You went to school the following week and heard everyone talking about the girl from the dance.

"She's perfect, and she's a junior! No one seen her before!"

You listened to the compliments people said about the real you and you smiled lightly.

*No one will know.*

After class, you headed down to your school's library and sat down by the window.

You took out your laptop and went online.

Clicking on your blog, you began to type.

I can't show anyone how i really look like, why? Cause no one will believe me! I'm a nerd in their eyes. Always will and no one will think of me in a different way. I can only show myself, the real me, when i go for dances and prom and competitions, but also, no one know it's me. 

I wish I had the courage, to show everyone the real me. I just don't want it to happen again.

I got hurt once, i don't want to get hurt again.

You posted and sighed.

You laid your head on the table, tired. You fell asleep in an instant.

Gongchan was looking for you. He walked to the library.

"She should be here.." He walked over and saw you sleeping. Smiling slightly, he went towards you.

He brushed away your hair that was covering your face.

"Why are you hiding from me? You didn't even go to the dance.." 

He saw your computer and saw a blog.

"Blog?.." You stirred. 

He quickly remembered the link to the blog. 

"Ah Gongchan oppa." You rubbed your eyes.

"Yes i'm here." Gongchan smiled at you.