Chapter 10: Love and Pain

It's Love Story

Ah Young back to Daegu, two days after Jonghyun birthday party. It’s already two months after that day. Ah Young still can’t forget about what happen that day. Jin So said that it was goodbye kiss, she doesn’t understand what he mean, but two days ago she recieve an email from him, let her know what the meaning of ‘goodbye kiss’ that he said that day,

“Kim Ah Young-ssi...maybe the big present will come in two or

three years later, so be patient. I’ll move to Japan with my family

tomorrow, so after this you can life comfortably,

at least for three years. Don’t curse to me again...it’s not your style

The goodbye kiss was my first kiss too, so we shared our first kiss.

Later, you’ll thanks to me because I do something big for your live.

Life well..and be a good teacher.”

Ah Young just smiled when she remember Jin So’s email. Honestly, that kiss was not really make her angry, but she was not that happy about it. Thinking it again, her first kiss is from someone who make her restless for over two months, and he also make her best friend birthday party become tensed...

“Ah..that picture. Does Jin So sent that picture to Jonghyun?, after that day, he doesn’t contact me, and I can’t reach him. Does he see my birthday present?, why he doesn’t say anything?,” she taking a deep sigh.

While, in Seoul. Jonghyun train himself until sweat drown out, his sunbae who see him from a far can’t stand it anymore and wanna stop him,

“Ya, Hong Jong Hyun...what’s with you?, it’s already six hours, you trained yourself non-stop. If you continue to train like that, you’ll not be able to join next season,” his sunbae shout to him, but he doesn’t hear that, he continues forcing himself although he looks so tired, his sunbae come to him and grab his ball,“are you angry about something?, in the past two months you always trained yourself like that?. I asked you many time, but I never get your answer,” he shout out in front of Jonghyun so he can comeback to his sense, Jonghyun suddenly crying, that tears doesn’t really seen because it’s mix with his sweat, and then he shout out,

“I don’t know what happen to me, I feel angry but don’t know  why am I angry?.”

“Wanna go drink?or karaoke?. It’ll make your anger dissapear,” Jonghyun agrees with his sunbae advice and follow him to a stand near their training hall,

“Since that day when I see him kiss her lips, I become angry. I don’t how to make my anger disseaper, so I forcing myself to train like that,” he explain what his current situation while pour the soju to a small glass.

“Who kiss who?, is she Boram?,” his sunbae confirmed to him becuse he doesn’t really understand Jonghyun’s words.

“She is not Boram. That’s make me become more angry, she is not even my girlfriend, but I get jealous when I know she close to another guy. When I know Boram get closer with some guy, that kind of feeling doesn’t come to me. Am I starting love her?, ” Jonghyun drank a glass of soju in one shoot, his sunbae understand what Jonghyun talk about, so he tell Jonghyun to calm down,

“If that feeling doesn’t come anymore, it’s mean that you just care to her.”

“In this past two months, my anger suddenly arise when I remember how he kiss her. It’s make me more angry that she was not avoid that guy action, and as I remember, she said that there wasn’t that kind of relationship beetwen them,” Jonghyun’s eyes become red, it’s look like he is going to cry. Jonghyun finished his second bottle, he is really drunk right now. But, out of nowhere, Boram come and sit next to Jonghyun,

“Ya, Boram-ah...why are you here?,” his sunbae asked her, he looks worried.

“I’ll make it clear. Oppa, I’ll take him home, so oppa can leave first,” Boram look at Jonghyun,

“You can talk to him tomorrow, he is really drunk right now.”

“Don’t worry, I know about this, I’ll make decission tonight after hear a honest explaination from him. People say that a drunkard will tell you the truth,” his sunbae leave them in the stand, Jonghyun who know that Boram sit next to him gives her a glass of soju.

“I’m sorry, I put you in difficult situation. You are nice person, but I made you became a bad person. I think I must stop it, before you really get hurt” Jonghyun drank soju.

“Stop drink, you are really drunk now, ” Boram take a bottle of soju near Jonghyun.

“Boram-ah, it’s almost 4 years right?. How do you feel have a bad boyfriend?”

“He was not bad, so I was really happy when he asked me dating. He was a populer student in school, so I think it was not bad to date him, and I was so pround when I said to the other female student that he is my boyfriend. But, before graduation, I think there was something different in him. I don’t want look for that difference. So I keep dating him until now, but I think, I must stop it,” Boram hold her tears and drank a glass of soju.

“Why you must stop it?, are you tired of me?.”

