As I started to step on the scale, I trembled more and more. I couldn't do it, not yet. I know that I had lost weight but what if it wasn't enough, how would I explain to manager Hyung? 

 

"No!" I told myself.

"I have to" I was still mumbling to no one.

 

I began climbing on the scale again, taking a deep breath I closed my eyes and braced myself for what had become of my weight. I looked down and all I saw was numbers.

Multiple emotions took over and all I could do was allow my tears to fall.

Was I happy or sad? I didn't know.

 

"50kg" I read of the screen before me 

 

I had achieved the weight manager Hyung wanted me to be, but it wasn't enough, not in my eyes, not yet. I still had a way to go till I would be perfect. There was idols out there that were as light as a feather, had the looks and the talent. Exo were so close to perfect but they would never be 100% perfect unless I stopped being lazy and lost more weight and started to work my off, to deserve a position in Exo.

 

SORRY SHORT CHAPTER TODAY, BUT YOU SHOULD BE HAPPY TO KNOW I MIGHT POST ANOTHER CHAPTER TOMORROW SOMEWHEN. THIS CHAPTER IS BORING TODAY BUT THE ONE IM WRITING NOW SEEMS TO BE A BIT MORE EXCITING. IM CHANGING THE LAYOUT IN THE NEXT CHAPTER AND HOPEFULLY I WILL START TO WRITE LONGER ONES. NEXT CHAPTER IM HAVING IT BE A MONTH LATER SO THAT THE REAL STORY CAN BE IN 2 CHAPTERS TIME. COMMENT AND SUBSCRIBE :)