on. He saw me white as a ghost.
-Are you okay? He asked me.
I didn't answer him.
He added embarrassed :
-Don't forget our practice.
I didn't even look at him. I was grabbing my shirt tightly from the cold.
He went to the back round and sat.

The bus brought us to the airport. I felt like ice. I didn't bring any warm clothes and that was the result of my mistake.

As I was heading off to the airplane, Jungkook came behind me and put his coat on my back.
-Don't get cold anymore. He said as he smiled and caressed my hair.
I blushed.
Jungkook was always so nice to me but I couldn't do much for him.
When I got on the plane, I had to sit next to V, what I didn't want at all.
Sera looked bad also to let me sit next to him so I got in idea.
-Sera-ah , do you want to change seats? 
She looked at me surprised.
-Why would I accept that? She asked me as she lifted up an eyebrow.
-You have nothing to lose.
She looked hesitant and then she looked at V.
-Okay I accept it.
She went next to V as I went to sit next to Jungkook.
V looked at her weirdly.
-What are you doing here? He asked her.
-We changed sits with Jiyeon-ah.
-Why?
-Because she wanted to sit next to Jungkook.
-Why did you accept to change sits?
-I had nothing to lose.
V looked annoyed.

Jungkook looked at me surprised.
-What are you doing here?
-Me? Nothing.. Just admiring the view?
He laughed.
-You really are a sasaeng!
-Hey!! I screamed as I turned red.
He laughed harder.
Everyone looked at us.
I apologised to everyone.
-Don't tease me like that!! I shouted quietly to Jungkook.
He smiled.

We arrived to the Incheon Airport one hour later.
I got off the plane with Jungkook. He helped me to take my stuffs.
-Taehyung Oppa!! Sera screamed.
She didn't see V anywhere.
I tried not to pay attention but I couldn't.
I still felt worried.
Suga suddenly got a message from V. It said that he's already left. So everyone decided to leave too.
-Want me to accompany you? Jungkook asked me.
-It's okay Jungkook-ah.. I can go by myself.
-Okay.He said as he winked and he left.
I started coughing. My cold wasn't any better. 
I walked slowly back home.
I didn't feel happy. I was sad..
I'd have wished to never have heard what V told to Hyorin.
My heart was broken. I just wanted to focus on something else but I couldn't.
I hated my heart for loving someone like him.
On my way, I started hitting my heart.
"Why do I even love you!?" I wish I had never fell in love with you!" How am I even supposed to forget you!?" 

I arrived home tired and broken. But as soon as I arrived, I had to go back to the practice room.
I didn't care about my clothes or hair. I just got out messy. So messy that I even overheard people complaining about my look.

I arrived at the practice room after 15 minutes.
V was aleady there.
He looked at me coldly.
-Finally. He said.
I ignored him. 
-Let's start with the dance. He added.
I went next to him and we started dancing.
After only 20 seconds it was a catastrophy.
-What are you doing!? He shouted.
-Sorry I'll do it again..
We started all over again at least 5 times.
V stopped the music angrily.
-Seriously can't you just consentrate!? Are you so un-skilled!? 
I knew I was the one at fault. The only thing I could do was apologising.
-Let's do it again a last time.
He the music again.
I started dancing but I felt weak. I felt so weak that.. I fainted in V's arms. 
He looked at me surprised and worried.
-A-are you okay? Are you hurt? 
-Yes.. I'm okay.. I tried to stand up again but I just fell on him again. 
He putted his hand on my forehead.
-You're burning. You can't continue like this. Let me take you home, I'll talk to your mom.
I grabbed his shirt and shook my head. 
-N-no one is at home. I'll go alone..
I stood up slowly and walked out weakly.
V ran after me.
-You can't go home like this! He shouted worried.
-Dont' worry about me..
He sighed and he slowly kneeled down.
-Get on my back.
-N-no..
He looked at me mad. He suddenly grabbed my arm and pulled me on his back.
I started moving so he'd let me go.
-Aish stop moving! You're already so heavy don't make it harder!
-Then let me go! 
-Shut up! 
I eventually stopped moving and talking. I just held his neck tightly. "Just today..." I thought.
I could smell him and touch him. My heart was beating. And I wished this moment could last forever...