i didn't write this story so i'll give

PROPER CREDITS

 

this story was written by one of my sisters,

gingersnapz03

 

~she asked me if i could post it here because she doesn't want to take up much space under hyunmin/jungsomin/kimhyunjoong tags.. so let's enjoy her one shot!~

 

 

Created: 12/21/'11

 

 

 

 

“Back then you liked him a lot didn’t you?”

 

“Whaa… what?”

 

“I knew it so min, but I feared that it was mutual so I pretend that I wasn’t aware of it”

 

“Uhmm.. it’s fine”

 

“Actually, to think of it… it was a beautiful memory…”

 

“Ahh, yes, Yoo Chin unnie”

 

For Yoo Chin it was just a mere memory..

But…

Why cant I?..

Why?

It is not just a mere memory for me…

Why am I always drawn to him??

Even though it was nothing but an unrequited love…

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“AAAAAHHHH… NOOOOOOO….”

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“Prepare for blood transfusion”

“Right Away”

“Her consciousness?”

“Mianhe.. doctor it is…. Negative..”

 

Wha.. what?? Am I…

 

 

Going to die?

 

I don’t want to die!

I don’t want to die!

 

I DON’T WANT TO DIE!!!!!

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Uhmm.. I open my eyes and everything was blurry..

 

At first..

Where am I?

My room…

Was it all a dream?

 

Thank God! It was just a dream…

 

No not a dream but a nightmare

 

“Eomma! Eomma!!”

 

Hmm.. nobody’s home? Where is my mother? Ohh maybe she’s out to the market. Now I wonder what’s the breakfast for today..

Oh?? Our neighbor.. I should greet Auntie Minami over there..

 

“Good Morning ahjumma!! Have you seen my mother?”

 

Auntie just ignored me and went back to their house..

 

“A-ahjumma!!”

 

Why can’t she hear me?

 

“Ahjumma is deaf psh.. ohh I can see eomma now!”

“EOMMA!! Welcome Home!! Where have you been?”

 

Eh?

Why?

 

“Eomma! Eomma!”

“Eomma it’s me.. this is your MinMin.. eomma! Can you hear me?? Hello! Hello!”

 

She just passed on me.. what happened?

Could it be?

Could it be…

“Doctor Mianhe, it’s negative”…

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*gasp*

 

I am dead..

 

“Ohh how exciting”

 

Wait it’s a familiar voice

 

“Yeah but it still ages”

 

“Yes that’s true”

 

Yoo Chin unnie?

I’m not wrong.. that is definitely Yoo Chin unnie..

But..

The other girl..

The other girl is..

 

 

Me…

Omo! What happened!!

 

“I’M HOME!!”

 

That girl, that girl is the younger version of me..

I wonder where I am going.

The girl infront of me is the 16 year old me..

I’m a bubbly and joyous child.

Aysshhh but how did I end up here?

 

“Christmas Eve!! Wii”

 

Oh!

 

“It’s still 3 weeks but..”

 

Christmas eve 5 years ago..

I remember that time..

 

-flashback-

“A party?”

 

“Yup! Let’s have some party at our place guys!”

 

“Sure Yoo Chin unnie!”

 

“Wow everybody is coming.. So Min, is Hyun Joong coming?”

 

“Huh? Is he invited?”

 

“All of us will come.. why shouldn’t he be?”

 

“Oh well I think you’re right unnie, what can I do? Ayssh.. PSST HYUN JOONG!!”

 

“What?”

 

“On 24th of December there will be a party at Yoo Chin unnie’s place.. wanna come?”

 

“Yah! Don’t you ask nicely? You are not cute!”

 

“Ayssh then if you’re not coming, fine!”

 

“Uhmm Yoo Chin, your family owns a restaurant?”

 

“Yes yes, Hyun Joong oppa! Please come! Please!”

