A/N: I've always want to post this >< I want to thank my best friend for helping me writing this and happy(advance) birthday Xiumin!!!


Note: I might post a special chapter that includes Tao's withdrawal from the group. Key word, might.
 

How can I live a day without you?
For you are that person I wanted to say I love you,
You are my life and inspiration.
You tell stories through your compositions.



Out of seven billion people in the world, 
I know you'll find somebody to love.
And I'm sure it won't be me,
Because I'm a mere fan and you're you. 


I'm trap in my own misery, 
waiting to get free.
Everything is all black and rusty.
A light stood upon and there you helped me. 



Why are you so close, yet so far?
You stood on stage shinning like the stars.
But here I am, gazing at you from afar.
Nevertheless, always remember that your songs heal my scars.

Though we don't speak the same language,
and it's hard communicate.
Just by hearing your heart pounding serenades,
Oh boy! You dont know how those make me sure that my love for you would never fade.

Today I'm getting married, sadly not to you.
I guess fantasies don't come true.
I did not regret  became a fan of you,
and I will still forever love