"Don't you love me anymore...?"
Life Couldn't Get BetterRyeowook's POV ~
Ryeowook let his hand rest on the door handle. He couldn't believe it had taken him two whole weeks to gather all the courage in him and go to talk to Donghae. The worst thing was, he knew they wouldn't be exactly talking. He was sure that sooner than later they'd begin to argue. If only he was supposed to go to someone else... Because when it came to Donghae, his heart felt like it wasn't his anymore and acted on its own.
When Ryeowook finally decided to open the door, he couldn't help but smile at the sight of Donghae dozing off on his bed. These days, it was so rare to see the older boy relaxed like this. Most of the time he just kept on focusing on all of his gestures and words, not letting himself forget about everything for even a minute or two. What was even worse, he seemed to forget about Ryeowook instead. The younger boy felt like he wasn't needed anymore and Donghae's behavior only proved it right.
Ryeowook bit his lip. He had to end all of this. Because even if he could deal with Donghae denying his love, he couldn't let the other boy hurt Yesung and Eunhyuk. Ryeowook felt a rush of panic every time he thought that maybe it was all too late. And he was painfully aware that he could have acted differently. All he needed was to go to Yesung or Eunhyuk and tell them everything.
But he was too weak.
And so here he was instead, praying for Donghae to stop this madness.
He stepped into the room.
"Donghae."
The said boy opened his eyes and looked at Ryeowook. It was obvious he wasn't in the best mood possible but Ryeowook wasn't backing away now. There was something in those brown eyes that made them seem even darker than usual, but in that comforting, chocolate-brown way. It much more resambled dirty color of mud. Ryeowook didn't like that.
"What do you want?"
"We need to talk."
Donghae smirked. "Really? About what?"
"Break up with Eunhyuk."
Seeing Ryeowook's seriousness, Donghae only laughed. "And why should I?"
"Because you want to hurt him."
Ryeowook felt annoyance grew inside his heart and Donghae rolling his eyes made it even worse. Even though, Ryeowook doubted that he would just burst out like that. He couldn't do that. He didn't know how. Especially in front of Donghae. He was so used to hiding his true self, his feelings for Donghae, their relationship, that he couldn't even imagine himself showing anyone how he really felt. "I
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