#STAND STRONG!!!

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Seriously, what is up with 2014? So many things have happened, wtf. It did no justice to the KPOP world.

Now if you guys have noticed, I am legitimately Sica biased and Jessica is the reason I found my online best friends and even got deeper into KPOP, the very reason I got to know about EXO, SHINee, f(x), SuJu, U-KISS and all the other groups. And to see and witness it all end like this, that's very hard to tolerate and get over with.

Let's stand strong, guys.

However, I made a promise. I oathed to myself that yes I can survive other groups' members leaving, but I cannot handle one of SNSD's member leaving. I oathed to myself that once one member goes, then I go for the better. From the whole of KPOP, really.

Literally, I was hanging out with my friends and I went to get coffee with them for the first time, when my best friend online began snapchatting me saying she's depressed and all. So she told me what had happened and literally, I had no reaction. I wasn't laughing, yes, but I wasn't sad. I wondered why.

Then later on that day, my cousin called me, also raging about it. The whole she did, I was just giggling there and when my friends asked what was going on, I told them what it wad and they wondered why I wasn't breaking down. I am, after all, all about Jessica.

Then later on again, I bought another coffee and went home to my cousin's house (it's literally 'home' but yeah) and I got a chance to Skype call my friend onli

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secret__agent__ #1 Mar 28, 2016 19:53:49

Chapter 30: the ending is pretty sad but im glad you at least ended it ^-^ hehe i remember i cried so hard after reading the first babysitting exo~

kpopfanSNSD #2 Dec 20, 2015 23:52:29

Chapter 30: This is great..... Sure the ending is kind a heart breaking but I learn that not all ending end with happy ever after.. Hope you make another awesome story again :)

swift98 #3 Dec 2, 2015 22:23:10

Chapter 30: This is so sad.. btw thanks for the ending.

kpopfreak2010 #4 Dec 2, 2015 20:20:32

Chapter 30: I just had a surge of feels and tears D: but thank you for closing it this way. it truly makes it feel complete <3 thank you very much :D

sarahinfinite #5 Oct 24, 2015 08:57:41

Chapter 29: Somehow, I know that feeling.
Yeay, I'm not the only one. I don't think it's something to be 'yeay' on anyway.
Can I guess that member? Hehe.
Good luck though.

MariaSimanjuntak #6 Oct 23, 2015 23:26:06

Chapter 29: awww :( , ok then
its your own decision, and its for you own good, isnt it??
so i'll support you, whatever your decision is :)

Amira22 #7 Oct 23, 2015 08:28:20

Chapter 29: It's okay that u tell the truth. It was sad that there's no more update after this.. tbh, I love all your fanfics! Thank you for time to update and good luck in your studies ;)

WarmBraveHeart #8 Oct 21, 2015 09:42:16

Chapter 27: I remember this was one of the first fanfics I read on AFF and as a Soshi fan and a person mildly interested in EXO, I loved it a lot. But as the time passed, I got interested in other ships and kind of fanfics, so I slowly grew out of it.
I knew you love Luhan and Jessica and knowing that both of them are out of their groups, I've wondered what are your feelings about the situation. I've actually admired the fact that you continued to update the story despite all the controversies surrounding both groups.
Reading your annoncement, I must say I wasn't surprised. I know your heart, I know it must be hard for you. I love SNSD and EXO (that become my bias group eventually), but with my biases gone, I don't know if I would be able to love the groups the same way. Growing out of EXO, even hating on SNSD after Jessica's departure, it's all understable to me. This happens when you get emotionally involved with your idol. And I am gulity of this as well, I know that if it was my bias instead of Jessica, I wouldn't be fine either.
But the last part about hating on one of the members all along the way, it is really disapponting. Frankly speaking, I feel hurt knowing that I've read your story with a positive feeling, just to find out that you probably hate my bias.
I think I know who you are talking about, I am sick of people that hate on this certain member just based on speculations and dramatic exaggerations. I know how much people give her because of something that is atributed to her without any proof, people acting like she must be the scrum of Earth and complaining about how she ruins the group, I AM SO SICK OF IT, seriously!
But I won't hate on you for feeling this way, I know it comes from your sincere love for your bias and I respect the work you have done with this fanfic I used to love.
Good luck with your next stories.

swift98 #9 Oct 21, 2015 05:17:35

Chapter 29: Its okay,, I appreciate that you give an explaination to all the reader.. anyway, thanks for the great story and good luck with your work and essay.. I really understand your situation.. Im not into exo anymore as well.. well, after what happen happened..

diannan #10 Oct 21, 2015 00:46:13

Chapter 29: I'm glad that you told us the truth and didn't give us excuses. Thank you for all your hard work!!