Eunhhyuk's POV ~

Eunhyuk really couldn't tell how he managed to walk away from his room. Everything was blurred for him and his world spun. He needed to sit somewhere. But he was painfully aware of the fact that he didn't have anywhere to go. His room suddenly became so foreign and even hostile. He couln't go to the living room, show everyone how bad of a shape he was in. Even his own mind and heart felt so empty and lost; he didn't have anything to dream about, no happy world to run away to. All he could do was to stay in this sad and painful reality, praying to everything and anything to let him forget at least for a second. 

He didn't know why, but all he could think about was a bunch of memories of him and Donghae. Suddenly, it seemed for him that all of the happy moments he experienced in his life involved Donghae. But now those memories were painfully bitter. To think that the only person he trusted completely, was the one to treat him this way. Eunhyuk felt like a piece of garbage. Like some useless and unimportant thing that anyone who only was willing to do so, could use and then throw away. And the worst thing was that he had been so easily fooled. Few sweet words and a sad look was all Donghae needed to catch his heart, to grab it and squeeze it hard in his hand. 

It was all so hopeless that it was almost funny.

And for sure Eunhyuk would laugh if only he knew how to stop the tears running down his cheeks. Big and heavy fdrops that were the sign of his complete breakdown. 

Eunhyuk really needed to find some place where he could cry in peace right now. And the only room he could think of, was Yesung and Sungmin's haven. When he was passing by the living room, he noticed those two watching TV and so he was sure their room was empty. 

And so he ended up in his friends' room, cuddled up on Yesung's bed, under the other's cozy covers. All that could be seen were unruly strands of hair and a pair of swollen and red eyes. He would slip deeper under those covers, but he really needed air to breathe, especially now, as it was so hard to catch his breath. He had been lying like this for what seemed like two hours and so after some time it got dark. He was actually quite happy because of that. This way he could imagine that he was in some far away place, somewhere, where he could forget about Donghae and Ryeowook's betrayal. He could let his mind wander around, without any particular thought, carefully avoiding all