DONGWAN-AH WHERE ARE YOU?

Minwoo was going to the ER and all the member have arrived at the hospital  except Dongwan.  Eric asked Jinnie " where is wannie?".  Jinnie said " hyung~ I don't know. His phone is off. I am so worried". Andy ask Eric " hyung~ Minwoo hyung is going to be okay right?".

Eric look at every member. Hyesung , Jinnie, Andy must be really worried about him. He himself also worried, but he can't show it. He is the leader . He must stay strong for the member. He can't show his weak side right now. But, he can't afford seeing injuries like that.  He still remember that day.

The day that Dongwan have a car accident and kill Dongwan's manager, when Minwoo have a car accident around Christmas time, when Jinnie's accident that almost took his life away and many more.  Everyone know that Eric was worried. But they can't do anything but to pray for Minwoo's safety.

Then doctors come out from the ER room. They rushed to the doctor and the doctor asked " are you the patient's family?". Eric said " we are ! How is he?". The doctor expression can't be seen because he was wearing a mask. But thing got better after the doctor took off his mask. There was a smile upon on his face.  The doctor said " the patient is safe. His head is injured so when he woke up there might be some pain in his head. i think he going to wake up around 2 more hours". shinhwa member bowed thank you and the doctor left.

everyone proceeded to minwoo"s room.  eric said " where the hell is dongwan right now? how can he disappeared in this situation?". hyesung want to eric and said " calm down eric ah~ there must be a reason for him to leave in this situation. when he come back we will ask him". the two maknaes already fall asleep from crying too much. ricsyung wait around the the bed.

after a while, minwoo woke up. everyone rushed up to him. hyesung the mama bird said " minbong-ah, are you okay?". eric transfer from 4D leader to nagging leader " yah~ how can you be so careless?". jinnie asked minwoo " hyung~ did your head hurt?". andy asked " hyung~ where is dongwan hyung?".

minwoo said " wooah, what wrong with everyone? can't you guys let me prepare my mind? don't boom all the question at once, i can't take it. geez you guys.... hyesung-ah i am okay~, eric ah i will be more careful next time, jinnie my head hurt a little, andy-ah dongwan and i was having a fight. i got fainted after he run out of the house. everything solve now". 

when minwoo think about it, he is wrong at that time. he shouldn't lose his temper at that time. dongwan has been patient enough to stay with him all the time. dongwan is only worried about him, but he let out of all his frustration on dongwan. actually, the first person that minwoo want to see first was dongwan. 

minwoo asked weakly " can't you call wannie for me?". eric dialed wannie number but again the number was turned off. eric said " his phone is turned off". hyesung said " so now, what happened between you guys?". minwoo expression suddenly darkened but still minwoo are going to still give out his answer.

minwoo said " my cousin yura dead. this whole week i have been acting like a zombie. but...but. yesterday. he finally can't take it anymore so he yelled at me to stop me acting like that. however, that time i think i am not in my right mind. i just yelled back to him asking to leave me alone. and he said that he would leave me alone. he  even took off his ring and run out of the house. i followed him but when i reached at the end of the stairs my head just feel like a earthquake. it is hurts so bad, my sight isn't focusing anymore everything just went in daze. after that i just out".

eric hit minwoo head slightly and said " how can you don't tell us about your cousin dealth? we are brother remember". minwoo smiled and said " sorry~ that i don't tell you. it just i got a lot of thing to solve at that time". hyesung patted minwoo head and said " next time just tell us okay. you can lay on us too". jinnie said " so why did your cousin dead?". minwoo said " she was involved with a car accident". 

After finished saying that minwoo tear fall down. eric caught everyone into a group hug. after a while, they got out from the hug. eric said " are you going to be okay since we need to go to the company? we need to postpone our schedule since you got hurt". minwoo said " it is okay. also you don't need to postpone our schedule, i am okay now. i can work. you guys do't need to worried about me. you guys should go, you must be tired. thanks for helping me". hyesung asked " are you really going to be okay?".

Minwoo smiled and said " i am okay, mama bird". eric said " then we are going to go now, okay". minwoo nodded and bid farewell.  everyone start to leave one by one.

now that everyone have left, minwoo tears finally can fall down. he was thinking about dongwan. he miss him so  much. it hurts. his heart hurts. he want dongwan to be here. he can't live his life without dongwan. he need dongwan. after crying so much, he drifted off to sleep.

I am so sorry for not being able to update ! * bow 90 degree* when my Internet connection back, I will update as soon as possible. Thank you so much for reading