 

“Don’t come don’t come blah blah blah”

 

“Oh, shut up, So Min”

 

“Please oppa!! Everybody else is coming! Please come! Pleaseeee!”

 

“Okay, for you, Yoo Chin, I will come”

 

“WHAAAT! You’re coming??”

 

“Too bad for you.. Yoo Chin is such a cute hostess.. My humble apology for you, So Min”

 

“What a bad luck..”

 

“It's gonna be a great night, oppa!”

 

“You’re the sweetest, Yoo Chin”

 

“Hmpp”

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Now I remember that December 24th was marked at my calendar..

 

“Good Morning.”

 

Hyu.. Hyun Joong?

What should I do?

Ayssh I might be crazy right now.. He can’t see me I almost forgot

 

“Good morning, oppa!”

 

“Hello, Yoo Chin!”

 

“Woow! a morning with a weirdo”

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“Omo! Yoo Chin unnie, I really love Ji Sub oppa! I love his dramas really..”

 

“He’s good”

 

“I really really…

 

 

OUCH..”

 

“Hey So Min, the button is missing.. fix it okay!”

 

“Yah, stupid guy! WHY SHOULD I FIX YOUR SHIRT?" *throws to Hyunjoong*”

 

“Arrgh! Well fine I will repair it all by myself!”

 

“Hey hey, don’t open my sewing box like it doesn’t belong to you!”

“OH! YOU BAD JERK!! Look what you’ve done! My things were scattered all over!”

 

“Hey hey.. I will help you, alright?”

 

“Whatever.. Who dropped it in the first place.. pshh”

 

*So Min picked a thread.. particularly a red thread*

 

Eh? He holds it too..

It’s a red thread…

A/N: *red thread of destiny hehe go check on it*

 

“Hey! Give me back my thread! How troublesome”

 

“Pshh! What will I do to this piece of red thread you are holding?”

 

That time my heart thumped..

The red thread belief..

Inside, I was so ecstatic thinking of this rare moment that happened..

Although on the outside I couldn’t stop insulting him.

 

“Let me fix it oppa”

 

Yoo chin unnie…

 

“Oh, unnie”

 

“Am I bothering you guys?”

 

“Ohh, thank you so much Yoo Chin! Really really thank you!”

 

“Thank God for that.. Yoo Chin unnie is a good ideal wife.”

 

“Well of course, she’s very different to you”

 

“Blah blah blah whatever you say, jerk”

 

 “Wow! Yoo Chin, you’re really good at it”

 

 

In reality I want to do it for him..

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What is he doing over there? Sitting along the bushes.. looking at the sun?

I should go home now but…

I want to talk to him..

 

“BOO! Hey what are you doing?”

 

“Ohh, So Min.. it was nothing.. I’m just reflecting”

 

“Reflecting??”

 

“No, nothing. I’m just thinking that many days have passed but I don’t know if I have a meaningful life now. We must live to the fullest. We all don’t want to regret because we cannot replay the past right?”

 

Yes, how can I forget this day..

This day is carved deeply into my heart…

It’s so great that he is thinking mature..

And I’m so happy to witnessed this moment

 

“HAHAHAHA.. Hey, Hyun Joong, are you sick or something?”

 

“Eh?”

 

“Hahaha! It doesn’t fit you! Let me check your forehead..”

 

“I don’t mean to lecture you, So Min.. It’s fun to laugh with you.. However, your emotions were always covered with laughs… Your real feelings cannot be seen at all”

 

After he said that statement.. he left me..

This is what I am..

I am good in hiding my true feelings..

Stupid me! How did it end up like that?

Fill with lies and dishonesties.. that’s what myself is composed of..

I was never been honest..

Always..

Well.. is that the reason why I can’t get over with him?

My unrequited love Kim Hyun Joong..

Now I’m regretting for being dishonest to myself

Regret…

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It’s another day, and I’m afraid that Hyun Joong will ignore me.. well ignore my 16 year old self..

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