Chapter 17

Kangta felt the man pressing him against the wall, the hands roaming around his body and the kiss deepening. He moaned softly to the cavern, hands eagerly undressing Eric from his ugly stage outfit (A/N: Shinhwa didn’t look that cool in that year’s MAMA LOL). They kept kissing, not wanting to break it off after months of yearning.

Eric pulled off the long jacket Kangta always wore, and let it go around them, before he returned to the belt and started unbuckling it. The younger man descended Eric’s pants a little, reciprocating the wet and passionate kiss, where their hands were removing the easiest piece of clothing.

Kangta ed Eric’s shirt, cracking his eyes open when he saw a figure standing at the door. He gasped, closed his eyes for a second and pushed Eric away from him.

“Chilhyun ah…? What is it?” Eric asked confused.

“Someone was there…watching us…” the leader of Shinhwa turned his head at the doorway panicked, but saw no one. “Do you think it was…?”

Eric felt his heart skipping a beat.

“You think…Pilkyo…?”

Kangta nodded, hands gripping the hem of his shirt nervously.

“Oh god if he saw…”

“Why are you getting scared? You and him aren’t dating?” Kangta questioned because he was interested.

Eric panted putting his clothes on fast and strode out of the room to find Hyesung. Kangta followed him suit and tried to find the main vocalist.

                Hyesung was back at his own seat when Kangta and Eric finally found him – well, they hadn’t really searched him for that long since they had checked this room first. He was talking to the other members, seemingly fine; he was smiling, laughing and happy, when suddenly Kangta gasped.

“Ji…Jihoonie,” the best friend of the vocalist was serious, but when he saw Kangta, he grinned. “Why…why are you here?” he stuttered, hugging the guy.

Eric flashed a smile to the two of them and then walked to s, glancing at Kangta one last time before Andy caught his attention and they started talking about their prize.

Hyesung felt uncomfortable twirls inside of his guts when Kangta and Eric commenced undressing. He had thought that they were all about …violence…and friendship, but now he saw how much the relationship had meant to both of them. It was love.

The main vocalist couldn’t handle the truth, and just backed from the room, head bowed, and walked away from them like it was the best thing to do to say goodbye. He wouldn’t tell Eric; he wouldn’t tell the members; he wouldn’t tell Kangta what he saw.

He would just let Eric go.

“Pilkyo!”

“Jihoon? What are you doing in here?”

“Oh, Eric called me and said that it would be awesome if I was here for Chilhyun,” the man with gorgeous lips laughed. “I won’t even ask you why you are here.” He added.

Hyesung nodded, hands in his pockets, and tried to smile.

“I don’t know where Chilhyun is, but…we can go wait for him to the main hall.” He suggested, glancing over his shoulder and dragged his friend with him.

“I am Kpop’s Yoobin!” the extremely beautiful 18-year-old bowed.

Hyesung was looking at him.

If Eric had moved on and was really over him, Hyesung was ready to move on as well – well, he didn’t have anything to move on from since he never ever wanted Eric like Eric wanted him. Someone would have said he was living in denial, but he wasn’t!

He didn’t want Eric anymore.

“I am a fan of Shin Hyesung sunbaenim.” Yoobin gestured towards Hyesung.

“Oh really?” The hyung smirked, and stood up. “Maybe we could do a song together someday?” he tried not to sound flirty, but he failed.

Yoobin smiled prettily.

“It would be fun!”

                The break started and people were slouching on the mattresses. Jaesuk was talking to Kim Jong Kook, whose arm was around his Minwoo. Minwoo had never looked so happy clinging on to someone who wasn’t a Shinhwa member – also, he had told the biggest ing lie ever! He had to