"Hey I like you so much, can you be my boyfriend?" Aigoo, that's not nice.

"Hi Kim Jongdae, I really love your voice. I think you're the most handsome boy I ever met. I really love you. I love you more than the sunshines, more than my unicorn plushies, my puddings. I am willing to be what you want me to be, just be mine." Wow, maybe that's too much. I am practicing my speech because I will confess to my long time crush since grade school. I'm feeling a bit flustered now. 

"Uhm." I heard someone spoke from behind. When I turned around, I saw Jongdae, looking at me with a smirk in his lips. Wait, that's a playful smirk. Wait, is he there the whole time? Wait, he heard me. WAIT. THIS. IS. EMBARASSING.

"Uhm, H-hi Jong-jongdae." I stutter.

"Hi, I heard you."

"What?"

"I heard you. You want to confess to me."

"Uhm.. Yes.. But I-i want to do it personally.."

"Then do it now."

"Huh? Ah.. Urm.. J-jongdae.."

"It's Chen."

"But I want to call you Jongdae."

"No one calls me Jongdae here."

"I will call you Jongdae whenever or wherever I want."

"I'll never like you."

"I know. But-"

"But you can be my toy."

"WHAT?!"

"Don't you want me to notice you?"

"I want but-"

"Then be my toy."

"Why?"

"Because I'm bored."

"But--"

"Would you just agree? Because maybe someday I'll fall in love with you too."

"Uh...."

"I'll take your silence as a yes, see you later toy."

Then he left me, mouth hanging, pulse racing, heart beating fast, legs turning into jelly, eyes watering. I am ^_really lost of words.

Am I really that cheap? Nah, I just love him to bits and I am willing to be his toy just to be with him.

Am I that dumb? Nooo, maybe, I think so.

Is this worth trying?

I really hope so.

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