❝a short letter to my mother❞

unfortunately
I can never be stereotypically perfect
just like how you can
never
be the mother that 
I wish you could be for me
How can I expect you to nurse me, 
when you cannot even fix yourself
to begin with
you always said that teen pregnancy is
like a child taking care of another child
in this case
our "relationship" is
the blind leading the blind

I don't understand how you can look
me in the eye and tell me
you care because you don't

you are too busy judging me
to actually be my mother