Language of the Wind
Smile For MeI rested my head on the foreign pillow and stared at the wall. I was able to stop scratching over the past week, but the thoughts still lingered. My mind was polluted with the doubt and selfish desire to rid myself from this world. I gripped on the sheet as I pulled it over my body.
How am I supposed to live through this pain?
How am I supposed to confront my thoughts
It’s as if someone is controlling me.
I want my freedom back.
I want to be Joonmyun.
I hate this.
I am living in the body of Joonmyun, but my thoughts are of another being.
How can I live with so much self doubt?
How can I continue on like this?
“Joonmyun...?”
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