(Rap Monster's POV)

It was another long, grueling day and we were on our last round of interviews. Most of them seemed to be about our next album and comeback, but I guess this one was aimed towards our personal lives as idols. The atmosphere was relaxed, the crowd was small, and the host and interviewers were easy going.

We sat in chairs that were close to one another. I sat next to Jungkook, who kept eyeing me like a weirdo. Maybe it's a maknae thing? I don't know, but he makes me uncomfortable.

I sort of hated interviews and variety shows because of how easily my bruises show. If I fall or run into something, I'll get a damn bruise and I won't be able to hide it. I guess the same goes for concerts and fan meets. Sometimes the fans will stare at my bruises. I guess that's worse when Jungkook stares at me...

My bruises aren't the only problem though. I get fatigued easily. So concerts literally drain my body of energy. And then there are my infamous nosebleeds I get, anytime of the day. I tend to bleed a lot when it happens. Well, that goes for any injury I get...

So, Rap Monster, have you ever fallen in love before?

I've never fallen in love before, but for this question, I've always had the perfect response. This question at first was intimidating, but we all have a specific response for it now.

Rap Monster: I've only fallen in love with my music...

I see, what about you Jungkook?

Jungkook: I've fallen in love with my fans. Without them, what would Bangtan be?

Ahh, a very nice answer from the cute maknae! What about you Jin?

Jin: Hmm, I've fallen in love with cooking~

I bet the fans expected that answer from you! Suga?

Suga: Hmm... Um, my bed...

We have Motionless Min today? Jimin?

Jimin: I've fallen in love with myself!

J-Hope: Yah, you fool! We all know you love the maknae!

Jimin: It's complicated okay!?

J-Hope: Aigoo, what an idiot...

J-Hope, what about you?

J-Hope: You should know that I've fallen in love with the fans before. In fact, I've fallen in love so many times, that the maknae couldn't even compete! I love the fans more than you Jungkook!

Jungkook: Yah, that's not true!

J-Hope: Shh!

Jungkook: ...

Oh, well, it looks like we are out of time. We are so glad we could have you as our guest today. Everyone please be on the lookout for BTS's comeback! Don't forget to to purchase their new lightstick as well! It makes the concert experience even better! Next we'll have BIGBANG as our guest!

Now, I'd like to make a confession to myself. Love, I honestly don't know much about it, nor have I "felt" it before. I love my parents and the other members, but I think they meant a different kind of love. I don't know. I have more things to worry about, like my...

Jungkook: Hyung, are you okay?

I didn't even notice that Jungkook was sitting next to me in the van, I guess I've been deep in my thoughts for quite sometime. He gave me an extreme look of concern. I became irritated.

Rap Monster: Yah, why am I of your concern?

Jungkook: H-Hyung, it looked like something was on your mind...

Rap Monster: Well I'm not on your mind anymore, okay?

I averted from Jungkook's sight. I'd rather not look at him.

Jungkook: O-Okay...

Manager Kim: Yah, we're here! Don't forget you have to be up early! You guys have to practice the choreography for your comeback!

Everyone groaned as they exited the van. We were all hoping for just one day of rest, but no. We have the new album, the comeback for it, interviews, variety shows... Our schedule is full.

All of the members entered the dorm, but the manager kept me back. Apparently he wanted to talk about something with me.

Manager Kim: Namjoon...

He sighed and looked at the pavement as he walked over to me. I slumped onto hood of the van and groaned. This must be another talk about my...

Manager Kim: You know your parents are worried about you... And the schedual is getting jammed.

Rap Monster: I know, I know, I know...

Manager Kim: Your hair has grown back, don't you think that they know you've stopped going to your treatments?

Rap Monster: Yah, I don't want to talk about this. My parents should have been told that they gave me a wig...

Manager Kim: ...

Rap Monster: I'm willing to risk everything for my music Manager Kim.

Manager Kim: Fine, are you okay for the time being? You know you have my help anytime you want...

Rap Monster: I'm fine, and I don't need your help...

Manager Kim: ...