Flesh-Eating Guilt
The Many Reasons Why*Written by...... cheesebloo \^^//////////////////
Myungsoo's POV:
I was walking to the usual hang out me & the rest of Infinite would meet up every weekend.
To be quite honest, I've been feeling guilty since that rap & singing battle we had yesterday. I didnt know Hoya hyung would go that low just to win a competition. Also, everytime I would think about the competition, that girl who joined -- no.... more liked dragged to join that short girl would pop up into my mind.
I'm pretty sure I havent talked to her, let alone met her in my whole life... but one question remains, Why in the world is she popping in my mind like she owns it? I sighed as I scrached my head. "Aish ~ I'm thinking too much ~" I said. as the entrance doors opened & I walked in. I made my way upstairs & opened the door to find Sunggyu hyung trying to play the guitar.
I tilted my head as I looked around the memberless room. My eyes then fell at hyung who hasnt looked at me since I opened the door. "Uhhh.... Hyung ?" I finally said. "Am.... Am I early ?" Sunggyu hyung then scoffted alittle. "Define early" he said as he put the guitar down & looked at me. "I was about leave but you came in ~"
"So -- I'm not early ?" I asked. Sunggyu then sighed as he shook his head. "I've been waiting here for an hour & a half already ~" I looked around the memberless room once again. It's not like them to not show up... Late -- that's understandable but not showing up ?
"Maybe something came up ?" i said as I walked over to the shelf filled with Sungjong's stuffed animals. "Sure ~" I heard Sunggyu hyung said. "Something came up ~" I looked at the stuffed animals one last time before looking at hyung. He's arms were crossed & it seems like he was blanking out as he stared at a corner.
He then looked at me as I raised a brow. "Gaja ~" he said. "Since you're here... might as well go somewhere ~" He then walked out the room leaving me there. I sighed. "Great ~" I said quietly. "More walking ~" I then turned off the lights & walked out the door, closing the door behind me.
Sunggyu's POV:
Myungsoo & I were walking side by side to who knows where. The atmosphere between was quiet -- but then again -- It's always quiet whenever one of us are in a bad mood or if we have nothing to say.
As we were walking, I would see couples walking past us & the once quiet atmosphere then started to feel awkward. I side eyed Myungsoo to find him awkwardly looking at couples as they passed by him. Myungsoo then looked at me. "Hyung ~" He said.
"Mmm ?" I said, as I looked at the buildings in front of us. "I needa tell you something ~" he said. "But promise not to say this to anyone ~" I then awkwardly look at him. "O-- Ohkae ?" I said. He better not say something stupid because I swear if he does, I will personally--
"I feel guilty ~" he said as he puts on his famous poker face. I looked at him. "Why do you feel guilty ?" I asked. He then looked at me. "With what happened yesteday ~"
I looked forward & started thinking of things that happened yesterday. I thought real hard of what happened yesterday but I couldnt remember anything. After much thinking, I gave up & looked at Myungsoo. "What happened yesterday ?" I asked. Myungsoo then gave me a weird look. "What ?" I said, as I put my hands on my pockets.
"The rap & singing battle we had yesterday ? Against those 3 girls from our school ? Remember ?" Myungsoo said. I then awkwardly looked around. Rap & singing battle ?? Ahhh ~ Now I remember ~ I was suppose to say something but then I heard Myungsoo sighed alittle. "No wonder why the school calls you Grandpa Gyu ~" He said. I then looked at him. "Ya ~~" I said, "Dongwoo started calling me that just because I forgot to bring the piano notes & a few of my things ~"
"Well -- that & you take multi vitamins & other medication ~" Myungsoo added. He then looked at me. "Why DO you have so many multi vitamins & medication in your drawer ??" he asked. I then looked at him. "I thought we were talking about the rap & singing battle... How in the world did we get to my medication ~?"
"Ohh ~ So now you remember ?" Myungsoo asked & I mentally facepalmed myself. "I'm surprised your 18 ~" Myungsoo said. "I sometimes feel like you switched bodies with an 80 year old man ~"
"Aish ~" i said, as i punched Myungsoo's shoulder. Myungsoo then rubbed his shoulder. "Gosh hyung ~ Lighten up ~" he said. "I was just joking ~" I shook my head as I continued to walk.
Somehow, the more I think about the events that happened yesterday, the more guilty I felt. I had a chance to stop Hoya, but no. All I did was just stand there & said "Fine". I let out a defeated sigh. What a great leader I am ~
I then felt Myungsoo tapping on my shoulder. I looked at him as he looked forward & pointed. "Hyung -- Look ~!!" He said. I followed his gaze & saw Jieun & that girl from the rap & singing competition yesterday walking our way, talking & laughing.
Myungsoo then pull my hand & lead me to the cafe next to us. We sat on the chairs as our backs faced them. We hid our faces & waited for them to pass us completely.
"OMO ~ Eunmi ~ You're an idiot ~" So -- her name is Eunmi... "How am I an idiot Jieun ? If you & Chunji do date -- then the title 'puzzle couple' will be a perfect fit ~" Their voices then slowly faded as Myungsoo & I picked up our heads & watched them as they walked away.
I stood up as Myungsoo remained seated. I sighed. "The guilt is literally eating me alive now ~" I said. I then could feel Myungsoo looking at me, but he didnt bother to say anything. "We have to apologize ~" I said. "But why do we have to apologize ?" Myungsoo finally spoke up. "It was all Hoya hyung's idea -- not ours ~" I then looked at him. "Yeah ~" I said, "But we went with it so it's basically half our fault."
Myungsoo gave me his famous poker face. "So... What do we do ?" he asked. I then started thinking. How can we get a couple of girls to apologize for something we've done ? After much thinking -- an idea formed. I then looked at Myungsoo. He then gave me a weird look. "What are you thinking ?" he asked.
I then smiled alittle. "I have an idea....................."
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This chapter has been sitting in Drafts for the longest time ~ This was the only time I could finalize it & publish it ~ I'll be writing the next chapter since Shaneru-chi's has been piling up on her school work & projects -- & I already have the idea so might as well write it right ? xD
Our school ends 5 & a half weeks from now so i'm for sure after school ends -- we'll be updating this story alot -- including our own fanfics as well so -- please be patient ? :D
Are you guys liking the story so far ? (It's not that boring right ? xD) Ahhh ~~~ So yeah ~ I should start writing ~ xD
As always, Ignore the grammar & spelling errors I missed (Nawh ~ I was just too lazy to fix them :3)
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