Before I Let You Go

Description

When I was 15 years old, I was standing on the train station platform planning to commit suicide.
As the train approached, I stood on the edge ready to throw myself onto the tracks.
Before I could, a boy grabbed me from around the waist and pulled me back.
When I was 19 years old, that boy died.
He left me before I could ask him to marry me.
Before I could tell him 'I love you'.

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I know he's out there still, waiting for me. I want to stay by his side even if it's someone else. Because we were meant to be. Because I loved him. And he loved me.

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Characters;

Na Ae Ri 

"Like a flower I will grow in your mind, only to wither away."

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Ever since she was little, Ae Ri grew up without family or friends. She was depressed and planned to commit suicide. When she was 15 years old, she met Yixing. He was the complete opposite of her and saved her from herself. They fell in love until Yixing died from a tragic car accident. His heart was given to someone else and Ae Ri decides to find out who the new heart owner is. She hopes to find a trace of Yixing in the new owner's heart. The heart that loved her back.

Luhan 

"I couldn't take my eyes off of her. I fell in love but didn't know why. My heart just raced on its own."

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Ever since he was little, Luhan had struggled to find a heart donor that perfectly matched to his own. Day after day he grew weaker until a donor was found. Thanks to Yixing, he was able to live and continue his relationship with Song Mi Rae, a childhood friend. His world is turned upside down when he meets Ae Ri and slowly begins a platonic relationship with her. Will that relationship shatter when Ae Ri and Luhan fall in love? Or will Ae Ri's illusion that Yixing is inside of him destroy them both?

Kim Min Seok

"I wonder if I could take back every smile and tear that I shed for you, would I actually do it?"

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Yixing and Ae Ri's friend. He was Yixing's childhood friend and also Ae Ri's caretaker whenever Yixing wasn't around. Min Seok had tried to stay away from them once he realized he was in love with Ae Ri. He left them but came back after Yixing's death. He has taken care of Ae Ri since then but refuses to confess until she meets Luhan. Min Seok values his relationship with Ae Ri but will he be able to let her go?

Song Mi Rae

"I've been by your side for a long time. But were you by mine?"

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Luhan's friend and lover of several years. They were best friends before deciding to continue into something further. Mi Rae has been by Luhan's side and has taken care of him. Not only is she beautiful, she is also gentle and kind. She becomes good friends with Ae Ri until her relationship with Luhan is threatened.

Foreword

Author's Note;

»Have fun and enjoy reading this story. Please leave many comments and UPVOTE if you can. Remember, I own the rights to this story and the OC. I hope everyone enjoys this story as well! 
»©boogerbrain95. All rights reserved.
»Do not plagarize/ repost/ translate/ distribute anywhere else. If you would like to translate it please PM me.
»DO NOT CLAIM AS YOUR OWN.
»Any infraction will be reported and the story will be put on private. Don't ruin it for everyone please.
 
NOTE:  For those of you who have already read it, I decided to make Luhan the Main. It was originally Kris but due to the lawsuit, I am uncomfortable with writing about him. 
 
A Special Thanks To:
 
ladyknight- @ The Hobbit for the amazing poster and background!
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Tien-Lee @ Sublime Graphics for the amazing poster and banner!
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Pickup boogerbrain95 - chapter image  CBzp6lk.png

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Moon_Minhee
#1
Oh and I also suggest putting a trigger warning on the story as it does deal a lot with suicide, some mental illnesses and eating disorders so as a heads up to some readers who might be affecting by those sensitive topic, I highly suggest it :)
Moon_Minhee
#2
Chapter 3: From the very beginning, i don't even know why but I want Ae Ri and Minseok to happen. Im glad I found this story! It's been so long since I've read a good exo x oc fic! Wayyyy too long.
dearmonet
#3
I just found this story now..but I'm happy I did..

While everyone has the feeling that ae ri would end up with luhan..I have the feeling she won't *cries* that's just how I interpret the story using the title and descrip..huhuhu *cries near a dark corner *
heesica10 #4
I miss this
miko12 #5
Hi I really hope you get back and still continue this story :(( it gives me life no matter how much it breaks me at the same time :))
miko12 #6
Chapter 12: Hi I'm just dropping by to say I miss your story ;; I just go back to reread it again whenever I feel like reading tragic angsty fics <3 Minseok </3 I hope they end up together
miko12 #7
Chapter 12: Ugh can't she be with both Xiumin and Luhan? TT.TT
00009999 #8
Chapter 11: Thanks for the update it is awesome !!!!!!!! but this chapter hurts my heart a lot T.T
heesica10 #9
Chapter 12: I want her to end up with Xiumin.
TheFourLeafClover
#10
Chapter 12: omg I want Minseok to be with her ;A; he's so poor thing and hes the one that has loved her all this while :( Yea but I get the feeling she'll be with Luhan hiash