YOU GUYS WATCH THIS OMG I'M CRYING!!! 


 

            I wrote this story last April and posted on tumblr a day before EXO's 3rd year anniversary. The reactions was really good and I decided to post it on AFF. TBH, this was suppose to be a one-shot only. But I got an idea and just continued writing.

First Chapter: Its EXO's 8th year anniversary and they planned a surprise to everyone, without Sehun knowing. Why Sehun? Why didn't he knew? Honestly, I do not know, really. Supposedly, Sehun knew but then I came to realize that it was almost Sehun's birthday and took it as a advance birthday present for him. Among all the chapters, this one is quite meaningful for me. It expressed my side as a fan and my hope for them to be reunited someday. 

Second Chapter: Okay, this part is very cliche. Lol. Actually I based this chapter about my life, my friends. You know the feeling when someone betrays you and you couldn't help but feel angry and hatred towards that person? I relate to Suho the most, he represents me. Being a leader is very burdensome and I've tried that before and, boy, it was pressuring and handful. When in you're a leader it is expected for you to lead your members but you also need to strengthen your teamwork and bond. Seeing your members leaving is very heartbreaking. And that's when your attitude changes like Baekhyun. You know the feeling when you see an old friend and your stomach hurts or boils? Yeah, that's how Baekhyun felt when Kris and Luhan told them they weren't coming back. Baekhyun wasn't really angry at them, well, a bit and he was also dissapointed. He expected a lot from them but you now what they say: no expectations, no disappointments.He thought that right after their one-night reunion there will be a big posibility for the two to join back. And when he called Luhan-"ssi" in a rude manner fueled the latter. Baekhyun should've understand Luhan's side but I guess his emotions blinded him but at the same time Baekhyun was right. Why would they even come back when they already left? Reality hit them both hard when all the members left. Keeping a promise is very hard especially when the person you promised trusts you. But in the end, they got reunited nevertheless. 

Third & Fourth Chapter: These chapters are connected, if you haven't noticed. The boys had prepared a trip on Sehun's 28th birthday(actually, I made a huge mistake HAHAHA Sehun is 28 years old supposedly, but I typed 27 xDD). They were going to the beach and Kai suggested to have healing time. Why healing time? I've saw a video of Kai saying he wanted to have healing time to share all of his thoughts. I also got the idea when Bigbang had healing time and I've also tried that before. For the past three years with EXO I had always noticed how skinny or scrawny they are. Take Luhan, Baekhyun and Sehun as an example. This had really bothered my a lot. Why did Sehun flinched at the word 'leave'? Because once you see someone important in your life leaving makes you feel traumatize. And as the youngest, its really hard to take in. I've felt that, thrice. Why do they keep on repeating the event on and on? Well, you see, when something leaves a big impact on you it would be hard to just move on. During their concerts, interviews and ments. I can really tell that their departure is still fresh in their minds. I hate the fact that people or netizens are hating on idols/artits that are geting chubby. WTF? Aren't you suppose to be happy? For me, I'd rather see EXO chubby than skinny. It makes me feel relief and satisfied. The part when Suho spoke is completely false, okay? Let's all assume that on August 18, 2015 Luhan and Kris' lawsuit end up o