“That question is mine, ‘are you tired of me?’. From two years ago, when you know Ah Young move to Daegu to study, you look so depressed, and you repeatly telling your friend that you life a boring live. I always ask my self ‘why is he boring when I always by his side?’. But I think, me who always by your side is not enough for you. You want someone else, but she didn’t come. Until your 20 birthday party, birthday party that you waiting for, she came and you really smile widely and you always by her side. I feel hurt, but i don’t wanna give up on you, so I just keep my pain inside and continou become ‘ a girlfriend who doesn’t get real love from her boyfriend’. ”

“So, you want stop now?,” Jonghyun who feel gulity can’t look at Boram eyes.

“I want stop it, but after the last date. Tonight is our last date, I want spend time with you until midnight. If it’s past midnight, I’ll no longer your girlfriend, and you’ll no longer my boyfriend. Don’t say goodbye, just say we want to stop it. So, if someday we meet again, we can cooly greet each other.” Boram who was really childish, this time she is really mature.

“If you want it, I’ll grant it. Because I cause so much pain, so I will give you great time in our last date. There is a place you wanna go?.”

“There is. But, can you walk properly?,” Boram look at Jonghyun who is really drunk.

“Just go by taxi, don’t walk.”

After 45 minutes, they arrive in front of their senior high school. Jonghyun who still drunk, clear his eyes,

“why we are here?is it our school?.”

“Hmm..I don’t know why I become melancolis girl, but I think because we start our relationship in this buliding, I want to end it here too. It’s already 11 PM, school already close. So we can spend our last hour togather in this bench. Can we?,” Boram sit, and then Jonghyun sit next to her. Boram leaning her head in Jonghyun shoulder, and her tears suddenly fall, “you can go home by yourself, right?. Don’t ask your ex-girlfriend to be to take you home. We will go home separately,” Jonghyun smile when he hear that. Then he grab Boram hand,

“After this, promise me you’ll find another boyfriend who will treat you nicely, because you deserve that.”

“Alright, I’ll give a try. How about you?.”

“I’ll live without a girlfriend for a while. I’ll focus on basket. Because I cause so much pain to a nice girl, so I think is the best for me to be alone. I deserve that.”

They spent their last hour, and go home separately. Although this day they recieve so much pain, they still end it with smile. Because they once love each other. Boram who already know who is the one that Jonghyun love, wraped her love for her bad boyfriend and throw it far away. For now, she consider him as a bad boy. But in the future, when the pain gone, he will become her friend. For Jin So who decided to move to Japan, he wraped his love with a sweet goodbye kiss, he will not force Ah Young to love him, because he already know who she truly love. Although it’s not a happy ending for them, but the two (Jin So-Boram) will make a happy ending for Jonghyun-Ah Young.

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maplerania #1
Chapter 15: Author-nim jjang!! :D i really3x enjoy reading ur story... *hopejjongahbecometruesomeday..amieen..

[I'm waiting for the next ur jjongah fanfic story ^_^]
csyifaw #2
Chapter 15: Whoaaaaa! It becomes a really happy ending for both of them! I really enjoy the story, you make it very easy for us to imagine every single things, especially jjongah sweet moments. I do love jonghyun when he was revealing his true feels to ahyoung on the rooftop. You give a very good description to make it clear.

Keep writing jjongah story! Thank youuuu
readers_paradise #3
Chapter 15: Woah its a good story ....I enjoyed reading it ^_^
While reading the last chapter it suddenly reminded me of Way of the Blue Sky movie ( Japanese movie) how the rooftop was a place for the characters to express their feelings ........Authornim I enjoyed the story :D
ClaraSchueller
#4
Chapter 15: OMO this story was so sweet. I love it. Thank you author-nim
darya_tnt #5
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(Im not crazy i just do this when im happy
onnornjira #6
Chapter 15: Wow! 3 chapters update~ finally they are together
Jinso is also so good man! love him
and thank you author-nim for a great fanfic! I really love your fanfic!
THANKS
dee_230208 #7
Chapter 15: They finnaly live happily everafter.
Pray hard this will become true someday, view years latter..
Thankyou authornim 4 the beautifull fanfics..
onnornjira #8
Chapter 12: Did he know her feeling? Will ahyoung reveal her feeling?
Can't wait for next chapter!
gusti_fitri #9
Chapter 12: thanks too for update .... love read your story ..... keep update soon.
haeblue #10
Chapter 12: thank you for read my ff...